Memory in the Street (Paraiso Series #3)

Kabanata 30

Kabanata 30

"Ayoko na." I stared at Zhigor blankly, showing my emotionless eyes.

Laglag ang kaniyang panga, namilog ang mga mata habang nagugulohan sa sinabi ko.

"What?" He almost whined when he got my point.

I rolled my eyes. Annoyed, for the nth time at my future husband who is very ugly at the moment. Yes, he is very ugly.

"Ang sabi ko, ayoko na." I crossed my arms infront making my boobs lift a little. Sumunod doon ang mga mata ni Zhigor. Aba!

"But baby—"

"No." Putol ko.

"I'm hard, Karita. Paano ako?"

"Palambotin mo. Paki ko ba?"

Mas lalong nalaglag ang panga niya sa sinabi ko. He was clearly having a hard time. I can see his manhood standing proud beneath him. And right after he made me burst, I lost the drive.

"You're unbelievable..." he whispered while slowly crawling back on top of me.

"Mas unbelievable ka. Sa araw-araw na nakikita ko ang pangit mong mukha." Sabi ko at tumagilid ng higa.

I'm irritated at him again. Basta inis na inis ako sa pagmumukha niya ngayon.

"Alright, alright pregnant woman." He chuckled and cocooned me into his arms.

Agad naman akong sumiksik sa kaniya habang unti-unti ng bumibigat ang mga talukap ko. And with his gesture, my annoyance towards him suddenly washed away.

We agreed to make love today dahil simula nung nagkabalikan kami, hindi na namin iyon napagtuonan ng pansin. Though I fantasized him, but that was it. Aside from my everyday annoyance towards him, I really don't feel like doing it.

Zhigor was more careful with me. Pinag resign din niya ako sa café ni Atty. Azura. I obliged tho, not because he said so but to make our child safe.

"Ang lakas mong mang-aya tapos aayaw ka rin pala..." he laughed a little while combing my hair. "I'm really hard baby, but my Karita always comes first before my libido."

Napanguso ako roon. Agad na nakonsensiya sa inakto. I really did made him hard and then stopped when he was already losing it.

Kawawa naman si Zhigor.

I lifted my head and looked at him. I know my eyes usually sport no emotions but I hope I still looked apologetic to him.

"S-sorry... am I being a b-bitch?" I asked, sniffing because of the thought I just realized now.

I'm slowly becoming a bitch. Lagi ko ng inaaway si Zhigor. Lagi ko siyang pinagsasarhan ng pintoan. I remember that time when his forehead bumped into the door. Imbes na ako mag sorry, ako pa ang umiyak.

"No... you're pregnant. So it's understandable, baby." He kissed my cheek before wiping my tears.

"Eh kasi... away kita lagi."

"Hmm... ayos lang kaysa hindi ka payag na magpakasal na tayo." He chuckled.

"Ayoko ng engrande."

Yesterday, we talked about our wedding. Sa flower farm ko gusto iyon maganap dahil doon kami madalas maglakad-lakad ni Zhigor noon. It was also in the farm kung saan ko narealize na gusto ko siya higit pa sa isang kaibigan.

He wanted to hurry the wedding preparations and make it happen next week. Ngunit ayaw ni Mama Zerita ng rush wedding. I told her I just wanted a simple garden wedding. Kaso hindi papatalo si Mama.