él - Technoblade.

ℭ𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 75 - ℭ𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔰𝔢

ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʀᴏᴜɢʜʟʏ 3 ᴡᴇᴇᴋꜱ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ɪ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀʙʏ.

A lot of thought has went into this small thing inside of my body, and every answer that I came to led to me never actually having this baby. I just couldn't. I tried to convince myself that I could just pack up and leave with this child so we could live freely in a world without monsters. Then, I thought about Tommy and Tubbo, and I just couldn't leave them. I knew if I walked away from the SMP, the guilt would cloud my mind forever.

Then I thought of Technoblade, and how he wouldn't be ready for a child. In fact, speaking of Techno, he hadn't returned in three weeks and I was now very worried. He usually left at weeks at a time but he would've told me. I was constantly on edge, waiting for him to walk into my cottage but he never did and I couldn't sit still without knowing where he was and if he was okay.

I sat on the couch, legs curled up into my chest. A warm cup in my hands and I stared into space. The fire was burning in the fire place and the crackles of wood sounded in the silent sitting room. My hands were burning as the mug of tea sat unmoving in my hands.

"Thora? You still alive?"

My eyes blinked for the first time in 5 minutes, and then moved to look upon George's worried face. He had been staying in the spare room which we sorted out, and it became his bedroom basically. His face was red and warm due to the heat of the tea and the fire, and the fact it has been unusually warm outside recently. His hair was a mess, as he never brushed it from last night and his clothes were baggy and comfortable.

"I just...What am I meant to do?"

"What do you mean?" He asked as he placed down his cup of tea and sat closer to me.

"I mean, I cant keep this baby George! I can't!"

He sighed, "Why can't you?"

"Well first of all, im like a month pregnant right now and Technoblade doesn't even know because I don't know where he is, and second of all, how am I mean to raise a kid when there are so many monsters around?" I asked as I stared back into the fire.

I felt George place his hands on my legs and rub up and down them gently, in a calming way. I sighed again, I had been sat in my cottage thinking for the past week. This always happens, I need to go out again. I need a walk, maybe catch up again.

My mind strayed to Quackity. The last time I saw him was technically at Technoblade's party, but the last time I talked to him was at Las Nevadas. He had asked me to consider joining his nation as a citizen and I had immediately shut it down in my head but, it wouldn't hurt to try and get more information. The only thing is I would have to tell Phil if I found something.

"Im going to go for a walk, I'll be a few hours so don't wait for me." I said with a small smile, I noticed George's worried face but I walked out of the sitting room and up to my room to get dressed. I casually threw on a dress white shirt made from soft cotton and some black pants. I put on some boots and made my way downstairs where George was drawing in a book of his.

I smiled and kissed his cheek before walking out the door. I walked up to Zyon who was lying down peacefully but got up as soon as he saw me. I stroked him before climbing on, and we left. Kingsley was sleeping in the house so I decided to leave him behind with George. I guided Zyon gently through forests and such before in the distance I saw the infamous sign.

We got up the hill and stood on the top of the road overlooking the rest of Las Nevadas. I squinted as I saw 3 figures in the distance walk into the 'Tommy restaurant'. We walked down slowly, and I realised I needed to be super careful. I had no armour on and no weapons on me, except the small dagger I put under the harness on Zyon.

I hopped off him and he neighed, I shushed him quietly and tied him up. I sneaked my way forward, and stopped suddenly. A flash of Netherite armour walked in front of my face and I could tell immediately by the way he walked, it was Tubbo. I stood up confused, did they get along now?

"YOUR FUCKING ME! YOUR KIDDING ME!" I heard the shouting of Wilbur from the echo in the diner. I walked closer and Quackity and Tubbo stood proudly side by side where Wilbur and Ranboo did the same. Wilbur was rubbing his hands down his face and Ranboo was quiet.

"Hey Tubbo! Wait...Thora?" Quackity smiled as he walked over and grabbed me gently by my arm and dragged my into the diner. I stood beside Tubbo with a confused smile, I guess a lot can happen in a week.

"Tubbo! Its good to see you!" Wilbur said overenthusiastically, "Its good to see you! I thought you were with your snowy town..."

"Well, you know I decided I, you know, needed a job." Tubbo said with a small smile and I frowned in confusion. I had no idea what I was dragged into, but it was tense.

"Tubbo, what the fuck..." Wilbur said and he looked at Tubbo incredulously and I remembered Wilbur had offered Tubbo a place at 'Paradise'. Suddenly, I was kind of glad Tubbo chose Quackity, "Fuck Tubbo, why. Why did you get employed at the restaurant?"

"Well I mean, it's a job. I didn't know you guys did burgers?" Tubbo replied with and Wilbur shared a look with Ranboo. I frowned, Wilbur and Ranboo were selling burgers? I felt a arm around my shoulder and looked up to see Quackity with a smug smirk on his face.

"Well dude, it's just I offered for you to come work in my burger van you know?" Wilbur said with a nervous giggle.

Did he say burger van? I don't remember him saying that when he first spoke to Tubbo but it all just came back. The van, from L'Manburg. The very same van which started as a hot dog van, but sold drugs. The one that Wilbur started then doomed everything from then on, the one that drove Wilbur into insanity. Another van, another war. My eyes widened and I couldn't hear any of the words being spoken anymore. This is exactly why I couldn't have a child.

A sudden wave of nausea hit my body and I walked outside the diner quickly. I didn't want to puke in there in front of everyone so I stood outside under the moon, and breathed in deeply so I didn't puke. I watched the water fountain move quickly and aggressively and then the voices sounded closer and I turned to look at Wilbur and Ranboo leaving. Quackity walked over to me and put his hand gently on my shoulder.

"You okay?"

"Yeah im fine, what going on?" I asked as I gestured to the diner and Quackity brought me back inside where Tubbo was standing in the small kitchen area.

"Thora! Glad you could make it!" Tubbo said with a smile.