Dream

Him or Him

After my talk with his sister I just would like to trust him again. I know for sure something is going on.

We finished one of our shows and the client's company was so happy and satisfied with our services that they throw us a party. They had a restaurant/bar place reserved for us.

We had a great time and all. Alcohol already got me when I decided to go home. It was a good thing I was not driving I just booked an uber and Im on my way home.

As I walk towards my door I recognize a figure. I started to panic because if this person would kill me or rape me I would not have energy to fight him but maybe I am also just hallucinating or what.

As I struggle to open my door with my keys. This man walk to my back gave me support by leaning his chest towards my back and asked me which key is for my door??

I turned around to face him.

It was him my Harry.

Key with the black handle... I said to him.

I was hugging him for support as we walk inside my house he guided me to my sofa then he closed my door.

He sat beside me.
I took of my heels and started to crawl going to the bathroom where I always keep a toothbrush and a pair of clean pajamas for situation like these.

He laughed at me since I am crawling like a child but still making sure I don't hit anything. I pushed him back once I was inside the bathroom.

He jokingly asked if I need help undressing that he would help me..

I washed my face first to help me wake up then I took a shower and then brushed my teeth.

Change into new set of undies and pajamas

I was drying my hair as I was approaching him..

He just looked at me from my face to my feet with his gaze tracing every inch of me.

He was turning red.

Thank you foe helping me get in. I said.

He just look at me.

I sat beside him.
I turned the TV on.

Then he leaned closer to me grabbed the towel I was using to dry my hair and starts doing it for me.

I just lowered my head.

What happend to us Harry?? I asked him

Shit happend babe.. I will fix everything okay? Just trust me.. you trust me right?? He asked me.

I just nodded and then he kissed my head.

After drying my hair.
You better get going since you know Nath might look for you.

Don't worry babe my manager will inform me if ever Nath leaves our house. Let me just stay with you for now.

I cannot help it anymore.

I sat on his lap facing him then tying my hair back.

He was caressing my legs. I was tracing his face.

I kissed him and he kissed me back harder.

Him grabbing into my waist. Pulling me in closer to him and him grabbing my hair so he can have an access to my neck down to chest. Him biting my hard nipples thru my pajama. All I can do is just moan.

I was about to take off my top when he stopped me.

Babe no.. please not like this. I already made a mistake I don't want to complicate things more right now.. I have to sort this issue first with Nath and once everything is clear with her. I will fuck the shit out of you babe. Im so sorry but I want our first time to be special. I don't want you to feel like it was just a one night stand.

All I can do is cry knowing that he wants me..
He just hugged me tight while stroking my hair.

I fell asleep on his lap..

Next morning he was gone and Jazz was just giving me the look the look that I know he saw Harry here last night.

What was he doing here?? She asked.

We just talked like nothing happend

And??????..

He explained that he just needs to fix somethings about Nath and he is still mine.

And you believe him??

Yes and I know I am being stupid but I love him and I want him. Jazz please let me be stupid when it comes to love I have been smart and critical about our business life but this time I want to be stupid if it means I can have him in the end.

By time I finished what I was saying. I was already crying hard.

Jazz just hugged me and said okay I will let you be stupid but if it is too much I will slap you out of it understand?? And I just nooded.

I am thankful for the real ones in my life.

I dont know why but I know for fact right now I will still choose him no matter what.