Split Spirit

Chapter seven

DaJaa POV

I'm standing in front of the bathroom mirror looking at the human body that used to be Artemis' but is now just mine. I miss her so much... I miss her kind eyes. I will never see them again or hear her sweet voice.

I hate that the last things I said were said in anger, I wasn't even mad at her but still took it out on her.

"Goddess please tell Artemis that I'm so sorry for hurting her.... that I love and miss her. I will.. I will be a better soul," I say starting to cry when Walker knocked on the door.

"Day you ok? Open the door baby, please," sniffing I shuffle to the door opening it.

His eyes softened when he saw me and pulled me into his arms. "I'm here let it out baby I got you," he says softly kissing my head and I just cry.

If I wasn't so stupid Artey would still be with me, it's been three almost four months and I still can't believe that I will never hear her again.

Walker picks me up and lays me down on the bed and curls up next to me keeping me warm. Looking into his eyes I say, "I love you so much, if I didn't have you with me I would die."

"I love you and I will love you forever, I'll always be by your side." He says kissing me again on my head then covers us with the blanket.

My eyes close and I drift off to sleep, I begin dreaming of my human. In my dream she tells me that she loves me, that she wants me to forgive myself because she was never angry with me. She hugs me and tells me to be happy with Walker, to give him as many pups as we can stand.

Then the dream changes, it's the Moon Goddess. I bow before her begging for forgiveness.

"Rise, your former human has asked you to forgive yourself. Now I will do the same, DaJaa. You will bear your mate's pups, but they will not be able to be human.

I have decided to remove Walker from his human as well. But I will make it so that you all are now complete souls." She says smiling and I'm confused.

Sensing my confusion she explains, you and Walker will only be wolves when you awaken. You will be able to still talk to werewolves and humans telepathically should you wish, but you will no longer be able to be in human form ever again.

Blaze will now only have a human form, he too will he a complete soul." She says.

"Does that mean he will be stronger than a human or werewolf?" I ask.

"He will have faster healing than a human and the highten senses he was born with but that is all." The Goddess says matter of factly and I feel bad for him.

"He will survive this way, he was dieing and would have killed Walker as well. Now he must find a way to move on, on his own," she says pointedly.

"Was Artemis really talking to me before mother?" I ask and the Goddess nods.

"She still lives, but as my warrior now. If you wish to see her you will have to find her, but you mustn't tell Blaze. It will only cause him further heartache and pain. Do you understand?" She asks and I nod.

"Then it is time to begin anew...." she says and everything fades.

Blaze's POV

I was sleeping in my mental den when I woke on my bed next to Walker.

"WHAT THE FUCK!!! I yell waking him and Dajaa who is also in her wolf form.

My yelling brought my parents rushing in.

"What's wrong... oh my goodness what's happening!?" My mom asks and I sink to the floor.

"I can explain," DaJaa says sitting on my bed.

As she explains I feel tears running down my face, not only was my mate taken I will never be a wolf again. Walker and I will never be one again.
I want to die!

"You were dieing this was the only way the Goddess could save us all!" Dajaa says hopping off the bed coming over to me.

"She wants you to live and do good with your life, you have to keep going." Dajaa says and licks the tears off the left side of my face and Walker comes to my right side doing the same.

My parents come to us and hug us all as I sob.

They say Alphas don't show sadness, that it is a sign of weakness, but I'm no longer going to be Alpha so I let it all out the sadness and depression that has been eating me alive. I fall asleep wrapped up in the loving embrace of my parents and the wolves that used to be mine and the mate I forsake.

It will take time but with the help of my family and guidance of the Goddess maybe I can find the will to not only continue my life but find a purpose for it.

Dajaa's POV

After Blaze cried himself to sleep his father carried him to his bed.

"Son I'm sorry we left you to your pain, it will never happen again. We will help you through this." After both his parents kiss their son and leave I send a private link to Walker.

"Artey is alive, the Goddess told me, but we cannot tell Blaze, it will only hurt him she said." I tell him and he nods.

"Do you want to find her?" He asks me and I nod.

"Ofcourse I miss her so much but I think we should make sure Blaze is stable before we leave," I say knowing that he would worry about him otherwise.

"Thankyou my love," Walker nuzzles me and I lick him.

We decided to curl up on the other side of Blaze to keep him warm and fall asleep.