eilish - carl gallagher

[thirty five] circumcised

ITS BEEN 29 DAYS SINCE THE WEDDING and this have been predominantly the same. Carl and Dom have been going strong. She wished she could stay the same for her and Q. They were fighting everyday and some of the time Billie was coming home with bruises on her face or body. Kev and V always asked her about it but she shut them down very quick.

Carl and Billie haven't talked much. The occasional "how are you" or "what's up" to each other. But since Dominique. Carl hasn't really put up an effort with Billie. So she didn't hang around that much anymore. Usually staying with Q or at home. Billie doesn't try anymore with Carl. When she starts a conversation she immediately gets shut down. And she didn't put up with it anymore.

Billies mental health hasn't gotten better. Maybe,
Even worse. She had a few good days and she thought it would last forever. But when it didn't, it became worse than ever. She didn't eat, sleep or shower for 2 days. She was mentally and physically drained.

Kev and V haven't been around a lot either. Being busy with Svetlana, the bar, or the twins. They really didn't have time for Billie. But Billie knew they cared. Just, maybe not enough. They didn't ask if Billie was ok when she plummeted. Because they were barely home.

The singing agency cancelled. They told her they had other people waiting and they needed to get to them first. Her heart shattered into pieces, because, she'd been working a lot more on some songs for them to hear. Only for them to cancel. She made 3. Bored, Watch, and, idontwannabeyouanymore. She felt the closest to Bored after what had happened with Q a couple days before the wedding. But he had seemed to prove himself after that. So, she stayed.

Sean had left town after the wedding. Billie didn't know, where, why or how he was going. But he was. She wasn't overly sad about it, she never was Sean's biggest fan. Fiona seemed to take it awfully well however. But, Billie thought she was putting up an act.

Billie had recently gotten a job at Patsy's, to take up the awfully large amount of free time she had. She liked the job because it took up time, and, she was getting paid to do it.

Billie wasn't overly happy with life at that moment. But she had a feeling something was coming. She just didn't know if it was good, or bad...

On a hot summers morning, Billie woke up sweating, so she quickly headed to shower. She got out and walked back to her room, she threw on a pair of black short shorts and her Patsy's shirt.

She ran downstairs to get some breakfast before work.

"Kev, you open the bar today with Svetlana. I'll bring the babies over after morning nap." V yelled from the kitchen.

"Open." Kev tried to get the babies to eat but was failing miserably.

"Morning all." Billie said as she grabbed a toast-able waffle from the box in the cabinet.

"Morning." She heard them all speak.

"Yvegeny has butt rash again." Svetlana yelled.

"On the list." V called out.

"First shower?" Kev asked as he handed the baby food to V.

"Go for it." V told him.

"Towels are still in the dryer." V told Kev before he showered.

He quickly spun around and walked to the laundry.

"Anybody want to wash my back?" Kev asked Svet and V.

"Ew fucking gross." Billie complained as her waffle popped up from the toaster.

V and Svet then started playing rock, paper, scissors to see who had to do it, luckily for V, Svetlana lost.