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24 - Sarawat's POV

CHAPTER 24
Sarawat’s POV
We started out the party as soon as my wife handed the meat to Man who’s gonna cook it for us. Phukong on the other hand has been munching on his marshmallows since an hour ago. “babe, can I drink tonight?” I hope he agrees “don’t ask me to take of you if ever you get sick after tonight ok? I already warned you, I won’t be merciful even if you beg me to take good care of you” that’s just mean of him “yeah? Fine, I’ll drink but I won’t get drunk. Is that enough?” “better, you can drink but don’t drink until you’re too drunk”
We talked about all sorts of things, and it feels like we were really catching up with each other.  “Wat, do you have plans of marrying my boyfriend’s brother?” asked Man “huh? Is it tha too sudden? You got me off guard!” I tried to laugh “tell us, a lot of people want to know. I want to ask Tine at first but it was you who pursued him so I figured out that maybe you want to tell me yourself” why is he even asking me this kinds of things? Does he want me to get married before him?
“yeah. Why not? I mean, the day Tine agreed to go out with me all those kinds of thoughts came to me. It’s the same reason why I wanted to get his parents blessings so bad. But I can’t marry him in this state right now, I want to get a stable job and move into a bigger house before doing all of that. I am not in a rush, I want to give him a happy life by taking it slowly” I said everything even though he was sitting beside me. “ooh, I never really doubted your answer man, how about you Tine. Do you want to marry him?” “what’s all this thing Man? Are we having a question and aswer here?” Tine replied
“no, I just want to know about your goals. I mean you’ve been together longer than we did.  So I want to know what your future plan is, because I am your friend. I have the right to know” “yes, why not? I’ve been with him and it’s been already decided the day I decided to stay with him. But as what he said, we can’t get married yet, both of us are not permanent employees yet, and I want to make that happen before settling down. “ our answers have never been different anyway.  The night has started, Man has asked everyone a serious question. A serious question that even I wants to know the answer.
“what Man is trying to ask is that if you want to build a family in the future. I can’t imagine you guys having a kid since Sarawat is a very clingy boyfriend he might even get jealous with a child calling Tine” P’Type laughed over what his boyfriend asked us.

“well, Sarawat and I haven’t gone that far. We haven’t reached that topic about settling down with a kid or a family. Yes P, Sarawat is a very clingy person so I am afraid that he’ll really do as you said. But we haven’t reall gone by those topics, but if you’re asking my opinion I think Sarawat and I really have to talk it out. If we can really handle those kinds of things in the future, but I am open to possibilities P. The questions are getting so hard, let’s stop right here. Why don’t you guys just drink? I bought that for you guys” yeah, he’s right. Maybe we’ll really have to talk it out more in the future…
The night passed by slowly, we were just talking about how it was in the past. Looking at the waves and hoping that what we came here for will turn out succesful. Wihout realizing we dozed off by the cold sea and woke up by the sunrise, it was one of the best feelings that I’ve ever had in my life seeing a new day with Tine. I’ve been doing so for 3 years and I plan to continue to do this in more years to come. “what are you thinking?” Tine hugged me from the back as we watch the the sun rise together “mmm? Nothing. I was just thinking that I am so happy that it’s been 3 years that we’ve been witnessing the sunrise together”
“why are you being so dramatic lately? Hmm? Look Sarawat, put your mind at ease and calm down. What’s meant to happen will happen and nothing can stop that. All we have to do is to pray that this time luck is on our side. My parents are furious, specially my dad but you know what? I’ve grown already, to make my own decisions and so is P’Type. They have to trust us, as much as we trust them right? I felt the same nervousness when I met your parents. I know it was on a different situation because I’ve met your family before but the nervousness is still there. Because it’s the first time that you’re officially introducing me as your boyfriend. But when I got there, my mind changed because they were really nice. Worrying isn’t really helpful”
“mmm, I’ll do that. I hope they’re nice with me too? If they show me that they don’t like me when they first see me I won’t be able to prove myself” “don’t think too much, just let it go with the sunrise and waves. Look at them, they’re at peace and they look so beautiful. Man doesn’t even seem as worried as you are, he has strong sense of self confidence you should too. Ok? Let’s not be worried about it ok?” his smiles calm me down from the situation. I’m ready, whatever there is I will face it I have to face it calmly. I can’t show them that I’m scared or else they’ll think that I am a coward that can’t fight for Tine.
I have to be strong for him, he wants me to be able to prove myself and I want that too. For him, for us and for our future together when the time comes that we are already settled to get married..