Split Spirit

Chapter two

Blaze's POV

Having Artemis as my mate is the last thing I want but my wolf completely adores hers.

Resigning to the fact that I'm going to be stuck with her for the rest of my life or until she has pups, or who knows maybe she will let my girlfriend be my mistress.

I take her to my bed strip her of the clothes she has on and focus on Amy, pretending Artemis is her. Not that Artemis doesn't have a killer body cause she does but I just don't want her.

But like I said I'm obligated to have the next generation of pups, and everyone knows that if they don't come from your mate they are not strong.

So I do as I'm expected to and start having sex with Artemis. She's so fucking tight and from the looks of it and the smell of blood she's a virgin.

A sense of pride knowing I'm going to be the first and only she has distracts me enough to notice her whimpering. Not wanting her to be in pain I play with her clit to get her juices flowing. It seems to work as she relaxes a bit and begins let out little moans. I don't think she notices she's doing it. It's cute in an she's making my dick harder way that kinda makes me mad. Even Amy can't get me this hard.

After a few more minutes I feel her muscles starting to clench down on me, but before I can really let my self go she calls out my name in a moan that's loud.

Pissed off again that I'm going to be stuck with her I pull out, I think I tell her something about how I really feel but I'm too mad to pay attention. I go to my closet to find the ball gag Amy likes to play with and decide to use it on Artemis.

I'm pretty sure I told her to stay put but when I finally find the stupid gag and come out she's gone.

"Damn it!"

Putting on some gym shorts I go down stairs following her scent to her room. I try opening the door but its locked. Truly pissed I start pounding on it trying to get her to open the fucking door, but she ignores me.

Not caring that I will have to fix it later I kick in the door and I'm enveloped in her sweet scent of strawberries. I hear the shower running and go to her bathroom opening the door, mist is in here but it's not as much as it would have been because her window is open.

"Shit did she jump out?" Frustrated I run my hand through my blond hair.

Walker- you moron how could you say all that shit to her?

"Shut up Walker! I have to find her and punish her for running away from me."

Walker- oh shit DaJaa is freaking out, Artemis isn't listening to her and she did the same stupid thing you did. Fuck give me control we have to get to them now she's trying to kill herself!!!

"No..NO SHE CAN'T!!" jumping out the window I begin running. At some point I'm not sure when Walker takes over running as if our lives depend on it and in a way they do.

As I watch Walker crying out for our mates I see her out on the lake she is looking up at the moon standing on a boat.

Then she steps off the boat sinking beneath the surface and away from us.

"NO!!"

Taking back control I dive into the water swimming as fast as I can to reach her. Oh Goddess what have I done?

I finally reach where she went in, diving deep I see her sinking. I push to get to her reaching for her hand. Finally I grab her hand and yank her up as hard as I can but I already feel a stabbing pain in my heart. I'm too late...oh God I'm too late.

Unwilling to give up I drag her ass back to shore and begin CPR.

"WAKE UP DAMN IT, HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO WALKER AND DAJAA!" I yell while doing compressions.

"HOW DARE YOU LEAVE ME!!" I yell starting to freakout.

But I did this, yes she chose to go through with it but I pushed her to it. I treated her like shit and she did this to release me, from her.

I've been doing CPR for what feels like forever now, I'm starting to lose hope. My wolf is crying out, howling in pain. When she starts to cough up water, turning her to her side while rubbing her back, she continues to cough and trying to breathe.

Walker pushes me out of the way and takes over. He is hugging her to us kissing her head and rocking back and forth.

When she finally opens her eyes its Dajaa's golden eyes that look at us from Artemis' face. She begins to cry and what she says next freezes the blood in my veins.

"She's gone... my human is gone. I can't feel her anymore, the Goddess took her from me!" She wails and I can feel what she just said is true.

My mate.. Artemis is gone, it feels as if half my heart is missing. I'm dimly aware of DaJaa's sobs, she is literally missing half her soul.

I look up to the moon and silently beg for her to give Artemis back to us but I know already my pleas fall on deaf ears. No matter what I say or do now she will never be mine ever again and I have only myself to blame.

Walker, afraid for his mate picks her up and we go to the pack hospital where Dajaa will spend the next two weeks been checked over and over.

My parents are so ashamed of me and I dont blame them, I'm ashamed of myself. The fact that the Moon Goddess took my mate from me means I will never have another. I will always have a piece of me missing, but at least Walker has his mate.