【 Jungkook 】
| 2 weeks later...
As time went on, you slowly found it harder and harder to hide the undeniable feelings which you undeniably had developed for that idiot— and when combined with the mixed signals he would give you through his words and actions every now and then, your confusion and struggles only grew as it was getting significantly harder to figure out whether he actually shared mutual feelings or not. Not to mention, considering how even your hyungs had noticed the apparently obvious feelings you had grown for a certain male by now, it was only a matter of time before he figured it out himself which admittedly felt quite terrifying
So after careful consideration and multiple internal fights, you now decided to gather up some courage to test the waters and set the relationship between you both straight once and for all
... Or well, as straight as two guys hooking up possibly could get?
Either way, you knew you needed to come up with a plan that would help you get somewhat of a more proper understanding of his true feelings towards you, and if it turns out doesn't share any romantic feelings towards you then you would need to get over him quickly before any damage is done— though it was hard to shake the undeniable fear of him possibly distancing himself or maybe even entirely leaving if he were to find out about your feelings first, because admittedly you truly didn't want to lose that dork, and if that meant giving up on ever being more than a friend and hookup buddy then so be it.
Over the last few weeks, you had tried to make multiple attempts in very subtly suggesting different scenarios in relation to a more romantic relationship between you both; yet chickened out quite swiftly and disguised the suggestions more like a joke— and of course, that only ended up earning little to no response from the older which meant no progress had been made so far, so now you were determined to take up on a more direct approach by boldly asking Taehyung to go on a date with you next weekend
Before heading over to his apartment today, you had made sure to practice the lines you were going to say possibly a thousand times in the hopes of not messing up, yet now found yourself silently sat on his living room couch— anxiously fidgeting with your hands whilst Taehyung cheerfully explained some funny event that happened in class earlier today
Taehyung: Gguk, are you even listening?
You swiftly snapped out of your thoughts before flashing him a dumbfound smile whilst meekly nodding
Jungkook: H-huh— oh yeah- of course!
He skeptically raised his eyebrow at you while humming softly, head cocking to the side as he spoke up in a teasing manner
Taehyung: Oh really now, how did the story I told end then hm?
A breathy giggle left your lips as you avoided eye contact whilst hesitantly speaking up, words coming off more like a question rather than a confident answer
Jungkook: Uhm well— the professor caught him..?
The very inaccurate response earned a chuckle out of the older whom then flicked your forehead which made you wince lightly, mumbling out a playful ''No dummy'' before once again chuckling softly; a subtle pout gradually now forming on your lips as you sighed in defeat
Jungkook: Okay fine I got distracted, sorry...
He shook his head reassuringly before reaching over to ruffle your hair gently, gaze softening as he even nudged your shoulder
Taehyung: What's got you so distracted hm? You've been out of it all day
You inhaled sharply and raised your head slightly upon realizing this could be the perfect moment to bring up the movie date you wanted to ask him out on
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FanfictionIn what I thought to be a colorless world, you showed me its true colors and changed my life forever. Jeon Jungkook lives in secret as one of the few monos to exist in the world, unable to see any colors but shades of grey, black and white. And the...