Memory in the Street (Paraiso Series #3)

Kabanata 19

Kabanata 19

“A-ano?” Napatigalgal ako sa sinabi ni Zhigor.

He smirked. “Sabi ng mommy, kung gusto ko raw na makasama ka sa iisang kwarto, papakasalan daw kita.”

Napakurap-kurap ako sa harapan ni Zhigor na kung makabanggit ng pagpapakasal ay parang kay dali lang nun!

“Anong kasal ba iyang pinagsasabi mo ha?” sikmat ko sa kanya.

Hinagilap ni Zhigor ang aking mga siko at pinihit ako paharap sa kanya. Naglalaro sa mga labi niya ang ngiting hindi mapuknat-puknat. Sumasayaw din ang asul at berdeng mga mata niya.

“Tayo, ikakasal kung papayag ka.” Ngisi niya.

Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko sa kanya na may pilyong ngisi sa mga labi.

Kasal? Five letter-word but I know it wasn’t easy as spoken. It requires a strong foundation—love. Love contains fidelity and trust.  And do our relationship has those? I don’t know… do we even love each other? Or do we just fancy the thought of being together? Hindi ko rin kasi alam kung itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya ay pag-ibig na nga ba ito. Yes, I like him but love… hindi ko alam. It’s so complicated.

I don’t even know if I’m capable of that. I don’t even know if I’m worthy to be loved. Hindi nga ako kayang mahalin ng sariling pamilya ko, paano na kaya ang ibang tao? Do I even deserve that affection? I hurt a lot of people… even Zhigor. I hurt him and his family.

Nagtataka nga ako kung bakit hindi galit sina Mama Zerita at Papa Rheigor sa akin gayong umalis ako ng walanv paaalam at sinaktan ang nag-iisang anak nila. They were so kind and nice to me but I still chose to fled away like an exile.

Zhigor stayed in my room the whole day. Bumaba lang kami nung pinatawag ng lunch at umakyat ulit pagkatapos ng tanghalian. His parents went to a birthday party at four in the afternoon. They asked Zhigor to come but he refused, saying he’s exhausted and wanted to sleep. Pero ang totoo’y nandito lang sa silid ko at nanggugulo sa pahinga ko.

“Sige na sama ako bukas, Karita.” He kept repeating that line for the nth time today since morning.

We were both laying on our back in bed while his arm was my pillow and he’s hugging me since the movie we watched started. Hindi nga siya nanunoud at panay lang ang pagpapalambing. His face was buried on the side of my neck while his other arm draped over my waist.

“Huwag kang magulo, Zhiggy. Nanonood ako.” Saway ko sa kanya.

He just groaned and snuggled closer to me. Humigpit ang yakap niya tila takot na ano mang oras ay mawawalay siya sa akin.

Hindi na umimik muli si Zhigor at pumahinga lang sa ganoong posisyon. Akala ko’y hindi na siya mangungulit pero ‘yon na lang ang pagkatigil ko nang maramdamang may basang bagay na dumampi sa leeg ko.

“Z-zhigor…” mahina kong tawag sa kanya.

“Hmm...” his hum vibrated on my skin before he kissed my neck again but this time, his tongue expertly glided softly on my skin.

“H-hoy!” pinalo ko siya sa gulat pero hindi natinag. Mas lalo lang humigpit ang yakap niya sa beywang ko.

He licked my neck again but this time, his hand on my waist caressed there. I can feel the heat of his breath fanning my neck while he kept on kissing and licking my neck. My breathing started to ragged at nawala ang atensiyon ko sa pinapanood.

“You’re so fucking delectable, Karita…” bulong niya at pinatuloy ang ginagawa sa leeg ko.

I felt my body slowly becoming tepid because of his tongue doing magic on my neck. Isama mo na rin ang malalamyos na haplos niya sa beywang ko na nagpapawala sa huwisyo ko. I started to gasped for air with the pleasure sipping through my body. I closed my eyes and tilted my head to the other side to give him more access to my neck.

My hand went to his hair and fisted on it as I drown into his ferocious kisses. I felt him suck on it at maya-maya’y naramdaman ko ng nakadungaw na siya sa akin.

“Open you eyes, baby…” his voice was chilly that it sent shivers to my spine.

Dahan-dahan akong nagmulat at sinalubong ang asul at berde niyang mga mata. Those ocean and forest-like eyes were like drowning me into both the abyss of oceans and wilderness of forest. But damn it, I’d get drowned and lost if it is him.

Wala sa sarilimg inabot ko ang batok niya at tinulak papalapit ang mukha niya sa akin. Inabot ko ang mapupula niyang labi at nilukmos iyon na para bang uhaw na uhaw ako at ang kanyang mga labi lang ang tanging makakapagpawi nun.

We kissed like there’s no tomorrow. His lips owned every part of mine before his tongue knocked for entrance on mine. With warm heart, I welcomed him. I allowed him to claimed every angle inside. And like a famished man, he did. He even bit my lower lip before pulling away. Pero segundo lang ang bibilangin ko at lulukmosin na naman niya ulit ang mga labi ko na tila sabik na sabik siya.

His kisses were ferocious yet passionate. I can feel something inside more than the burning fire. The warm feeling his kisses brought made me placid. It’s like it has been my home of comfort and peace.

“Baby…” hapong tawag ni Zhigor sa akin.

Minulat ko ulit ang mga mata at sinalubong ang mag kaibang kulay na mga mata niyang bakas ang isang emosyong ayaw kong pangalanan na may halong pagnanasa.

“I-I can’t…” he closed his eyes kaya nagtaka ako.

“Ano?” I was also catching my breath after that fiery kiss we shared.

He opened his eyes that resembled desire and darken even more. His jaw clenched as he gulped. “I can’t take it anymore, Karita… I want you.”

I bit my lower lip at his words. The fire that burned earlier, flamed even more. Parang gusto ko rin ang gustong mangyari ni Zhigor. I want him too. To feel everything of him. I want it.

“Take me, then.” Matapang kong sagot sa kanya.

“Are you sure? I want your permission  baby.” His finger sensually touched my cheeks; it made me burn more.

“Yes…” I whispered. “Yes, Zhigor. Take me. Own me… I have always been yours.”

Zhigor pulled me softly to straddle on his lap and I obliged. He tasted my lips again while holding the hem of my shirt.

“Hands up, baby.” Utos niya.

Sinunod ko iyon at itinaas ang mga kamay. He then slowly lifted the shirt and stowed it away when he successfully removed it from my body. His mismatched eyes feasted on my breast while he licked his lips before kissing my chest.

“Damn… these are sweet.” He kissed them from the outside of the brassiere.

I fisted on his hair and pulled him closer to my chest. I arched my back so he could taste them more as I felt so hot that I wanted more than his lips on my clothed mountains. I started grinding my hips as he kissed them hanggang sa naramdaman ko  ang bukol sa pagitan ng mga hita niya. But even so, it sent me to the edge that I could not control it anymore. I grinded fast and moans escaped from my mouth.

I heard Zhigor groaned while his mouth was still kissing my clothed boobs. Frustrated ako sa ginagawa niya.

“Take them off.” I commanded kaya natigil si Zhigor sa ginagawa at tumingala sa akin.

Magulo ang buhok niya at mapupungay ang mga mata. Pinandilatan ko siya ng mga mata.

“Take it off.” I hissed. “My bra, Zhigor.”

Para siyang natauhan doon kaya mabilis niyang hinanap ang hook ng bra ko sa likuran. Nang mahanap ay mabilis niyang pinalaya ang mga bundok ko. Walang salitang ipinasok niya ang isa sa bibig at ang isa nama’y hinuhulma. His huge calloused palm fitted perfectly that it made the thing in between my thighs damp even more. Then he sucked the other one like squeezing for milk.

“Oh, Zhiggy…” I can’t help but moan again while holding the back of his head, pushing him more to my chest.

Tumingala siya sa akin. “You like that, baby?” He asked while kneading the other one.

I huffed. “Yes… more.”

“Gladly, baby.” He said.

Naramdaman kong paunti-unti akong nahiga ni Zhigor. His lips were still there with his hands. Palipat-lipat ang ginagawa niya sa dalawang bundok ko. He’ll suck and lick the other one while palming the other one then vice versa.

“Ah!”

I felt more hotter when he slightly bit my bead that in between my thighs gushed a liquid. Pinalingpaling ko na ang ulo ko sa magkabilang banda dahil sa sarap nararamdaman ko habang abala siya sa mga bundok ko. He took his time that I was catching my breath when I felt him hovered on top of me.

“Hey, baby…” his husky voice made me opened my half-hooded eyes.

“Hmm?”

“Can I eat you?” he asked like it was just his normal thing.

“Yeah…” wala sa sariling tugon ko at hinila siya palapit sa akin. I kissed him again aggressively.

Bumaba ulit ang mga halik niya sa panga ko hanggang sa leeg at tumaas sa may tainga ko hanggang sa nasakop na niya lahat ng mukha ko. His hands roamed around my body, palming my breasts, caressing my stomach until it reached the bandwaist of my short pants. Hinila niya iyon pababa at halos tulongan ko na siya sa pag alis nun.

I was so hot to even realize he was staring at my covered womanhood for seconds. Saka ko lang naramdaman ang unti-unti paghaplos niya roon nang halikan niya ako ulit sa nga labi at bumaba na naman iyon hanggang marating ang puson ko.

When I felt his warm lips there, bahagya akong napabangon at sumalubong sa akin ang titig niyang kakaiba.

“I’m lowering it down now, baby…” he said and I nodded.

He bit my undies and slowly lower it down using his teeth while his eyes were glued at me. I closed my eyes when I felt so bare down there. He parted my legs and I felt his breath on my feminity. I gulped and squeezed my eyes shut when his hot lips touched my folds.

“Fuck!” I lost it especially when he started to move his lips while his tongue teased me down there.

Umawang ang mga labi ko at mas sinabunotan ko siya sa ginawa niya. I moved my hips pero pinirpirmi niya iyon. Then he inserted a finger inside at napasigaw na ako roon. It was a little painful.

“Zhigor!” I screamed when he started to move is slowly before inserting another one. Sumigid ulit ang kaunting kirot.

I felt my stomach churning at parang may sasabog sa ibaba. But Zhigor was a tease. When he felt I’m about to give off a release, he slowered his pace. Napamulat ako roon at hinanap ang mga mata niyang nakatitig lang pala sa akin. I can see his tongue tasting my bud down there while his digits slowly went in and out.

“Faster!” Pinandilatan ko siya ng mga mata pero ngumiti lang siya at pinagpatuloy ang ginagawa.

“Hmm…” he hummed and I felt it down there.

“Make me fucking cum!” I hissed at him kaya mas napangisi siya roon habang sinasabunotan ko na ang sariling buhok.

“Okay…”

Then I felt him placed a kiss on my bud before he hovered me, still his two fingers inside slowly getting in and out. Bwesit talaga ‘tong lalaking ‘to! Humanda talaga ‘to sa akin. Bitin na bitin ako sa ginagawa niya!

“Open your eyes, baby.” He huskily said.

Sinunod ko ang gusto niya. And just like that his pace fastened when I met his eyes. Mas napaawang ang bibig ko roon dahil sa bilis ng paglabas-masok niya roon.

“Scream my name, baby. Scream.” Utos niya at mas binilisan pa.

I screamed his name while I hugged his nape holding on to my strength and sanity. And just like that, I convulsed. Lupaypay ako nang matapos iyon. I closed my eyes while I catch my breath.

“Baby…” tawag niya ulit kaya napamulat ako. Pero ganoon na lang ang pagbalik ng init nang makita kong sinisipsip niya ang mga daliring balot ng katas ko.

“Fucking sweet.” His eyes remained on mine, tempting me again.

I roamed my hands around his back then to his chest until they reached his v-line. I traced them until my fingers held the bandwaist of his jeans.

“Why are you still clothed down there?” I glared earning a chuckle from him. “Mag hubad ka.” Utos ko sa kanya.

Unfair kasi! I’m fully naked beneath him while he was still half clothed.

“Alright, alright.” Natatawang tumayo si Zhigor at bumaba sa kama.

He unbuckled his belt pero nababagalan ako kaya bumangon ako at umupo sa gilid ng kama paharap sa kanya. Tinulongan ko siyang mag hubad ng pang-ibabang damit.

I went back to lay on the bed while he slowly crawled kissing my feet up to my legs then to my thighs na para bang sinasamba niya lahat ng parte ng katawan ko. His kisses were so warm that even with laboring breaths, I still felt placid inside.

“Damn, Karita you’re so hot and sexy…” bulong niya habang hinahalikan ang likod ng tainga ko.

His hand again found its way to my sacred part and he started to caress it again, teasing and slowly pumping in and out.

“You’re pretty wet, baby. Do you really want this?” he asked again.

I smacked his arm out of annoyance. “Seriously Zhigor? You’re asking me that after telling me I’m fucking wet?” I hissed.

He chuckled. “Just making sure, baby. It’ll hurt big time.”

“Just… oh!” I moaned when he adjusted his pace. “Fuck!”

His fingers left and I felt so empty. Pero kaagad din iyong nawala nang naramdaman ko ang hagod doon.

“Shit… put it in!” I sighed in frustration.

“You sure baby? It’ll hurt plus you still have a wound—”

“Fuck you! Just put it in!” sigaw ko.

“Alright, alright.” He stopped teasing me and then slowly he went in.

Napakagat ako sa labi dahil sa sakit na parang may napunit sa ibaba ko. It was so painful, more painful when his fingers went it that I felt blood on my lips.

“Hey, baby…” I felt his hand dried my tears. Hindi ko mapansing napaluha na pala ako sa sakit.

“Shh… it’s alright. I won’t move.” He whispered. “I love you, Karita.”

Napamulat ako sa sinabi niya. “A-anong sabi mo?”

He smiled with love and adoration. “Mahal kita, Karita. Sobra.”

Gumalaw ng kaunti si Zhigor at hinalikan ang noo ko kaya napapikit ako roon. When he lowered down, naramdaman ko ang kirot ulit doon. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sakit.

“Aray…” napamulat ako.

“Should I pull out, baby?” he asked, now worried.

“No… Don’t..”

“Alright. Take your time, baby.” He said and kissed my forehead.

Unti-unting nawala ang kirot doon kaya nang medyo kaya ko na, I told him to start moving already. At first, he was hesitant but when I assured him, I am fine, he started his pace slowly until the bed was already creaking.

We were sweating. I was moaning his name, while he was groaning in pleasure. His chest was beet read. Tumatabing na ang buhok niyang basa sa pawis. He was still pumping in and out while our breaths mixed. He would whisper words of affection, telling me how much he loves me.

“Zhigor!” sinalubong ko ang mga atake niya. When I did muscle control, he screamed my name.

“Karita!” he thrusts deeper almost reaching my womb. “Fuck, you’re so fucking tight!” he groaned and pumped even harder.

Napapikit ako pero agad na napamulat nang magsalita ulit si Zhigor.

“Open your eyes, baby. Watch me as I fuck your sweet pussy.” He talked dirty making me gaped.

I cursed when I felt something about to explode again. And when it did, my body fell into the mattress, exhausted but sated and happy. Sumunod din si Zhigor at inilabas niya iyon sa sinapuponan ko bago dumapa ang hubad niyang katawan sa akin.

I was sated and happy.

“I love you, Karita…” he whispered with half-hooded eyes while his friend was still inside me.

I smiled at him but my eyelids were heavy. Hindi ko namalayang nakatulog pala ako pagkatapos ng nangyari. Nagising na lang ako dahil sa munting haplos na naramdaman ko.

When I opened my eyes, I met his, filled with so much affection. His aesthetic eyes, aristocrat nose, chiseled jaw and thin pinkish lips glowed from my sight.

“Gwapo ko ba, baby?” his lips lifted for a cocky smile.

Natawa ako sa sinabi niya. “Matagal ka namang gwapo.”

“Hmm…” tumango-tango siya at pinatakan ng halik ang noo ko. “By the way, dinner’s ready. Gutom ka na ba?”

I nodded. Gutom na talaga ako kaya nagising ako.

“Alright. Dito na tayo mag haponan. Pinadala ko kay Manang ang pagkain natin. Alam kong pagod ka.” He smiled.

Tumango ako at hindi makatingin sa kanya mang maalala ang nangyari kanina. Kinapa ko ang sarili sa ilalim kung may sout na ba ako o wala pero biglang nagsalita si Zhigor.

“I dressed you after you slept, baby.” He chuckled when he noticed what I did.

Sinilip ko iyon kung totoo ba at totoo nga dahil may sout na akong shirt at short pants. May undies na rin ako .

“Salamat…” nahihiya kong sabi.

Naalala ko kasi kung gaano ako kaingay kanina habang ginagawa namin iyon. I think I was a wanton woman. Bumangon ako at naramdaman ko ang kaunting hapdi roon kaya bahagya akong nabuwal.

“Careful, baby. Does your baby hurt?” he asked and I nodded

“Konti. Pero kaya ko naman.” Ngiwi ko nang maramdaman ulit ang hapdi.

Napakamot ng batok si Zhigor at napakagat ng labi. “Should I bring you to the hospital?”

Natawa ako roon. “Hindi na. Kaya ko naman ‘to.”

“Sure? It might get infected or—"

I moved closer and shushed him with my lips. “It’s alright, baby. I can manage.” I whispered making him stun.

Zhigor and I ate dinner inside my room. While having dinner, nagbiroan pa kami hanggang sa naubos namin ang mga pagkain. Nalaman kong alas otso na pala ng gabi. Zhigor stayed in my room and took care of my wound until his parents went home. Bumaba kami para batiin sina Mama Zerita at Papa Rheigor. They gave us some pasalubongs and after that I excused myself because I wanted to sleep already. I was exhausted from the two trips— Cebu to Camiguin and of course, nung dinala niya ako sa mga ulap kanina.

I fixed the sheets of my bed and found out that there was a blood stain in it. Ito yata iyong kanina. I was about to remove it when someone knocked on my door kaya naiwanan ko iyon at binuksan ang pintoan.

“How are you baby girl?” Mama Zerita asked, still on her stunning maroon gown with diamonds ornamenting her gown. Nakasout pa siya ng gloves at may pearls pa sa kanyang leeg at pulsohan.

I smiled at her even my eyes won’t cooperate. “Okay lang po ako, Mama.”

“Can I come in?” she asked.

“Sure, Mama.” Nilakihan ko ang bukas ng pintoan upang makapasok si Mama Zerita.

She stepped in and I was about to close the door when she spoke kaya natigil ako.

“Ano ‘yang mantsa sa kama mo, baby girl?”

Napalingon ako sa tanong niya at ganoon na lang ang pag-awang ng mga labi ko nang makita niya ang blood stain sa kama ko. I tried to conceal my shock. Minabuti kong mahanap ang tamang salita sa isasagot pero bago paman bumukas ang bibig ko ay dumagundong ang boses ni Mama.

“Zhimbax Reigor Lorcan!”