I WILL REMEMBER YOU | KTH

🦋FIGHT🦋

Y/N's POV

Present

During this process of love alongwith comes heartbreaks and small quarrels too. We feel too much in love, and even small small insignificant things can effect us so badly. So that's exactly what happened between me and Tae.

PAST

It was going all fine with him, until I found him lying to me when we decided to meet outside. And I caught him in a shopping complex alongwith Sungrin. Was my outing not significant or important to him?

Was my presence nothing to him?

Afterall I was also someone to him, but the way he used to pamper Sungrin was not the way he treated me. He definitely didn't say anything bad to me or fought with me, but that doesn't mean the quarrels should always be verbal.

I can feel at times, the gap between us. Which made me question is it right to love this human, to stay by his side for a bit more time?

But weren't I here for friendship? Then whatsup with all these expectations out of nowhere. Eventhough I had fallen in love with him, I decided to curb it until he speaks out. But then why am I supposed to be this impatient.

Thinking all this I entered the canteen. I found him sitting on the side table.

"Hey" I said the very moment I went towards him.

"Sup?" He gave me a startled look.

"Nothing came to check on you" I replied, pressing my lips.

"Did I ask you to be this concerned, wtf" he made a bad face.

My Blood boiled, my face turned red..eyes became watery.

"Why are you here Y/N, this pathetic angry jerk can never feel anything about you. You are just running behind him, chasing him for nothing. He fucking doesn't even cares what has he given you from the start apart from his arrogance, fights and tantrums. You are blindly trusting on a guy worth nothing. He never ever even had any special place for you, it's only you who was busy sowing seeds of love and care for this stone hearted human."

Thinking all this I left the place on the spot, atleast I don't want this heartless being to see me crying for him.

The reason for this cold behaviour is just that I didn't reply his text for three days because I was angry and I didn't even was in a mood to talk because I saw him with Sungrin...so my blood boiled more.

AT HOME

"Mum, I ain't in a mood to eat anything..I am going to lay down for a while and then will study" I screamed.

While I was in my room alone, his thoughts didn't even leave me for a minute.

Some say I'm too sensitive but truth is I just feel too much. Every word, every action and every energy, goes straight to my heart. I overvalue people and emotions and I think that's pathetic.

Should I just chat with someone:

GRP- Best people rock together

You- Anyone's up?

Joon- Yeah

You- how u doing?

Joon- Good

You- are you busy rn?

Joon- Nah🤣

You- let's go out to have some shake;)

Joon- it's afternoon, you don't wanna invite others

You- I think they are all resting, it's only you and me who are up!