Pealing bells rings, birds are chirpings.....
I'm walking in the aisle wearing white gown and holding a bouquet, I never seen someone in this room full of different flowers, my man is just standing a distance away from me. Every inches of our destiny flowers do fades as it's changes into black, a barrier suddenly appears in front of me....
I just woke up in a nightmare......
Ang sinag ng araw ay siyang tumama sa aking mata ang pumukaw sa akin, nasaan ako? I was on a room with something on my hands, nakatali ako sa isang silid. Where's my sister? I have tears when I heard a gun shot that not so afar.
"Kumusta ka na hija," A familiar voice said at my back
"Bakit mo ba ginagawa 'to?" Aniko, "at nasaan ang mga kapatid ko, dont you ever hurt them dahil wala silang kasalanan, Hindi mo sila pwedeng idamay,
"Don't ask me ask yourself either, at ang kapatid mo, okay lang naman sila they're doing fine, maarte nga lang ayaw kumain ng hilaw na isda," Aniya
Parang kumulo ang aking dugo sa kaniyang sinabi. They don't deserve to be her, they don't deserve like what he had said.
"Pero syempre ako Ang batas kaya pinakain parin sila, ayun they vomit," aniya at tumawa
Hindi ko na kaya ang aking naririnig mula sa kanya. Napaisip na lamang ako kung nasaan na si Eosh.
"Nasaan si Eosh?" I asked him
"Nandoon sa ilalim nakatali kasama ang babaeng buntis pala na dinugo kanina lamang. I feel sorry for the baby, pero ano'ng magagawa ko nangyari na, gawa nalang sila ulit if they survive from this place," Sabi niya at parang nasisiyahan pa siya sa kaniyang mga sinabi
Kasalanan ko 'to, pati ang anak ni secret ay nadamay pa..
"Hayop ka!" Sigaw ko at pilit kinakalas Ang lubid sa aking kamay,
"Oo hayop talaga ako, sige tanggalin mo ang Tali hanggang sa mabaliw ka, katulad nang iyong Ina," aniya na nagpahinto sa aking ginagawa,
"Nagulat ka yata? Do you want to see your mom?" He said
What is he trying to say? Na makita si mommy sa langit or mom is literally alive?
"Ang ganda pala ng mommy mo sana siya na lang ang aking naging asawa, bakit kasi Ang daddy mo pa ang pinili niya," he said na para bang may nakaraan silang dalawa
"What are you trying to tell?" Aniko
"Okay If you want a story I'll tell it," aniya at umupo sa silya at tumabi sa akin.
"We're a college student when I first met her, and it's the day when I fall inlove, ginagawa ko lahat para mapansin niya ako but there's your dad that competing with me, but I win first, ako ang napili ng iyong ina, we're happy together, walking on the seaside, having some time on our favorite spot. As years passed she broke up with me without knowing her reasons, at nalaman ko na lang that she's married with your dad, masakit man pero tinanggap ko parin dahil mahal ko siya. Dumating ang araw na pumunta siya sa bahay at sinabi ang lahat, the reason behind our break ups, she also said that she's pregnant and I'm the father, and your kuya was born,"
As I listen to his story hindi ko mapigilan na mapaiyak, may hindi pa pala ako nalalaman?
"I sustain his needs, but I envy dahil iba ang kinilala niyang ama, gusto ko man na balikan ang iyong Ina but I have a wife and a children too, our house is not that far, pero nagulat ako dahil nabalitaan ko na lang na lumipat na sila nang tahanan, it makes me mad but what else can I do. Lumipas ang ilang taon at nalaman ko ang balita that my son died, tumawag pa ako sa mommy mo that day para ikumpirma, pumunta ako sa lamay niya nang patago, ilang taon Hindi ko siya nayakap, Hindi ko siya nahawakan, but ended touching on his tombstone," Saad pa niya and I see his eyes is teary
