I WILL REMEMBER YOU | KTH

🦋UNRAVEL🦋

TAEHYUNG'S POV

I will tell Y/N everything now, it's high time and she already isn't aware about the half truth. I can't just  hide it anymore longer...i have to tell her, she thinks me in a way..which I am not. She blames me for the things which I didn't do. She is judging me on the behalf of half truth and now when someone like Jimin is also present, I really have to play smart and right. Or else he will just brainwash her more against me.

"Dada you miss mama" and my gaze averted to my two and half year old son..who just poked my cheeks to get attention.

"Ofcourse I miss mama Jun" I replied

I never loved Sungrin the way I loved Y/N. She had been my friend from childhood and my wife for one and a half year so her death left a deep impact on me. I watched her struggle for her life in her last days. I watched her lose every last inch of hope in her last days, she was so tired of living. I was there when she hugged Jun for the last time. I was there when she took her last breath. I didn't regret my decision for even a single second. It hurt me but it was right. I am grateful for the time I spent with Sungrin.

"I miss her too dada.", Jun whispered, his eyes were closed. I knew he was about to sleep. Leaning towards him, I kissed his forehead and moved towards the drawer in my room, the drawer which carried Sungrin's picture.

She was holding little Jun in her arms. I clicked the picture when she returned to our house after after delivery. That was the last time I found her that happy. After that her health deteriorated  and then rest of her days were passed in hospital.

She was the woman who gave me the most precious asset of my life, my Jun. My son..whom I loved more than anything.

"Sungrin, i want to say something to you. I know you can't hear me...but still..."

I paused for a while to look behind, Jun was sleeping soundly holding his big brown teddy bear, which I gifted him on his first birthday, he holds it to sleep since then.

"I want to move on in my life. I know you would want that too but I was afraid before, afraid of letting someone in after losing the two women I loved the most. One who was my best friend and the second, probably the love of my life. I know she might not want me back in her life that easily, but what if I tell her about everything..what if she understands me..us..my situation back then, what if she gets that I never ever betrayed her..so I just want to try..I want to try. Can I?", I asked.

I smiled when I realized that I was asking a photo. Shaking my head, I picked up my phone and wallet and exited the room.

I dialled her number.

"Y/N...how are you..is everything okay over there?" I asked.

"Yeah, I am out of that room, samchon is doing well. Jimin is okay but is still not talking to me. According to him...I am a lier" she spoke from the other side.

"Can you just manage to come to my apartment" I  almost requested her.

"Aahhh...."

And she paused for a while.

"It's okay I am on my way back to jimin's home, actually I was out to have some groceries. Nevermind I am coming, but is it something important?" She inquired from the other side.

"Yeah...maybe it's time to tell you everything now" I replied.

And hung up the call.

Turning around I found that it was raining, she was at market..and without umbrella. She would be all drenched till the time she will reach here.

Time skip

I moved to my closet and pulled out pajama pants and white T-shirt for her. As I expected she was all wet...her white thin material dress couldn't hide her red lace bra.