Dream

Next

We checked out and went to the airport together.

I still have a few hours to spare before my flight so I really cannot go with him since my airlines booth is not yet open for me to get my boarding pass..

I went to korea air with him before we reach the aisle where korea air is.. he hugged me so tight and he said I may not be able to hug you like these later so lets stay like these for a while.

And that is when I felt that he is an artist/celebrity in korea and koreans might recognize him..

I just hold onto him for as long as I could.

I will just stay here I might not let you go if I come with you I said to him

He kissed my forehead and gave me a quick kiss.

And then he started to walk away from me going to korean air booth.

Tears started to fall from my eyes all I can do is just look down..

Then someone hugged me.

I already told you no crying right?? I told you we will still see each other.. damn it.. please babe don't make it harder for me..

I'm sorry.. I just can't help it I'm.so sorry.. Go now.. promise I won't cry again. GO..

Then he really left.

I went on to the booth of turkish airlines to get my boarding pass.

Almost 9 hours of flight but I was not able to sleep.

Here I am on one of my favorite countries. Feeling down but still hopeful that what we shared is enough for me not to be left broken or empty again.

Jazz my bestfriend.. you remember her right?? Well she will join me here in turkey..

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2 weeks have passed so quick that here I am on a flight going back to LA.

We are still calling, chatting and even do facetime every time that he can since as per him H1gher Music is preparing for another compilation album and it really takes a lot of effort to create one. So I understand if he is not available all the time.

Once I am back in LA. I will be on full CEO mode again. I hope and pray that I can find time for him still..