Reality.

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Dahlia is now almost 11 months old. She is growing so fast that all I could do is just cry because I feel like she is not my main priority since I still work full time.

She cries.

Ssssh my love.. as I kiss her forehead and she would just stop crying.

I am tired and sometimes I just want to kill myself since I am not taking good care of her.

But she is my source of strength right now and I would do everything for her.

I dont know how but I hope I am enough for her.

Harry's POV

All I can do is stalk her IG to see my daughter..
My family has seen my angel.

I am too scared to face my reality.
How will I explain everything to her without her hating me?

I love her but I just got really scared I thought I was ready but in reality I was just faking it

Scared if I could really raise a child well. If I am worthy to be her father.

I miss her kisses and hugs her being clingy to me. I miss my queen but will she still accept me.

I really fucked up this time.

My mom and dad are not speaking to me.

My sister is just tolerating me because of Dahlia.

***Mica flew to south korea with dahlia and her team due to a contract issue with YG ent.***

Jhin's POV

Staring at Mica knowing she is nervous about flying out to SK but she has to do it.

For years I have stayed by her side taking care of her but she always just see me as a friend.

I have told her many times that I love her but she would always just laught it off. Fuck. All I want her is to be happy but that fucking jerk left her.

I will make sure that Harry will never get near her again. I will make her and Dahlia feel what is like being really cared and loved for is.

Fuck Harry off. I will make sure she will be mine this time..

Mica's POV

Dahlia is on her carrier with Jhin since she is really getting heavy for me to carry her.

She looks so peaceful in Jhin's hand. Always smiling and happy.

Jhin stayed with me from the start and all I can say he is such a good guy.

If only I could teach my heart to choose him instead of Harry I would in a heartbeat but of course my heart is fucking stupid.

**At the hotel***

***Harry saw Mica, Jhin and Dahlia at the hotel reception since he is supposed to go on a meeting at one of the restaurants at the hotel. Jhin making Dahlia laugh. It stings his heart. Harry was about to charge at them but then he remembered he left them. He has no right to be angry. He just walk away trying to stop himself from crying***

"MICA!!!" Kyle shouted.

Mica turns her head towards the call.

*her heart beats fast immediately seeing Harry's back*

Mica wanted to call him but no sound came from her mouth until his silhouette is gone.

Anything wrong?? Jhin asked her.

Ahh nothing all good. I thought I saw someone but nevermind. Let's go and get settled in she answered back.

As they walk towards the elevator she still looked back one more time to see if it was really him but the guy just fades away into the crowd.

Babe if it's you me and Dahlia are still waiting for you.




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