Once I got home I could see that my mom was still up, as I walked in I seen her in the kitchen
Me-(Walks in the kitchen) Hey ma, I didnt think you would still be up
Mom-Hey babygirl, just finishing up these dishes then I'm on my way, and by the way I saved you a plate in the oven, and how was the game
Me-Thanks ma, but I'm not really hungry, and we won the game as always
Mom-Im proud of yall! Go Jaguars! But for real babygirl what's wrong, did something happen at the party
Me-(Sighs and rolls eyes) I got into it with Chanelle at the party, and now I think Tionne is mad at me, which I don't get because her girlfriend is the hoe
Mom-(Frowns) Babygirl language please, but I understand that your upset, however that's not your place like I said before
Me-Sorry, and I know ma, but it's just that Tionne doesn't deserve that, she's way to good of a person to be getting treated that way
Mom-(Hugs me) I understand that Za, but she has to figure it out herself ok
Me-Ok
I take a deep breath fighting back the tears, I can't help but wish I was the one that got to love, and be with her, I would never treat her that way
Me-Ma, it just hurts my feelings knowing she's being cheated on constantly, and she's my friend, and I can't do anything about it
Mom- I know it is babygirl (Hugs me again) Look I know your holding your feelings for her deep inside, and I know you love her very much
Me-(Looking surprised) You do, how can you tell
Mom-The way your face lights up when you speak of her, how sad you get when in deep thoughts about her, mama knows, and even though I don't believe in breaking up relationships, I think you should be honest, and tell her how you feel
Shoot babygirl, I think you are a better choice for her anyway
Now I want you to eat ok, and I'm going off to bed now, I love you(Kisses my cheek)
Me-(Hugs my mom) Thank you ma, you always know just what to say, and goodnight, and I love you more
My mom went off to bed, and I ate my dinner thinking of what my mom just said, and she's right, I should tell her, but how
I finished my dinner then went upstairs to my room, and got in the shower, and right into bed, then heard a knock on my door
Me-Come in
My Dad enters
Me-Hey dad, how are you
Dad-Hey babygirl, I'm a bit tired, but I'm ok, just came to tell you goodnight, I'm headed back to the hospital
Me-oh, I'm sorry dad, well I hope you have a great shift
Dad-(Kisses my forehead) Thanks babygirl, and I love you
Me-I love you too dad
He kissed my forehead once more, and he left off to work
Oh, yeah, let me introduce my incredible parents
My dad's name is Darwin, and he's a top surgeon at the #1 hospital in Atlanta
My mom's name is Kerria, and she's a retired high fashion model, who is now a top interior designer,
And yes I'm an only child
I had a twin but he passed at 2yrs old from a hole in his heart
They tried again a while back, but after 2 miscarriages they decided to stop trying
But I haven't missed out on anything
They made sure to fit their schedule around me growing up
But anywho back to the matter at hand
I need to find a way to tell Tionne how I feel, looks like I need to talk Rozanda to get some help with this, and just like clockwork my phone rings, and it's Rozanda
Me-(Answers phone) Hello
Ro- What's up Zaza
Me-Nothing, just got in bed, have you made it home yet, kinda need to talk to you about something
Ro- Nope, I'm with Derrick
Me- Mhmm, though yall was over
Ro- Well yeah, but he apologized, and bought me a promise ring in my favorite color, so I guess a second chance ain't so bad, but what's up with you what you to talk about
Me- Well I guess not, and nothing it can wait, but be safe, and I love you, and will see you in the morning for practice, and be on time this time co-captain
Ro- I will, I promise, and I love you too, goodnight boo
Me- Goodnight
We hung up the phone and I went right to sleep
