Chapter 22

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by hollyniccolas

by hollyniccolas

I still don't get it, why do he mean by this job is not for me. Isn't this a regular job? Wait, is he doing something illicit?

"I'm still not getting this. What do you mean this job is not for me?" I asked with concerns. I still want to know everything.

"You don't understand," He said, turning from me.

"Then make me!" I yelled. I am curious to know. "Are you doing drugs or..."

"I am a sex worker okay," He interrupted before I could finish my sentence. "A gay sex worker, a lady boy, a cross dresser, a drag queen, a sex slave, a bloody criminal. I sleep with men for money Kenz."

I froze in thin air. I couldn't believe my ears. No, this is not Nell talking this. Maybe he's not to himself.

"So if you want to judge me then go ahead. If you want to curse me then go ahead," He cried.

"I'll never judge you Nell but I'm still confuse on why you would choose this life," I questioned myself deeply. I'm trying to decipher everything in.

"You think I chose this? You think I wanted this? Kenz, I tried, I mean I tried everything but the world gave up on me. There was no one there for me not even God," He said angrily.

"Don't say that," I said slowly.

"You don't know what I went through after my parents died in that plane crash. I went through hell, I literally saw hell. I went to everyone I knew but no one could help me. I was alone, I prayed, fasted but it's like God turned from me. Luckily I met her, Valentina McQueen. She took me and and render me services. She gave me everything I wanted and all I would just do is work for her and pay off my debts," He elucidated.

I stood there with teary eyes as he elucidates his story. Maybe I wasn't the only one going through enough. We had the same story but different chapters.

"Why didn't you say anything?" I asked slowly.

"What? What would I say? Knowing your own life was a mess and Paige is going through her own hell. That was the mean reason I left CWA. I couldn't bare to look at you guys anymore," Darnell cried bitterly.