I WILL REMEMBER YOU | KTH

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Y/N POV

I turned around only to find Taehyung so close to me. I just didn't want to hear him saying anything, I just want to stay silent and stare him deep in his eyes, I want this moment to pause. After what I said, he himself didn't tried to explain anything instead just kept his one hand on the glass and held me close to him with his other hand. I could just feel him so close to me, he was the boy I was madly in love maybe I am still in love with him...but I don't know.

"Y/N you like being this close to me right, I know..you crave for me and like me touching you" He said out of nowhere and winked at me.

"There's nothing like that...don't blabber uselessly" I said trying to ignore him by looking the other way.

"You are saying a lie, that's why you can't even face me. And the way you are so comfortable in my grip I don't fucking care what this sweet mouth of yours say, because the way your heart is beating fast against my chest has answered every question of mine." He smiled bringing his face close to me.

"Huh..!!!" I said raising my brows at him and for that moment I just got lost in the beauty of the masterpiece standing this close to me. His deep ocean like eyes, which I think always had hidden secrets..which noone  ever got to know, his fine nose and that mole there adding more to the attractive face, his perfect rectangular smile and that square jaw...how could I not fall for him??!!!

He was just so so perfect to be existing in real.

"Y/N can't you just forgive me and just live with me..We can have such a beautiful future together" He said bringing me out of my  thought bubbles.

"No..." I jerked him away was he out of his senses, he wanted to repeat the history..he wanted to make me go through all that again.

"Why....Y/N you know we are meant for eachother, don't you understand this fucking thing..you couldn't move on..I could never forget you. It's not that difficult" he said face palming me.

"No Taehyung, forgetting and forgiving are two different things. I don't care how much you speak all this it will not change anything...I don't want to be back with you. My heart is not ready." I replied.

"Your heart beat increases when I am near you, your body get goosebumps the moment my touch is felt by your skin, you still wait for me..that's why you have still not moved on over me..over us...your eyes tell that you still have something for me...you still can't sleep some nights just because you somewhere still want me to take you in my embrace and carresss you to sleep...then why are you lying" Taehyung stared at me.

His eyes had so many questions and I had no answers for them. He was not wrong my eyes long to see his face, i wake up at night just because I still somewhere think about him, I missed him...I wanted to feel his touch..I wanted to be in his embrace..but.....No....!! Never........

"I think it's time for me to go back home, please Taehyung stop all this or else it will make me working here with you more hard." I said and just pushed him aside took my bag from my seat and just rushed outside the cabin without even looking back at him, because I wouldn't be able to face him

TAEHYUNG'S POV

After she left I just sat on the sofa, realising that is it really that difficult for her to be with me?! Why isn't she understanding that I fucking love her. Her eyes and behaviour says something else and her mouth, something else.

She still loves me then why isn't she speaking , have I been so harsh on her that she is scared to even talk to me, like my best friend is not able to talk to me, she is not able to look into my eyes. She feels disgusted by my touch. She hesitates infront of me, avoid contacts and she doesn't trust me anymore.