I'm guessing my baby fever was starting to overtake me because for these past 3 days I have just found myself randomly crying about it , like I am right now
Sitting here in bed by myself because I lied and told Tionne I wasn't feeling well when she asked me if I wanted to go with her and Ro to take the kids to the park
But I really needed to be alone so I could be emotional in peace
But I must've not heard them come in because the door swung open and in walked Ro to check on me in which I hurried and tried to wipe my face but it was to late because she saw me
Ro- Aw boo(walks over and sits next to me on the bed and hugs me) What's the matter, why are you crying
Me- Oh Ro Ro, I don't know what to do
Ro- About what sweetie
Me- Ro I want to have a baby
Ro-(Pulls away to look at me) You want a what Za
Me- A baby, And before you say it , I know I have Chase and pretty much Ja'Kelton which I love both of my babies so very much, but Ro I want to bring a life into this world from my own body
Ro- Aw boo I understand and that's not what I was actually going to say
Me- It wasn't
Ro- No, what I was going to say is have you tried talking to your wife about it
Me- (Sighs) I have Ro, but in her mind we have plenty of time to grow a family because we just got married, and started School, and so she just wants to enjoy being married before the babies come
Ro- Well Za I kinda can understand that
I mean yeah Chase was a huge surprise, but y'all fell right in making sure she's well taken care of
But she's almost 8 yrs old , and so it's not a lot to really worry about with her because most days now she's in school while we are at school, or at our parents house
But a newborn and pregnancy is totally different
Me- And I know that Ro,
I know I would have to sacrifice a lot with getting pregnant, and having a baby, but we are a tight family, and so I know where I need help at it will come
Ro- I mean yeah that is very true Za
But it will still be a lot
I mean look at me , Ruban
We love Ja'Kelton, but us getting alone time is very rare
Especially now since I'm in school and he's working
I mean we do make it work but it's hard sometimes
So do you understand what I'm trying to say Za
Me- (Shakes my head yes) I do Ro
But what am I supposed to do with my feelings about this
Ro- Well for one , talk to your wife about it, and then pray on it, and stop solely focusing on it ok
Because it's going to happen, and when it does it will be a beautiful thing, and both of you will be completely overjoyed
But until then love all over that little girl in there , and your nephew ok
Me- (Sighs) Your right, and ok(looks down)
Ro- Come on now Za don't get all sad on me, everything will happen when it's supposed to ok boo
Me- (Gives a half smile) Ok
Ro- (Hugs me) I love you boo, it's going to be ok , alright
Me- (Hugs her back) I love you too, and alright
Ro- Good, now go wash your face, and come eat, we got some good fried fish, and some shrimp pasta
Me- Yummy(rubs my tummy)
Ro- (Laughs) You so silly chile, but I will go get your plate ready
Me- Ok boo, thanks, and thanks for the talk
Ro- Anytime boo, I'm always here for you
Me- I know(getting up to get myself together)
Be out in 2 minutes
Ro- Ok boo(walks out the room closing the door)
After dinner we sat in the living area to watch some movies, and of course the Princess picked them out
I was about to sit down on the couch when Tionne pulled me on her lap instead
Tionne- (Sitting me on her lap) Hello gorgeous (whispering in my ear)
Me- (Blushes) Hi
Tionne- (Giggles) Your so cute when you act shy
But tell me how your feeling
Me- (Smiles) Better now being here with you
Tionne- Aw (kisses me) ain't you sweet,
But I sorta heard what you said to Ro earlier
So should we talk
Me- (Gets a bit nervous) No, no I'm good, everything is fine now
Tionne- Baby you don't have to hide your feelings or anything from me, so come on now, out with it
Me- (Sighs) Ok let's go in the room so we not disturbing them
Tionne- Ok, let's go, hey we will be back y'all
Ro- Ok, but no rush, we will be here
Me and Tionne went into our room, and sat across from each other on the bed
Tionne- Ok baby, so what's up, talk to me
Me- (Sighs) Ok, well for sometime I have been having really bad baby fever to now where I find myself randomly crying about it
Tionne- And is that what happened today when you said you wasn't feeling well earlier
Me- (Shakes head yes) Because I just wanted a moment to be emotional and get it out
Tionne- Well baby all you had to do was come and talk to me about it, why didn't you
Me- (Takes a deep breath) I'm guessing because of what you said on the jet that day we were going on our honeymoon, and I didn't want to feel like I was forcing something on you or pressuring you in any way
Tionne- And I understand that baby
But we are a team, and if one is feeling a way, then it's the others job to see what's going on because we made a vow to love through sickness and health, love, honor, and protect, for better, and for worse
Me- (Tears begin to fall) I know baby, and I'm sorry, I just was so scared to say anything
Tionne- Aw my love(moves closer to me, and wipes my tears, and then hugs me)
Don't cry beautiful ok, and I'm not mad or anything with you ok(pulls away to look into my eyes)
Me- (Sniffs) Ok baby
Tionne- Now I promised to make you only cry happy tears right
Me- (Smiles) right
Tionne- (Smiles big) Well how about we have that baby, what do you say
Me- (Jumps on Tionne) For real baby, you not playing with me are you (looking down at her in her eyes)
Tionne- (Pulls my face down to her, and tongues me down deeply) No baby I'm not playing
Me- (Screams) Yes!
That's exactly why I love you with every part of me
Tionne- (Smiles) And that's why I love every part of you my Queen
Me- (Gets emotional again) You really want to have a baby with me(looking into her eyes with some tears starting to fall)
Tionne- (Wipes my tears) Yes my love I really want to have a baby with you
Me- And you don't feel rushed or forced or anything right
Tionne- No I don't baby, now come on, stop being scared, I'm completely on board with this, and want it as much as you do
I promise(kisses me) I love you, and to have you bring a little person into my life will be one of the biggest joys and blessings besides Chase and you that I could ever pray for
Me- (Leans down kisses her deeply)
And I love you too, and your right, and so when should we get started because I'm ready today
Tionne- (Laughs) I know you are beautiful but we will call, and make an appointment first thing in morning ok
Me- Ok, and thank you baby, I don't know why I was so scared to talk to you about this
Tionne- Well I could understand why because I did say no at the beginning
But now having Chase around, and Ja'Kelton, it just feels right
Me- I couldn't agree more,
Well should we share the good news
Tionne- Yes but after we go to the doctor and get everything going because I want this to be a stress free time for the both of us ok
Me- Agreed!
Well should we rejoin them in the living area (starts to get up off her)
Tionne- Hmm, that sounds good, but I think I got something better we could do(gets up and starts stripping off her clothes and heads into the bathroom)
She then starts a hot shower in which it was full of steam within 5 minutes, and next thing I know was me being stripped out my clothes and carried inside the bathroom and put in the shower, and being pinned up against the shower wall with her kissing me deeply and passionately
Already causing me to moan into her mouth
She then picked me up, and begin to grind up on me while still holding me up against the wall which immediately stimulated my clit , and begin to make it swell, and caused me to beg for more
Me- (Moans) Mmm baby teasing, give it to me please(bites and sucks her bottom lip)
Tionne- And as always your wish is my command (slides in 4 fingers deep)
Me- (Gasp) Oh my goodness baby(already digging my nails in her back)
She begins to slowly glide them in and out of my pussy as I shivered
Tionne- Feels good to you baby(kissing, and sucking on my neck)
Me- Oh yes baby(licks, and sucks on her ear)
Feels so damn good baby(begins to cream)
I begin to cream all over her hand and fingers the deeper she went
Keeping the same pace which was driving my body crazy, and had me loving every minute of it because I loved my orgasms that I would have from different ways we would fuck or make love, and our shower love makings were on a whole other level by itself
By now I have lost count of his many orgasms I have had so far, but I do know once she put me down that I was done for, and hit the shower floor hard
Me- Ouch! Fuck! (Holds my elbow) Baby you couldn't catch me(looks up at Tionne)
Tionne- (Trying hard not to laugh) Oh I'm baby, here let me help you up(helps me up)
Me-(Pushes her) You asshole, you let me fall on purpose,
I'ma get you back
Tionne- Aw my poor poo bear(pulls me into her) you mad at me, let me see the boo boo, I kiss it, and make it better ok
Me- (Pouts) No cause you let me fall now get off me(gets out of her arms)
Tionne- (Baby voice) But I sowwy, come here (pulls me back into her and kisses me) You forgive me
Me- (Still pouting) No cause my elbow still hurts
Tionne- Awe, let me see baby(grabs my arm and kisses my elbow)now how's that my love (kisses my nose)
Me-(Giggles) It feels better but your still an asshole for letting me fall
Tionne- Well(slides her hand between my legs) how about I make it up to you(rubs my clit)
Me- (Starts breathing heavy) You know you ain't right,huh(moans) but go ahead, make it up to me (pushes her down to my pussy)
Tionne- My pleasure (lifts my leg over her shoulder)
She then eats and sucks me into an orgasm mess to where I wasn't even on earth anymore
The last thing I could remember was a scream, hair pulling, and seeing stars, and have no clue after that what happened
I just know my eyes are opening to see Tionne, Chase, and Ja'Kelton laughing at the tv
Me-(Hoarse)Morning babies
Chase-(Turns to look at me smiling big) morning mommy (crawls up to give me a big hug and kiss)
Me- Awe my Princess(kisses her nose)I love you (pinches her cheeks)
Chase- I love you too mommy (lays on my chest)
Me- So what's on the screen
Tionne- Bugs Bunny as usual(winks at me)
Me-(Laughs) Such a big ass kid
Chase- Mommy no bad words(covers my mouth)
Me-(Giggles, and kisses her hand)Sorry Princess, no bad words, but I need you to go brush your teeth, and wash your face ok, so you can help me with breakfast ok
Chase- We already made breakfast, and I brushed my teeth, and washed my face already
Me- Oh wow, guess mommy is late waking up then huh
Tionne- Yep, it's going on 1pm my love
Me- Well goodness, what did you do to me last night, and where's my sis, and bro
Tionne- Last night was a dream, but that's a discussion for later(looks at Chase laying on my chest watching tv)
Me-(Blushes) It sure was, and ok, but where's Ro and Ruban
Tionne- Date, Ro asked if we were going out today, and I said no because you were still sleeping, and so she asked for us to keep little man, and I said yes
Me- Well I'm happy for them, they haven't had much time together, but ok then, what are we doing for fun at home today, and can I get some food cause I'm hungry
Tionne- Yes you can my love, its in the warmer , and we are having an all day pajama party with movies, tv, singing, dancing, painting, and games
Me- Sounds fun, so am I in
Tionne- Before you ask that question, yes you are in your favorite tweety bird short set pajamas
Me-(Laughs) Ok good because you know the last time (eyeing Tionne)
Tionne- (Blushes, and laughs) Oh yes I do, but we are good today
Me- Perfect, well can my beautiful Queen please bring me my food while I go brush my teeth, and wash my face
Tionne- (Pretends to wave the air) Yeah go brush those teeth cause ooh wee
Me- See why you playing, you better be lucky my babies are in here
Tionne-(Laughs) I'm just joking baby(comes to kiss me)
Me- Oh no we not trying to get a kiss are we (blocks my mouth)thought my breath was funky
Tionne- Come on baby now, you know I was just kidding, now stop and let me kiss you
Me- What's the magic word
Tionne- I love you my beautiful Queen
Me- Close enough (pulls her face to mines, and kisses her) now go get me my food please
Tionne-(Lays Ja'Kelton on my other side)
Your wish is my command(leaves to go get my food out the warmer as I place Ja'Kelton next to Chase to go to do my hygiene thing)
Once she returns with my food she handed me the food tray, and grabbed Ja'Kelton so I could eat properly
Once done Chase offered to take the tray back to the kitchen, and put my dishes in the sink, and rejoined me on the bed laying back on my chest
Me- So Chasey poo, what should we watch now Princess
Chase- Hmm(taps her chin as if she was in deep thought, which I couldn't do anything but laugh)
How about Princess Diary 1&2
Me- Ok, why don't you put it on the tv
Chase- Ok(gets up, and grabs the remote being extremely excited, and puts the movie on)
Me-(Taps Tionne leg) Baby
Tionne-(Looks back at me) Yes baby
Me-(Pouts, and hold out my arms)
I want you, come here please
Tionne-(Giggles)Ok my big spoiled baby (gets up and picks up Ja'Kelton, and hands him to me)
She then cuddles behind me as I cuddled up with both Ja'Kelton, and Chase laying in front of me, with Ja'Kelton practically on my chest
I smiled looking at us, and just pictured us with me, and Tionne's baby laying on my chest, and I felt a tear drop because the image was so beautiful in my mind
So we watched 4 movies in a row, then decided to go paint in which was a bit of a disaster because Ja'Kelton got carried away putting paint on everything including the furniture that was all white and cream
Once me and Tionne got what we could cleaned off of it , we just decided to order new furniture and not paint in the living area anymore but upstairs in the playroom for the kids to specifically make messes
After painting we sang, and danced which caught my eye at Chase seeing how she really has rhythm which made me note to look into dance classes for her
After singing, and dancing we played games and made desserts
It got to being around 7:30pm once we got done playing the last game with Chase , and with Ro and Ruban walking in the door
Me- Well well well, look who decided to come home(joking)
Ro-(Smiles) Hi boo(kisses my cheek)
Me-(Giggles) Hi boo, so how was the date
Ruban-(Pulls Ro to him, and kisses her) Amazing (staring into her eyes)
Tionne- Awe junk now, I know that look, and what it means
Me- Mhm(agreeing with her)
Ro-(Blushes) Come on you guys, stop teasing us, you know how it's been going for us, so yes we had some intercourses
Me- Ain't no shame boo, trust I understand, and I'm happy y'all had that time together, both of you look refreshed, and relaxed so kudos
Ruban- Well thank you sis, but how was y'all's day
Tionne- (Laughs) Follow the yellow brick road with your eyes
Ruban-(Looks around) Oh wow(seeing the paint on the furniture)So y'all was busy busy
Me-(Laughs) Yes we were with these two (points at Ja'Kelton who's chewing on a piece of fruit, and Chase who is picking up game pieces off the floor)
Ro-Well I hope Ja'Kelton wasn't to busy for y'all
Me- Girl please, he is the energizer bunny, but we had fun, and so did they
Ro- Aw good (picking up Ja'Kelton)You were good for your Auntie's little man (kissing his cheeks as he cooed still eating his fruit)
Well looks like he needs a bath, let's go little man, and thank you my sisters for watching him
Me- No problem boo, night night auntie's baby (watching Ro take him upstairs to bathe him)
Ruban- Goodnight sisters(following behind Ro)
Me&Tionne- Night
Tionne- Ok baby why don't you help Chase get ready for bed , and I will get all this cleaned up
Me- Are you sure, I can help to make it faster
Tionne- No I got it love
Me- Ok beautiful(leans in and kisses her) I love you
Tionne- (Smiles) I love you too baby
Me- Chase let's get ready for bed Princess
Chase- Ok, but can I sleep in your bed tonight please
Me- But you have your own bed
Chase- I know but I want to sleep in your bed with you and mom
Me-(Sighs) Ok Princess, but just this one time ok
Chase-(Excited) Ok mommy
Me- Alright, now go get you some pajamas, and let's get you bathed , and in bed
Chase- Ok(goes to get her some pajamas)
I then got her bath water ran with some bubbles, and bath oil
She then came in , and I helped her to undress , and get in , and sat on the side of the tub to first wash and condition her hair because she had paint all in her hair
Once done I helped to wash her up and get her out the tub , dried off , wrapping her hair up , then dressed and then blow drying her hair
Once done with that walked down the hall to me and Tionne's room in which Chase waisted no time running in, and jumping in the bed , and went right over and laid on Tionne
Tionne-(Kisses Chase forehead)Well hello Princess, You not sleeping in your bed tonight
Chase- No I wanted to sleep in here with you and mommy
Tionne- Oh ok, well I'm glad, so what you want to watch
Chase- Bugs Bunny please
Me-(Giggles and shakes my head)Definitely your child(climbs in bed)
Tionne- Hey , what can I say, we take Bugs Bunny very serious
Me- (Laughs) Oh don't I know it(gets comfortable to go to sleep because I realized how tired I was)
Tionne-(Looks over at me) You tired baby (reaches out for my hand and kisses it)
Me- Yes, I'm tired, I love you both goodnight (leans over and kisses Chase cheek and Tionne on the lips)
Chase- Night mommy and I love you too
Tionne-Goodnight beautiful, I love you more (kisses my hand again)
Next thing I know is I was out
