𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐀.

𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.

𝘡𝘢'𝘕𝘰𝘷𝘢 𝘙𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴.

𝐀𝐓𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀, 𝐆𝐄𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐀.
𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐇 16, 2020.

"i know you ain't really over here crying." spanky looked at me with a stale face.

i looked at him and frowned, wiping my tears away. "shut up."

"that ain't even yo' goddamn child nova." he shook his head at me.

"she is my baby. i haven't seen her in almost a year." i cried, "i miss her so much."

i had just got off the phone with india and amoura. i hadn't seen them in almost a year because they moved back to dallas to be closer to home. i couldn't be mad, the only reason they moved here was to find me. but i was so attached to amoura that that phone call made me an emotional wreck.

"when the next time they comin' down here?" he asked.

i shrugged, "i doubt it's any time soon."

"you doin' all this like you can't just go have a kid." he rolled his eyes.

"it's not the same." i wiped my face again. "who will i have a kid with? i haven't had sex since in almost a year."

he held a shocked facial expression before he spoke again, "say on god?"

"on god?" i said in a questionable tone. i was confused on why he was so shocked.

"i thought you was a virginnnnnn." he dragged.

"what did you think i was at the clinic for that one time spanky?" i looked at him like he was stupid.

"wowwwwwwww." he continued. "i cant believe this shit. lil itty bitty nova out here bussin' it downnnnn."

"spanky you were literally in the apartment that one time when me and kaiser were fuc-"

"ain't no fucking wayyyyyyy." he stood up with his hands on his head. "my sister be fucking..."

"cario." i sighed. "please shut up."

"you just ruined my whole day with that information. i was just playin' about you havin' a baby but the fact that you really be out here takin' dick, what the fuck nova?"

"i waited until i was 18." i said in hopes that that information would make him shut up.

"mannn 18 is not grown." he paced the living room back and forth. "25 wouldn't have hurted."

"spanky you're being extra." i said once i realized he wasn't even playing anymore.

"do you know what sex leads to? pregnancies." he answered his own question before i could respond. "do you know what pregnancies lead to? broke ass babies that cry over dumb shit."

"well i'm not pregnant."

"and how do YOU know? HMM? have you been to a dermatologist lately?" he stood facing me with his hands on his hips.

"a dermatologist is for your sk-"

"YOU DONT KNOW SHIT!" he yelled. "and that's exactly why you shouldn't be out here fucking. wanna be grown and don't know the first thing about shit."