APR, 21ST
[00:43]
jackson: do you want to talk about it?
jinyoung: about what? the fact that you ended up sleeping over at my place?
jackson: the kiss.
jackson: i know you're still thinking about it
jinyoung: i'm not
jinyoung: and why are you messaging me?
jinyoung: you're literally sleeping next to me.
jackson: i'm sleeping on the floor
jinyoung: next to my bed
jinyoung: so it's practically the same thing.
jackson: you're a prick.
jinyoung: i always have been, did you only notice this just now?
jackson: if you don't want to talk about that then how about we talk about something else?
jackson: we don't have to actually speak, we can do it over text
jinyoung: that's dumb, but i like your way of thinking.
jackson: alright.
jackson: why do you hate me?
Jinyoung stares at the text, thumbs hovering over his keyboard. He doesn't hate Jackson. Sure, he had a strong dislike for him, but it was never hatred.
And now... He's not sure how he feels about Jackson.
[00:51]
jinyoung: i never hated you
jinyoung: that's a bit of a gross exaggeration
jinyoung: i mean never liked you either, but i never hated you. that's a strong word to be using when describing how you feel about someone
jinyoung: and just to clarify, i don't dislike you.
jinyoung: not as much as i did back then, anyway.
jackson: fair enough, but why did you dislike me?
jackson: there must have been a reason.
jinyoung: well, wouldn't you like to know?
jackson: enlighten me. i'm not going to take offence to it
jinyoung: any emotional damage is not my fault, then
jinyoung: ever since high school, you were always so annoying and loud, and i just never got along with people like you.
jinyoung: i mean, i never tried to, either, because i like my peace and quiet, so that's on me for being biased.
jinyoung: however, everyone seemed to like you, and i guess i had a bit of an aversion to that? you were friends with practically everyone, and you would constantly try to get on everyone's good side.
jinyoung: i guess that sort of annoyed me and made me dislike you further. people pleasers just aren't my type. and you were always so disorganised and messy. and clumsy. and i didn't like that, either.
jinyoung: yet, despite it all, i could never take my eyes off of you, which made everything so much worse. it's not like i like you, so why can't i look away?
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FanfictionIt takes Jinyoung all of his willpower to not lose his shit when he's told he'll have to partner with Jackson Wang, aka Shit-Stain-of-the-Century-Wang, for their major assignment. FEB, 25TH [19:45] jinyoung: if we don't get a decent grade for this...