I WILL REMEMBER YOU | KTH

🦋PAST AGAIN??🦋

PRESENT

Y/N's POV

Do people really crave for their past? I really don't know..but I have heard from few people that they move on in life, they get partners who really cherish their presence. But me? What about me? Why am I not able to forget and move on..afterall I also have someone in my life who cherishes my presence and also makes me feel like I am enough for him.

But my heart, it still skips a beat at that one name that is KIM TAEHYUNG. Various scenarios race down my mind of us, our memories, our laughs, our tears, our togetherness. Those daydreams about fantasizing about eachother. Is Taehyung really the only someone whom I want? Everytime I think I should take steps towards him, my mind instantly stops me..it feels like that my mind and heart are fighting with eachother.

I myself am fighting with myself. At one point, I want to be back with him even if he treats me like shit but on the other hand I don't want too, because I don't want to suffer like earlier, I don't want to settle in less. I get frightened..the past haunts me.

Anyways today I am finally going to meet Taehyung after two years. And I have still not tried once to tell Jimin  about all this. I don't know why but I just don't want to tell him!

Time Skip

The moment I reached the coffee hub. Memories from my past came back haunting me, afterall mine and Taehyung's Friendship blossomed at a cafe. Though this time he didn't ask me to meet at the Raspberry cafe, afterall Jimin owns it, and before he could bring the cafe in between I changed the meeting spot. Nevermind it's time to face my past..Mr Kim Taehyung.

"Kim Taehyung..can you tell me the table number" I asked the receptionist, clutching the tissue paper in my hand afterall I was so nervous.

"Yes ma'am, let me check" she replied. Making me more anxious, I just didn't knew how to face him, how will he react on seeing me, how will I react on seeing him...all these questions were troubling me.

"It's table number 7 at the left corner" she smiled.

"Thankyou" and I left from there. With each step that I was taking towards the table my heart was beating very fast. And the moment I reached the table.

I just paused for a while. He was there, he was sitting there fiddling with his phone. I  felt my legs going numb and thought that I will faint the very next moment, I got a anxiety attack...I think. Should I run away from here without meeting him, But.. I have to control my actions because I am not weak anymore. I am a strong girl..afterall in these two years I was working on myself, I have made myself strong.

"Hi" the words escaped my mouth out suddenly.

And then the man sitting infront of me glanced at me. He was still the same, like he was earlier just a well groomed version of his was sitting here, who was more well built now. He looks smart than he used to look at that time. His messy black hairs, and now he wears spects too which adds more to his mature look. The same boxy lips and that honey skin. That chiseled face bones. He was looking very different in the white undershirt and white pants and a muddy woolen pullover which was spread all around his chest.