A Glimpse Into My Life (Let Go and Let God)

Chapter 11

It felt good lying, especially to Mr.Clarke. Now I know how Kyle's feel when he lies to Laverne Maddison Lotts and Hodge Ramy Lotts.

I should open an auditorium for lies, yes and I'll be the head. Oh shit, class is on.

I ran quickly in class but Mr. Scotsman denied me of entry. Why does the teachers hate me so much in this school.
I stood out for about 20 minutes until his class was over.

Finally! Someone throw this dirt outside, please!

I walked in and sat in my seat near the back window. 12-3 isn't that big, so you could see the board from behind.

Some of the students started to call me 'Principle'. They often do this, so I don't care anymore.

"I thought you weren't coming," Paige said.

"Why won't I? Is just that I was putting some sense into that grizzled head of Mr.Clarke," I said.

"Tell me about it," Paige was intrigued by this. She wanted to hear more and I too was ready to give the tea exactly as it is.

I told her everything, how I formulated a lie and manipulated the most scary man on campus.
If she isn't proud of me now then she won't be.

I felt archived, developed, I felt like I made it in life already. Now I can come to school anytime without the security guy (who acts like the Principle) stops me or Mr. Clarke having to punish me.

So this is how it feels to be accomplished? I know it's not in a good way but at least I am.

No one knew of my life, not even my best friend. I couldn't tell her but was it really necessary? I know best friends are supposed to tell each other their secrets and trust each other but I can't. I do trust Paige but telling people about me is hard. Maybe I'll open up in due time.

And that due time is not anytime soon. It could be 2 years from now, or 5 or 10, who knows?