[ 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 ] 𝚋𝚘𝚔𝚞𝚝𝚘. 𝚔

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 38

"Dude take like twenty steps back and tell me all over again because I must be tripping. You have a what?"

"I know you heard me y/n, I'm serious. I'll split half of the money with you." He says pushing the front door open letting both of us in.

"Why ask me though?" I say as I follow him to his bedroom.

"I think your one of the most visually pleasing women I know. Plus I can trust to not tell anyone about my account. i also trust you not to read too into the lines about me asking you such a crazy question." I take a deep breath biting the inside of my mouth.

"What if someone finds out about it, I wouldn't want anyone assuming we've slept together..." I say, guilt staining my tone.

"No one will find out, no one has ever found my account. Even if they did they'd have to pay to see the pictures anyways, and I don't think they would willingly pay to see anything I'm advertising."

"Okay but you have to let me get ready." I say letting out a very loud sigh.

"Deal, just don't do too much." He says sitting on the edge of the bed pointing to my makeup box.

"Let's get to it then." I say walking over to my makeup box sitting next to it and looking in the mirror.

an hour later.

"Put this on, I'm sure it fits." Kenma said throwing me a red lace lingerie set.

"Ken i'm a retired stripper for gods sake I have sexier stuff than this." I laugh throwing it back at him before walking over to my suitcase. I zip it open folding the top back revealing several lingerie sets. I pulled out a black lace set with diamond hearts that hung off random sections.

"How's this." I hold it up looking at him with playful eyes.

"Perfect." He smiles nodding his head slightly.

"Put it on in the bathroom while I get stuff set up in here." He says walking over to his closet pulling out various ring lights and tripods. I silently got up and walked over to the bathroom. As soon as I shut the door I felt guilt riddle my body.

"Fuck." I sigh pulling my phone out shooting Bo a text.

I'm sorry for how I acted earlier. I didn't mean to flip. I wan't to fix this. Text me when you can.

I set my phone on the counter and begin to undress feeling my heart pound.

This was a familiar and cozy feeling, knowing all eyes will be on me once again. Something I had always craved. It was like a rush for me. Still knowing I could still attract men, not that I needed the validation. It just made me feel powerful, knowing a man has to pay to see you. How pathetic and weak.

I snap out of my thoughts as I finish getting the lingerie set on as I hear a light tap on the door.

"I'm done." I say as Kenma pushes the door open revealing him without a shirt and some tight black ripped pants are. I often forget how muscular Kenma has become since the first time we met.

"Ravishing." He says while stepping aside letting me walk into the dim lit room with red LED lights and the ring lights setting the mood.

"So how I do this is I record myself doing different poses and after look at the footage I take the frames I like and post them." He says pointing to the camera which was already recording.

"Are you comfortable with that? If not then you need to tell me right now." He says looking me in the eyes.

"Im comfortable with it." My shaky voice making it clearly visible I was slightly nervous.

"If you want to stop just tell me okay?" He says walking over to where to camera was set up. He picks up his phone and plugs it into some speakers. BUSSIT by Dreamville & Ari Lennox. I take a deep breath as I let the music fill the room, washing away my anxiety. Kenma walked over to me taking my hand leading me a chair in front of the camera. He sits down while leading me between his legs. I look down at him as he grabs my waist pulling me in signaling me to sit on his lap. I pick one of my legs up putting it around him, straddling him. I plop down as I felt my skin come in contact with his bare chest. He ran his hands up and down my back while looking me in the eyes taking deep breath's in and out.

"Relax." He whispers as I let my tense shoulders drop.

"What do you want me to do?" I say as he collects my hair twirling it around his index finger.

"Just go with the flow, whatever feels natural. I hope your okay with kissing." He says.

"That's fine." I say after an awkward silence. He leans in placing a soft kiss on my neck as I try to angle my head to get him some good shots.

"Here lets move to the bed." He says guiding my hips off of him. I stand to the side as he puts the chair to the side. He grabs the camera bringing it closer to the bed.

"Lowkey feels like a porno." I laugh.

"Dude tell me about it, but imagine me doing it by myself. I feel like an idiot." He laughs along with me. I slowly walkover to the bed and sit down seductively. He walks over to me gently grabbing my face. I look him in the eyes and take a deep breath as I feel his face inch closer to mine. I feel his warm breath meet my skin as I wait patiently for his lips to meet mine. As soon as I feel his lips meet mine I close my eyes. Kenma's kiss was firm but also general. I lean back as he kisses me more, I part my lips from him taking a breath. He pulls away slightly tilting his head.

"Do that again, I'm gonna keep kissing you but just hold that pose." He says before leaning back in as I resume the pose I was in earlier. I close my eyes as I feel Kenma's lips eagerly waiting to meet mine once again. He begins kissing me desperately as I hold my pose, my breathing slightly heavy.

"We're almost done." Kenma says leaning away. I wipe my lips before sitting up.

"Sit on your legs, prop yourself up." Kenma instructed. I did as he said and quickly prop myself up with my legs. Kenma got on the bed, standing on his knees.

"Bro don't make this weird okay?" He says in a serious tone as he grabs the bottom of my face while using his thumb to caress my bottom lip. He slowly stuck his thumb into my mouth as I stuck my tongue out slightly.

twenty minutes later.

"If you wanna stay here with me and watch the footage with me and choose good frames with me, you can. I want you to like how they look too." Kenma yells to me as I change into some pj's in his bathroom.

"Sure, it's not like I have much to do anyways!" I yell back as I pick my phone up.

no new notifications.

I roll my eyes slightly as I shove my phone into my pocket. I walk out of the bathroom and Kenma's already in bed in some sweats and a hoodie with his laptop sitting directly in the middle of the bed.

"I just don't want you to think I'm gonna keep these for personal uses. After we choose frames we like you can have the footage." He mumbles as I walk over to the bed.

"Sounds good Ken." I smile as I take a seat next to him.

"Now let's see what this is all about."