Multiple meeting means multiple heart breaks for me even though all of them were thru online but every single time she is there but whatever it hurts like hell but what can I do I was not enough.
I know self pity is wrong but that is all I can do.
The US tour would start in less than two weeks everything is booked and good to go.
I was so busy since as of the moment we have 4 shows ongoing then plus h1gher it will be 5 shows.
I did not notice them arriving in our office since I was on a phone call but they could see me since my office is glass..
I was wearing this outfit
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Of all the days they could arrive it is when I am wearing these..
Nath was wearing these
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I feel like shit again. Damn.
I lost again.
Nath 1 million points Mica 0
I went out of my office to greet them.
I was about to say hi to them but all of sudden a hoddie is going thru my body. And it almost reached my knees since it was very long for me.
I popped my head and I said Hi to them they just laughed at me in a good way and I just laughed with them only to see that Jhin was the one who put his hoodie on me.
"Too sexy boss" Jhin commented
"Sorry did not know anyone would be here since you should be SF for the show tonight" and then I turned to Kyle and said to him "you should be in seattle and the rest of the team should not be here"
"I was just downloading some of files and my flight doesn't leave not until after lunch" Jhin responded
"They change location here in LA" Kyle replied..
"Okay fine but I am keeping your hoodie" I said to Jhin
Then I said goodbye to them since I was on a meeting...
He just looked at me with no emotion at all.
I just returned to my office and focused on work. It is very hard not to try to look at them but I know it will just hurt me more.
They left after their meeting. I just waved goodbye to them since I was still on a meeting and cannot leave.
It hurts seeing him holding her hand but I just looked away as soon as I could.
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The tour already started in new york since it is the hometown of Harry. And tour is planned to be east to west coast.
It is around 2 pm we are setting up everything from concert merch to sound lines..
I was also very busy since it is our first time working with them.
Jhin is busy doing sound check and rehearsals with the whole h1gher gang
Rouge is busy for the lights set up.
AC for the stability of the stage.
Jazz for tha fans outside
Im busy checking on the food and drinks for h1gher and also my staff
I was at the unloading area of the venue since I was waiting for the additional foods that we ordered.
Someone tapped me.
It was HIM.
"Hey, just want to say thank you for the great set up on the stage everyone is hyped up to perform tonight"
I was lost in his eyes.
"Ahm yeah sure you should be thanking Rouge and the rest of my team I just oversee everything all the hard work is them"
"Uh-okay I would say thank you to them also"
I was about to ask him what happend to us but Nath arrived
She asked what we were talking about and he said that he just said thank you.
And then all of a sudden she hugged me and said"thank you for giving him the best possible stage on his hometown my baby is finally performing and his family will be here thank you"
And all that I can say is welcome
The show went smoothly and it ended great.
I was so happy about that they stayed a little more to celebrate and that is when I met his family also..
His little sister hugged me so tight and pulled me to a corner.
She asked me. It was you right?
What do you mean??
You are the woman that he spent his thailand vacation with..
I covered her mouth.
Yes that is me but he is in a relationship now please be silent I don't want any trouble everything between us now is on a professional level..
I understand but please don't hate my brother he has his reasons and I know when the right time comes he will explain just please don't hate on him
Okay I will just please be silent okay??
Okay.. and then she hugged me again.
It felt comforting knowing that at least one person from his side knew that I exist.
What she said to me left me baffled but whatever it is for sure she has a reason to say that to me.
