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Been doing 3 to 5 hrs of meeting for 4 days straight now trying to fix the contract issue with YG regarding a concert tour for Winner.

I'm exhausted. Thankful for my team for having my back for this project.

Love them.

I decided it is finally time to get kbbq for dinner.

It's a must.

Even though Harry left us I would always watch his music videos with Dahlia and will say to her who is her "dadda"

Dahlia was sleeping when we arrived at the kbbq place.

Almost an hour into eating and stories when Dahlia woke up from her nap. I gave her a bottle and as I was making her burp.

Harry's song came on the tv
(Random korean mv's were being played)

She started pointing at him in the screen and then looks at me while touching my face and then saying "momma dadda?"

Some of the women at the other table looked at us since I am not responding to her because I am in korea they might find out about me and Dahlia..

I hurriedly put her on her stroller asked Jhin to pay for everything and I will just pay him back he just nodded.

As I push dahlia stroller. Tears fell down.

Why am I protecting him??
I am so stupid.
Why am I thinking of his reputation when he left a woman with his child.

Why?!!!!

I am starting to feel angry at myself for being so stupidly in love with him.

I was so buried into my thoughts that I hit somebody with Dalhia's stroller.

It was Jay Park.

"Mica?"

Uhm.. Hi! Is all that I can say as I stretch out my hand for a handshake..

Is this Dahlia already?? He asked me as he picks her up from her stroller.

Yup. Haha **awkward laugh**

I was about to grab a hot coffee come join me its too cold for this munchkin to be outside..

We went inside with him and his employees.

After a little chichat I excused myself and Dahlia since she is already is fast asleep.

I'll give you a ride Jay said to me.

You don't drive..

I do said Jay

Dahlia's stroller is also a car seat to I don't see any issues I accepted his offer plus it is already also past 9 pm taxi might be an issue also.

Dahlia is still asleep as we settled her at the back.

Me and Jay sitting at the front.

It was dead silence when all of a sudden Jay said.

Does he know you guys are here??

Uhm.. ohh Harry?? No.

Will it be okay if I tell him?

Yeah that's fine like I am here for business not really for him but yeah it's fine.

Okay I just want to have your approval because if you don't want to I am good at keeping secrets..

No it's okay if you want you can even tell him that if he wants to see his daughter he could we will be at the grand hyatt hotel until monday then monday night is our flight back home.

You sure?? I can see the concern in Jay's face.

Yup no worries I promise it is fine.

I just looked outside the window.

Seoul is magnificent and beautiful city.

After droppin us off at the hotel.

I placed Dahlia into our bed and took a long cold shower.

I was staring at her sleeping.

I whispered to her that I am sorry that I failed as her mother to give her a complete family.

Kissed her forehead and finally was able to sleep.

**Harry's POV**

It was already past 10 pm when Jay texted me that he needs to talk to me and that he is already on the way.

He sounded angry or mad but I don't know.

As soon as I open my doors Jay swung at me.

Pushed him away.

What the fuck is wrong??

You have every man's dream a beautiful, supportive and loving partner and an angel as your baby and you left them??

I just stare at him.

Yes Harry I saw them. And you know what makes me want to beat the shit out of you??? Huh??!!!! She is not even mad at you she is still so in love with you that she even said that you can come and see your angel.

All I can do is sit down and cry.

I don't deserve her or her love.

Jay shaked me so hard.

They will be at the grand hyatt until monday don't fuck this up Harry here is your 2nd chance for your happiness dont fuck it up..

Jay left me alone.

Tears just keeps falling down thru my face. Holly has been barking at me and licking me but I can only think of Mica and Dahlia.

It is just before the sunrise when I decided that if I want them to be back into my life I have to do it now or I might loose them for good.

As I prepare going to grand hyatt.

I received a text from her.

"Please come home to us now babe. We need you"

I am coming home now. Wait for me my love.