I tried i really did ch.49

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* t/w mentions of self harm *

I pulled out of Carlos's hug which was very comforting but I wanted to see my mom before they took her

"I'm - uh gonna go see my mom ." I said wiping my eye

"Yeah do you want me to go with you ?" He said

"Could you stay here it's not you it's just not the way I wanted you and my mom to meet ideally ..." I said

"Yeah I'll wait out here ." He said kissing my head

"Thanks ..." I said heading back

I walked into my moms room seeing her wrist wrapped

I sat down next to her bed

"Mom.." I cried holding her hand

"I tried .. I really did .." I said

I unwrapped her bandages exposing her scars

I burst out in tears As I looked at the scars up and down her arms

" I really tried I promise..." I said wiping my tears

"We're gonna take her away in two minutes ..." the nurse said peaking her head in

"Alright .." I said wiping my tears

I wrapped my moms wrist up in the bandages

"I love you to mom ..." I said kissing her head as tears rand down my face

I left the room wiping my face as the nurses went in taking her bed out of the room then down the hall ..

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