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Chapter 36

Why do I build so much anger and hatred towards Val and Rumer when I see them on dwts? Someone help cause I wanna throw my phone at one of their heads..

Okay, I can't calm down so I'll just write! Ugh, the anger is boiling just watching their rumba.. She's beautiful and everything but I just get mad when Val looks at her the same way he looked at Janel. Why am I so upset? OH MY FREAKING GOD IM NOT CALM AT ALL RIGHT NOW. then they get the first 40 of the season && I'm crying because I just can't right..

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I dashed down the stairs, running away from Val. "Val, leave me alone." I screeched, making my way towards the kitchen. He laughed, running behind me. "Janel Meilani Parrish! Get your ass back here!"

Val wrapped his arm around my waist, swiping me off the ground and onto his arms. He made his way out the kitchen and laid me on the couch -- hovering over me. "Say it.." He leaned down, placing a ghost of a Kiss on my lips. Val was teasing me torturously. "Okay, okay I love you." I sighed, pulling him towards me and kissing his passionately.

Leaning up, I looked into his eyes while running my hand through his hair. "What's on your mind?" He whispered, watching me closely. "Val, I really have my heart on my sleeve right now. I'm just a little scared."

"I've promised to never hurt you again, I'm going to keep my promise and make you the happiest girl ever." He whispered, moving strands of hair out of my face. "And if you don't believe me, I'll make you an offer."

I opened my mouth to ask him a question, but he leaned down and placed a kiss on my lips before getting up. "Say I'm the love of your life.." I turned to look at him. Val turned to give me a look before shaking his head.

Laying back down, I stared at the ceiling. My mind was trying to come up with reasons on why he didn't say it but nothing came up. He probably had another love of his life so it made sense.

"J, don't overthink it.." Val came back, sitting down besides me. I sat up, pulling my feet up. "I'm not over thinking, Val.." Standing up, I let out a frustrated sigh.

He stood up, wrapping his arm around my waist, pulling me towards him then placed a kiss on my neck. I moved back, crossing my around my chest, walking away. Val grabbed my arm trying to pull me back towards him but I still got away from his grip.

"Janel.." He muffed out, pulling me towards him once more, pushing me against the wall but not harshly. "Just please, love me back. With your heart not your mouth.."

"I don't think you know what love truly is do you? I am loving you with my entire heart. Just believe me."

\\later that night//

I woke up from the worst nightmare. Do you know the ones where you're falling and you can actually feel it? Well it wasn't that, Val died on me.

The tears were falling down my cheek as I cried, I could feel my body shaking but it was useless.

"Janel? Baby what's wrong?" Val questioned, turning to look at me. I met his eyes and started crying even harder. "Val, I love you so much and I never want to let you go."

He gave me a small smile before kissing my temple. "Babe, I'd never leave you.. You're the love of my life.."

Smiling, I kissed his arm then laid back trying to fall back into a restless sleep and I did with Val beside me.

A/N:
Chessy ending but who cares? Give me ideas on what should be next && thank you for 10k you're amazing guys , also still not over willow and marks elimination I invested in them omf && sorry for my rant. I don't dislike rumer bc of janelskiy to clarify.. Okay ! ♥️ love you allllll . xo