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Chapter 19

I was walking down towards my trailer when I noticed Maks and Maria talking, he looked over at me then mumbled something to Maria.

My brain was trying to warn me of something, it's not until I saw him walking towards me that I realized what it was.

I started speed walking the other way -- you know I'm not as fast and eventually he caught up to me and grabbed my arm.

"What do you want?" I questioned, a little irritated -- a lot.

"I need to tell you something, it's important!"

"What's so important that you couldn't tell Maria or text me?" I let out an exasperated sigh.

He just stood there watching me for a moment , his silence was making me furious by the minute , I turned to walk away.

"I'm in love with you!"

I turned towards him , stepping closer I raised my hand and slapped him. Hard.

"Do you see all the bruises on my neck and arms? They're all from you! Don't you dare say you're in love with me after all that!" I shook my head. "You know what's funny, Val told me the same thing. You're both fuck boys, and you know that!"

"Then why'd you forgive him?" He questioned. "Why can't you forgive me? You felt the connection between us.." He stepped closer.

My breath became rigid, I looked away not making direct eye contact.

"That's what I thought." He nodded. "J, you knew you loved my touches." He ran his hand down my cheek.

"Just please, stop." I mumbled, stepping back. "I need to get going!"

He grabbed my arm softly. "Think about it.." He whispered, before turning and walking away.

Walking towards my trailer, my heart was beating excessively. God, what did I ever do so badly?

These guys knew what they were doing to me, they liked to play with my heart like it was a toy. I remember talking to Meryl this morning about it and she was in tears figuring out what had happened to the both of us.

This is the last show we had to do, I was ready to be over with all of this but i'm ready to focus all of my energy on winning the mirror ball. I was currently sitting in the makeup chair getting my hair done and my makeup simultaneously.

My life has never been so stressful before, Payson had to leave then me joining the show. I looked down at my phone and opened one contact I haven't opened in so long. I was trying to gain the courage to type.

J: Hey Payson, It's me and I'm sorry if you haven't heard from me in a while. This show is intense.

My hair and makeup was finally finished and I stood up -- walking out and towards the main building. There were people walking around everywhere trying to get prepared for this finale. It was just insane, I'm too tired for another night.

walking into the building, the finalist were all trying to perfect their fusion dance. I looked down at my phone once more before deleting Payson's contact.

"J, are you ready to rehearse this fusion?" Val walked up to me with a big smile.

"Yup, let's go.." I set my phone on the chair then followed him onto the ballroom floor.

"Okay you two, you have two tries to rehearse this fusion dance then you're out, Mark and Sadie are up next! Got it!" Maria said then walked away.

You could obviously feel the small tension between Val and I, we had to push past it to get through this dance -- for the sake of winning this competition we both wanted this and we're gonna work our asses off for it.

We did the dance two times -- perfection is the word. I walked back to my seat, noticing my phone was gone immediately -- who wouldn't notice an iPhone 6 missing?

I looked around , eventually getting annoyed because I trusted everyone here and no one would ever steal. Walking towards Maria, I sighed then waited for her attention.

"Yes? Can I help you?" She smiled sweetly.

"My phone, it's gone.. It has a silver case on it."

"Is it this one?" She picked my phone off her clipboard. "Someone actually just gave it to me."

I grabbed my phone and nodded. "Who was it?"

"Sorry J, they need me backstage!" She said, running across the ballroom. "Mark! Sadie! You're up now!"

The show was literally about to start, I unlocked my phone, pressing Lucy's contact.

"Hey J, how are you?" My sweetheart answered.

"Tired.." I smiled. "Just needed to hear a familiar voice."

"Did he hurt you?" Lucy asked softly.

I walked down the path to my trailer, no way of answering that question without hurting myself -- with a final sigh I'd tell her the truth.

"Lucy, I can't believe he would do that.." I said, letting the tears fall. "It hurts so badly, more then that time Payson accidentally elbowed me ."

"Babe, do you want to tell me what happened?" Lucy questioned, rather hesitant.

"Not really through the phone but I'm fine now.." I spoke, wiping the tears off my face.

"How about we met after the show?"

"Flight to New York, appearance on Good Morning America and The View."

"Then we'll have lunch when you come back. No buts about it, I'll call you back after the show my love!" Lucy said quickly hanging up the phone.

The smile on my face wouldn't disappear, I round the corner and all the life was sucked out of me! Can you say bad timing?

"Ugh! Why are you still here?" I questioned. Stalking much?"

"Why are you so mad? It was a game, loosen up a little!"

"You're right! I should loosen up!" I smiled a very big smile.

I nodded then kneed him really hard in the dick, I moved closer to him as he crouched down.

"Don't you ever talk to me like that, plus I'm so mad at you two right now! Stay away from me jackass, pass that to your brother if he's planning to tell me to 'loosen up'.."

I scoffed then walked away, I've never felt more powerful in my entire life!

A/N: thanks for the help McBustedx as usual my love and hope you like & if you didn't know, it's our man Valentin Chmerkovskiy's birthday day! Wish him a good one!