Heatbreak&Moving Forward

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The next morning I was once again woken up to some very sweet soft kisses being giving all over my face
Tionne-(Kissing me) Baby wake up
Me-hmmm, I'm up baby (Kissing her back) good morning beautiful
Tionne-(Smiling big) Good morning sexy, uhmmm last night was totally incredible baby and I think I have fallen even more in love with you
Me-(Gets on top of her laying between her legs) Well baby guess what (looking into her eyes) I have fallen more in love with you too(leans down Kissing her some more
We were now in another full make out session until a knock on my door interrupted us
Me-(Looks towards the door, still laying in between Tionne's legs) Yes Ro
Ro-Hey Za, sorry to bother you but I think something is wrong
Me-What!(jumps up and puts on my robe and covered Tionne back up and hurried to open the door checking Ro all over) What's wrong Ro, do you need to go to the hospital
Ro-No, not me Za, I'm talking about my mom,here listen to this
She then plays me the message her mom left her on the phone
Ro's mom-Hi sweetie this is mom(Sounding like she's been crying)
Listen I have to leave town for a while
I know your gonna have so many questions about why and I promise to answer them when I can but until then Zarriah's parents said it was ok for you to stay there with them until I can come back
And Ro I know you didn't think I knew what Kevin did to you the last time he was here and tried doing again before the last time he went back to jail but baby I did know, I always knew
But now you won't ever have to worry about him doing anything to you ever again ok
I really wished I could have seen you before I left but just know mama loves you so very much and I'm so very proud of you and I want you to keep going after everything you want and don't let nothing or nobody stop you
Ro, I know your scared but I believe in you and I know you will be a great mother to that beautiful baby growing inside of you and no I'm not upset but I do wish you would have told me and I do pray that I will get to meet my grandchild one day and to see all the amazing things that you have accomplished
I have to go now, I love you baby girl(ends message)
Me-Oh my goodness(hugs Ro)
Ro-(Start to cry) Oh Za, she knew, she really knew about Kevin,(cries harder) I really thought she didn't see it or heard it that night because she was so drunk and passed out on the couch,but Za she knew
Me-Yeah boo, I guess she did
Ro-And now she knows I'm pregnant and is not mad but just hurt that I didn't tell her and she's still proud of me
Me-Ro, she's your mom and she's gonna be proud of you no matter what
Ro-I know Za, I just didn't want her to be disappointed in me
Me-Well she's not Ro, so now you can stop worrying yourself about it ok boo
Ro-Ok, but now what, she's gone and I can't even hug her and say I'm sorry for being so mean to her because I really thought she didn't know what he did to me and that she wasn't catching on to the little ways I was trying to tell her and now she possibly could have did something to him
Me-Ro I'm sure she understands why you were acting the way you did, which is why she said what she said and yes she's gone but only for a little while
But did you hear what she said about how she knows your scared but you will be a great mother to this(touches her stomach)beautiful baby that's growing inside you and wants to meet her grandchild one day
Ro she basically is saying she wants you to keep and have your baby
And with me and Tionne and my parents here to help you out
You will still be able to do all those things that you were so worried about last night
Ro-(Still crying) Za I'm just so scared
Me-(Hugs her tighter) I know boo, but you don't have to be scared because we all got you ok
Ro-(Shakes her head yes) But Za what am I supposed to do without my mom being here now
I need her Za, I need her to help me through every step of this because I have no clue on what I'm supposed to do
Me-I know you do Ro, but she did what she needed to do to keep you protected
I know your hurt and very scared but just know she did it for you and she will be back
Ro-(Finally starts to calm down) I know Za because that man just wouldn't leave me alone and so I am glad that is over
But now my mom won't be around for anything I do from here on out,
Not graduation, if I make it there, the birth of her first grandchild or me going off to college if I make it there
Me-First off stop saying if you make it there because you will and second I know we can't take her place but we will be here to help and support you through everything
Ro-I know that and I really am grateful and appreciative of it all but I'm still going to have a void of her not being here
Me-I know boo, and I'm sorry but we will get you through this ok
Ro-(Sighs) Ok Za
I hug Ro again and then took her downstairs and looked up food that was good for pregnant people and made it for her and then cooked me and Tionne some breakfast once she came down
After we ate we decided to shower and hit the mall to start getting stuff for Ro and her little bundle that was growing inside of her
We bought so much stuff that it barely fit in the car
We then went home and started setting up Ro's room with everything we had bought
We got everything in neutral colors since we didn't know what she would be having
But it was beautiful either way when we're done
Ro-(Tearing up) Oh you guys (Hugs us)this is amazing, thank you so much for helping me do this because it's making me feel so much better about keeping my baby
Me-(Hugs her back) Your welcome boo and I'm so glad you decided to keep your baby
Ro-Yeah, I thought about it and I was like my mom didn't get rid of me and she was way younger then I am now
So yes if she can do it then so can I and she deserves at least one of wishes to come true
Tionne-That's really dope Ro and your going to be an incredible mother
Ro-Awe thanks Tionne and yall are going to be great aunts
Me-Awe(Rubs her still flat stomach) hello in there we already love you little one
We all giggled and then me and Ro decided to take Tionne to one of our favorite hangout spots which was called Perks
Perks was a very chilled food place that has games and a mini movie theater
We were having a good time until we heard someone yelling Tionne's name in which we all turned around to see her mom
Me-Shit! Tionne are you gonna be ok
Tionne-Yeah baby(grabs my hand)
Her mom makes it to where we were
Tionne-Uh hey Ma'(giving a slight smile)
Tionne's mom-Don't hey ma me Tionne
Where have you been
Tionne-I been at Zarriahs house ma
I had to get away from dad because he tried to kill me mom(showing her mom her neck and beginning to tear up) Do you even know how bad he had beat and strangled me the other night
I could barely talk afterwards
Tionne's mom-(Hugs Tionne) I'm so sorry baby
I shouldn't have left you there alone, I am so sorry
But you still should have at least let me know where you were and that you was ok
Tionne-(Wipes her eyes)
Yeah ma I know and I'm sorry for that
But I moved in with Zarriah and Rozanda and her parents
Tionne's mom-(Looks at me) Thank you so much Zarriah because I thought she took off somewhere on her own but I'm glad to know and see that she didn't and is safe
Me-Your welcome but it was no problem but how are you, Tionne told me about you being sick
Tionne's mom-I'm doing ok,
I rented me a condo on this side of town and just told your father that I was still out of town for my medical stuff
He doesn't know that I just really left him
Tionne-(Looking shocked)
But you left me there too Ma without me knowing either
Why did you leave me out of your escape plan
Tionne's mom-(Sighs) Tionne baby it wasn't my intention to just leave you out of my escape plan
I was just trying to do things one at a time
I was actually coming back for you the other day
But when I got there I seen all your stuff gone and your room trashed with glass and stuff everywhere
So I immediately started to panic and tried calling you but you never answered which scared me half to death because I didn't know where you were or if you was ok
Tionne-Well that's because he smashed my phone ma
I had to use the house phone just to call Zarriah that night
Tionne's mom-Oh baby I'm really so sorry and I really regret leaving you
But now what do you want to do
You want to come stay with me or just stay where your at with Zarriah
Tionne-I'm sorry ma but yeah I'm just gonna stay where I'm at
I'm staying with Zarriah
Tionne's mom-Ok baby, that's fair
Well if you ever want to come by and visit me, here's my address
She writes her address on a napkin and hands it to Tionne
Tionne's mom-Come by anytime ok baby(kisses Tionne on the cheek) and just know I love you and I'm very sorry I chose that man to be you and your brothers father
And I know you hate me for it just as much as you hate him and I deserve it
Tionne-No ma(Hugs her tight)
I don't hate you
I know you protected the both of us the best you could and then you and Rashad protected me the best yall could
None of this is your fault and I love you too ma
It's just that I need to be in an environment that will help me work through my issues and thrive and really make it in life
Tionne's mom- I completely understand baby but can you promise to at least call me and let me know how things are going for you
Tionne-Of course I will ma
Tionne's mom-Ok baby, I'm going to go now(hugs Tionne) bye baby
Tionne-(Hugs her mom tightly) Ok ma, bye
Her mom left and I could tell Tionne was having mixed emotions about what just happened
Me-Baby(turns her face towards me)do you want to go home
Tionne-(Fighting back her tears) Yeah baby, let's go home
We left Perks and went straight home
Once inside the house Tionne completely broke down in my arms and cried and screamed for almost 3 hours straight and all I could do was sit and hold her tightly to my chest until she finally calmed down
I then took her upstairs and ran her a nice hot bath and let her have some alone time and went back downstairs to watch TV with Ro
Ro-Shit, and I thought my situation was bad
She really has neither parent and they both are still alive, that some fucked up shit right there man
Me-Yeah it is and really fucking sad
I mean how the fuck could a father do his own children and wife like that
Ro-Yeah, but uhm Za are you ok because you have really been here for me and Tionne and I know its been a lot on you
Me-Yes boo, I'm ok
I'm just sad that this is going on for either of you
But I'm glad to have yall both here with me and it's helping to know my parents are going to be here to be able to help you and Tionne even more
Ro-(Smiles) Yes Za your parents are so incredibly awesome and I for one am very appreciative of it
Me-Yeah boo I know you are
Just as we were talking about my parents then in walks my mom who immediately ran in and hugged me and Ro and started looking around for Tionne in which I told her she was in the tub and told her what happened at Perks
Mom-Oh wow! That poor baby
Me-Yeah mom she cried for almost 3 hours straight afterwards
Mom-Well you know what
(Looking at Rozanda)
Both of you girls are now my 2 new bonus daughters and it's not nothing I won't do for either of you and that beautiful gift you got growing inside of you ok,
I love you girls all 3 of you so very much(hugs Ro and me)
Me&Ro-(Hugs my mom)
We love you too
Mom-Alright I'm gonna go and get freshend up and then I will get some food cooked for you girls ok
Me&Ro-Ok
So my mom went to go freshen up and I decided to go check on Tionne
Me-(Walking into our room)
Baby are you ok in there
(Opening the bathroom door)
Tionne-Hey baby and yes I'm ok(drying off)
I walk over and kissed Tionne
Tionne-Uhm not that I'm complaining but what was that for
Me-Because I just love you and happy your here with me
(Hugs her) Mmm you smell so good baby
Tionne-(Wrapping her arms around my waist) Well thank you beautiful(leans in and kisses me)
I felt us getting into a serious make out session so I pulled away
Me-(Catching my breath)
Hold on baby my moms home and is waiting to see you downstairs
Tionne-Ok baby let me get dressed and I will be right down ok
Me-Ok baby
I gave her one more kiss and left to go back downstairs and with in 30 minutes Tionne came downstairs as well
Mom-Well hello Tionne
(Goes and hugs Tionne)
Tionne-Hi Mrs. Kierra
(Hugs my mom)
Mom-Im so glad to finally see you and I wanted to tell you as well that you and Rozanda are now my 2 new bonus daughters and it's nothing I won't do for either of you and I love all 3 of you girls very much
Tionne-(Hugs my mom again)
Awe and I love you too and thank you for taking me in
Mom-Your welcome but it's no need to thank me for anything this is now both of you girls home
So now sit down because dinner is almost done
Tionne-Ok
Tionne sat down between me and Ro and mom cooked us the most delicious dinner meal that it was something that even Rozanda was able to keep down
Even though my mom did tell her she would go tomorrow to get her her own special pregnancy type food
We ate and talked and just as we were done my dad walked in and greeted and hugged us all and my mom warmed up his plate and after he was done eating me and Tionne did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen
After we were done my dad pulled out all the board games in which he lost every game
And all I could do was take a step back and smile because of how amazingly awesome my parents are for making Tionne and Rozanda apart of our family
And I just know things from this point on will only get better for the both of them

Alright, so this was a looooooonnggg ass update but I really hope you will enjoy it as always
However it will be a couple of days before the next update because I have to write more on this story, but I can promise it will be worth the wait!
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