𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐀.

𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦.

𝘡𝘢'𝘕𝘰𝘷𝘢 𝘙𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴.

𝐀𝐓𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀, 𝐆𝐄𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐀.
𝐅𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐘 5, 2019.

"i enjoyed myself yesterday. especially last night." kaiser told me with a smile spreaded across his face.

i gave him a small smile, "i'm glad."

"we gotta get up and blow these candles out." he groaned.

last night was a movie. after we left his mom's house i had spanky take kaiser to his house and distract him while i went to kaiser's house to set his room up. there were candles everywhere and music filled the house. his bed was filled with gifts and rose petals and i managed to cook for him while he was gone. he was so happy and that was all that mattered to me.

"yea." i agreed.

"you good?" he asked, looking at me.

"i'm fine."

"you sure?" he asked.

"mhm."

"aight." he got out the bed and slid some boxers on. after we took our separate showers last night we were so worn out that we didn't even feel like putting any clothes on.

"i just think it's funny how your ex showed up yesterday and you left and haven't said anything else about it." i sat up, covering my body with the sheets. i didn't wanna ruin his birthday so i promised i would keep my questions to myself until it was over.

"whatchu want me to say?" he asked, putting a pair of basketball shorts on. "i didn't know she was comin'."

"why did she feel comfortable enough to even show up?" i asked.

"ion know. marie prolly told her she was pulling up to sum else." he shrugged as he began blowing the small candles out.

"but she walked in and said happy birthday to you..?" i scrunched up my face.

"well ion know nova." he said.

"can i ask you something?" i twisted my lips.

"wassup?"

"when y'all broke up, did y'all end on bad terms?"

"nova, you worried bout the past for what?" he stood up straight and looked at me.

"i just want reassurance."

"reassurance for what?" he walked over to my side of the bed and began blowing out the candles over there.

"because it's sketchy to me how you said y'all broke up two years ago yet she had no problem showing up to your party. makes me feel like y'all have recently talked." i bit the inside of my cheek as i waited on him to respond.

"we ain't talked recently bae." he said.

"can you answer my question?" i eyed him.

"nah we ain't end on bad terms." he sighed.

"so why did y'all break up?" i bit my lip.

"wrong timing." he simply stated.

"..."

"what?" he grabbed a trash bag from his closet and began putting all the trash into it.

"i think we should break up." i mumbled.

"fa what? it ain't even been a month."

"i don't wanna be in the middle of any of that shit with your ex." i said, grabbing my clothes off the floor and slipping them back on.

"middle of what shit? ain't shit goin' on nova." he looked at me as if i was irritating him.

"you just sat here and told me you and your ex broke up because of wrong timing which means she was the right person for you and you expect me to not think something's gonna go down now that she's back in your life?" i asked, slipping on my shoes.

"what, you don't trust me or sum?" he put the bag down. "ian even give you no reason to think no shit like that."

"you literally just tried avoiding my questions kaiser."

"cause who the fuck wanna sit around and talk about they ex with they current girlfriend?" he asked. "be for real nova. nobody was even thinking bout ole girl. then you talkin' bout ian said a word about the situation since i left my mama house but if i would've been rambling on and on about her you would've been on my dick about that."

"whatever kaiser. i have enough on my plate, i'm not about to deal with this. i'm leaving." i grabbed my phone and texted spanky to come get me and take me home.

"bye. i'm good on you." he waved me off and went back to cleaning up.

"what's that supposed to mean?"

"you wanted to break up huh? good. it's settled. ion got time for no insecure shit when i'm not even giving you no reason to think the shit you thinking. i got more important shit to be stressing bout." he said.

"i'm insecure because i needed reassurance?" i asked.

"insecure, delusional, allat. fuck typa person makes up shit in they head and believes it?" he chuckled.

"know what? you right." i shook my head and walked down the stairs so i could sit outside and wait for spanky.

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that's the first time i ever seen kaiser blow up about something nova said. seem like he get real offended over that lil ex hoe. she must used to eat his ass or sum.

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