eilish - carl gallagher

[twenty seven] secrets

tw - unpleasant sexual experiences

BILLIE got to Q's and opened the door with a key he gave her. She walked into the bedroom and saw him laying on his bed watching a movie.

"Hello." Billie said as a smile grows on her face.

"Hey baby." He says as he closes his laptop and holds out his arms for her to hug him.

She walked over and got onto his bed and kissed him. She lay in his arms and cuddled for a while, until he started running his hand up her shirt. Billie started to laugh at his actions.

"Cmonnnnnn." He smiled. "Take care of your poor sick boyfriend." He laughed.

Billie turned around to face him.

"Boyfriend?" She asked.

"Yeah..." He said and placed a hand on her cheeks as they lay.

"Hm, I like the sound of that, 'girlfriend'." She said.

Q laughed and continued to run his hand up her shirt.

Billie wasn't sure, after the last time. But she thought this time would be different, that he wouldn't be so aggressive. Because, they loved each other.

Turns out. She was wrong. Very wrong.

This time, as it was painfully going on. She couldn't speak. He slapped her a couple times, causing slight bruising. Pulled her hair, called her names that made her feel horrible about herself. And again, didn't wear a condom. Which she didn't consent too either.

Afterwards, he lay down on the bed next to Billie and fell asleep. She sat there, naked, and emotionless. But she loved him, she would give him what he wanted, because she loved him, and he loved her.

Billie put her clothes on very slowly, due to her hands shaking. Billie sat down back on the bed and let her legs hang off. She took a few deeps breaths to calm her anxiety and she rubbed her legs back and forth. Eventually getting grip of herself. She walked over to Q and woke him up slightly.

"Mm-hmm?" He asked with his eyes closed.

"I have to go, I'll talk to you later. I love you." She said and kissed his forehead.

"Mk, love you too, baby." He mumbled. And with that Billie was off. She walked until she got to her street and got to the Gallagher house.

Billie saw Fiona and Liam just about to walk into the house as Billie was. Fiona turned around to see who it was behind her.

"Oh hey Billie. What happened to your face?" Fiona asked as she moved her hair to look at the small bruising around her cheek and eye.

Billie started to panic to think of an excuse. "Oh, uh, got into a fight at school." Billie said.

"God." Fiona laughed and walked up the steps with Liam.

The two entered the house as music was blasting and people were drinking. "What the fuck?" Fiona mumbled as she looked around the house.

"Yay! Slide!" Liam called out as someone went down it.

"No, no, no, no. No slide." Fiona said and took Liam further into the house.

"Jesus." Billie said looking around the house with Fiona.

"Excuse me. This is not a motel, thank you." Fiona said as she pulled two people apart that were kissing on their washing machine.

"Fuck, this is a mess." Billie said as there was random things all over the floor.

Right then, Carl came walking down the stairs.