It's been two weeks since that night me and Tionne cried together, and as I said before, it felt so good to do, and helped us out a lot
We are now at another therapy session for Tionne which I can say is going surprisingly well
She even told me she wanted to go in by herself in which she did like a complete big girl
Things for Tionne are starting to get so much better
She has stopped having nightmares
She's no longer having panic attacks
Her relationship with mom and dad are back on track, and her, Ro and Ruben relationship is also back on track, and me and Tionne are doing very well with our marriage even though I'm still taking it step by step and day by day
But there has been no tantrums, or her running off, or her getting upset with me
It's is now 3pm and here comes my beautiful baby looking all happy and smiling with the therapist walking beside her
Me-(Stands up)Well look who's smiling all big and from ear to ear
I take it you had a great session(hugs her)
Tionne-(Smiles and hugs me back)
I did and the therapist said today can be my last day because I'm making great progress
Me- Oh yay! Well that is awesome my sweet
Therapist- Yes Tionne has been making excellent progress considering from where we started from, but yes I feel she's ready to continue her progress at home just being surrounded by the people she loves and who loves her
Me- I couldn't agree more, thank you so much for everything because yes it started off really tough for us all but I really appreciate you sticking it out with us and even helping me with getting my own separate sessions
Therapist- It was all my pleasure and that's what I'm here for, now Tionne I really want you to take care of yourself and keep working hard ok(hugs her)
Tionne-(Hugs therapist) Ok and I promise I will
Therapist-Ok ladies take care
Me&Tionne- Thanks and you too
Me- Ok sweetie let's go
Tionne- Yes, let's go(grabs my hand)
I'm so excited I made it through this
Me- I am too sweetie because you worked really hard and I'm very proud of you,my little fighter
Tionne- Ha! Don't I remember that nickname
Me- Actually it was my little scrapper
Tionne- Still the same, but uhm I'm hungry, is there any chance you will cook for me please(smiles big)
Me- Of course I will cook for you my sweet, now let's get to the car so we can go
Tionne- Ok, race ya(let's go of my hand and takes off running)
Me-(Takes off running behind her)
You so cheated,but I'm bout to get there first(running faster)
Tionne- Nope! Not cheating, just faster then you(running even faster)
Tionne made it to the car first and then me
Me-(Making it to the car) You still a cheater
Tionne-(Laughs) Are you being a sore loser
Me- No but your being a cheater
Tionne- Oh is someone mad cause I beat them, oh well (laughs and gets in the car)
Me-(Gets in the car) Oh so it's funny you cheated(puts on seat belt and starts the car)
Tionne- No it's funny because I didn't cheat, you just run slow (putting on her seat belt)
Me- Oh so now we cocky, hmm ok
Tionne- Not cocky, just know I'm faster then you(laughs)
Me- Ok we will see about that when we get home
Tionne- Ok then sore loser, bring it on
Me-(Laughs) Ok we gonna see who's a sore loser
Once home we went in and spoke to everyone and gave them the updates on Tionne's progress and then had them to follow us outside to the backyard for me and Tionne to race and to see who's the fastest
Ro-(Laughs) Yo! If this ain't some old married couple type situation,then I don't know what is
Me- First we not old, and second it's to show her I'm not a slow runner
Tionne- Ro just be prepared to comfort the big sore loser baby over there
Everyone-(Laughs)
Me- Ok, it's on now Tionne, let's go
Tionne- Alright let's
So we get ready and once my dad blows his whistle we took off running
At first Tionne was ahead of me but I somehow got some good wind under me and passed her
And once I made it to the goal I turned around and started dancing
Me-(Dancing) Ha! Who's the slow runner now
Tionne didn't say anything, she just kept walking up to me until my back was up against the fence, and without any hesitation or warning she kissed me
She kissed me so deeply that automatically my legs got weak but luckily I was up against the fence so I could hold my balance
She kissed me for a good 15 minutes to where I forgot what was going on and where we were until she finally pulls away and looks at me
I couldn't say anything, I was at a loss for words
Tionne-(Smiles)Your in shock,I know, But baby I'm better, your Tionne is back You made me better
Me-(A bit shocked and stuttering)
Yo-your be-better(breathing heavy)
Tionne-Yes baby I'm better,and I owe it all to you my Queen, who never left my side, and kept me close to you, and your heart the entire time
I really love you Zarriah Ma'Zyah Watkins
Me-(Jumps on Tionne kissing her all over her face)Oh my baby(crying)I love you too baby, oh my goodness I missed you so very much, oh my goodness (crying a bit harder)
Tionne-(Holds me tight in her arms)
I know baby, let it out, let it all out, I got you my love
I couldn't control my emotions
I couldn't believe she was really better
I just let it all out in which I cried for a good 20 minutes in which she still held me tight in her arms until I was done
Tionne-(Pulls away to look at me)
You ok baby(wipes my eyes, giving me a sweet soft kiss on the lips)
Me- Yeah baby, I'm just a bit shocked and couldn't contain my emotions because I didn't think you were better completely, I mean I was preparing for another month or so before you would be all the way better but I see prayer, and really fighting works,oh baby (grabs her face giving her a deep kiss)
I have missed you so much, and it was so hard seeing you like that, and not really being able to do anything about it because you don't know how badly I wanted to climb inside your head, and save you but I couldn't(tears falling)
Tionne- Oh my beautiful Queen(hugs me and then wipes my tears) I know if you could have that you would have, and that's why I love you, and feel so blessed to have you in my life, and so happy that I got to be the lucky one to marry you, I know this was hard, but if it was with any other person, it ain't no telling where I would be,but you stood by me in my deepest time of need and you loved me through the entire process Za you really are my blessing come true
Me-(Tears falling again) Baby I vowed for better or worse, rich or poor, sickness and in health and knew I had a job to do no matter how scared I was or how hard it was
You are and will always be my first priority
I love you baby
Tionne- And I love you too my Queen (pulls me in for another kiss) now come on girl because we got some serious catching up to do
Me-(Laughs)Still freaky I see, but shit, let's go
So we ran in the house and was on our way upstairs until we were stopped by Ro
Ro- Mmhmm, and where are you two running off to
Me- Really Ro(trying to whisper)
Ro- Sorry boo's but that's gonna have to wait because we are taking yall to celebrate Tionne's recovery
Me- Oh Ro, can that wait please, I mean you know how long it's been
Ro- Point taken, but no because we are leaving now so come on freaky freaks
Me-(Folds arms and frowns) Ro I hate you
Tionne- Ro no she don't, but sis why you blocking
Ro-(Laughs)Come on my babies because this has been a rough journey on us all and we want to hit the reset button of everything that has went down and start tomorrow off fresh
Me-(Sighs)Your right, let's go
Ro- Of course I am
Tionne- Ro don't push it
Ro-(Laughs)Ok ok my bad
So we get in the car and follow our parents to the same restaurant we saw Tionne's ex in, but thankfully he's in jail and this time we were actually able to order and eat our food
We really enjoyed our dinner and spending time with the family but I was so ready to jump some bones, and I know Tionne was to
Me-(Whispers in Tionne's ear)Baby I'm ready for you to devour me(licks her earlobe)
Tionne-(Looks at me with her sexy smirk)Say less, let's go
Me- Ok, come on, mom, dad, Ro, Ruben, see yall in the morning
Everyone- Ok be safe
Me- We will
Mom- Babygirl
Me- Yes ma'am
Mom-(Gets up and whispers in my ear)
I left your wedding night gift for Tionne under your bed, now have fun but don't destroy anything
Me-(Laughs)Yes ma'am, and thank you (kisses her cheek)
Mom- Your welcome babygirl
So we left the restaurant with me speeding all the way home
Once home we hop out the car going into the house locking up behind us, and straight upstairs we went to our room and once in I tried getting the gift from under the bed but Tionne was to ready and without any hesitation pushed me on the bed and wasted no time in undressing me and then herself and climbed right on top of me and immediately attacked my lips with deep and passionate kisses automatically causing me to moan and get wet instantly
Me-(Moans)Mm Tionne baby I missed you so much(tears falling)I missed all of this baby, I need you so bad
Tionne-(Kisses my tears then my lips)
I know baby and I'm about to give it to you in every way, so tell me, are you ready(licks my lips)
Me- Yes daddy, I'm ready,devour me please
Tionne-As you wish my love
She then slowly taking her time and starts kissing me from my neck, making sure she left a love mark in each spot
She kissed and suck and continued down to my chest as she softly nibbled on my nipples before taking my breast fully in her mouth one at a time giving me goosebumps all over my body while sending shivers down my spine causing me to let out a sweet and soft moan that made her smirk because she knew she was doing exactly what I needed her to do
She then kissed and licked slowly down my stomach to my thighs causing me to really start leaking like a sweet shower rain as she kissed both thighs teasing me and making me want her more and more
Me- Baby please don't tease me, I really need you baby(run my fingers through her hair)
Tionne didn't say anything, she just spread my legs wide and took me fully into her mouth that made me jump and let out a yelp
Tionne-(Smirks)Oh we liked that huh, let me do it again then
She did it again and got the same reaction, except this time I kinda ran away from her
Tionne- Uh uh come back here (grabs me by my hips and pulls me back to her locking my legs in place with her arms wrapped tight around my legs)won't be no running tonight my sexy, you about to take it all
And just like that she starts feasting on me like I was her last supper she would ever have, and I couldn't do anything but scream her name while grabbing the sheets with one hand and her hair with the other hand, losing complete control of my body because it was fully under her spell and I knew then I couldn't no longer fight the feeling that I had no choice but to give in to it, and give her exactly what she was going after and without hesitation I let my body do what it was being commanded to do
In which she could tell I was getting closer and closer to climaxing, in which she slowed down circling her tongue around my clit while gently biting it and sucking on it which caused my legs to start shaking uncontrollably, and made my moans turn into whimpers from the intensity that was flowing through my body because of how big of an orgasm I was about to have, and without warning she hit the right spot, and I cummed so hard, and was flowing like a heavy waterfall
I was in that state for 20 minutes in which Tionne had to hold me down so I wouldn't fall off the bed
Once I calmed down,and came out of that beautiful state, all I could do was just stare at her as tears flowed down my face because I couldn't believe that we were actually back here
Back to being normal, back to being in love, back to making love, back to being able to hold her,and kiss her
Back to her loving my body in ways I could never explain,back to us being wife,and wife,back to being happy,
Back to having my bestfriend,and lover Back to being newlyweds,back to being us,and my heart is just overjoyed
I was brought out of my thoughts by Tionne kissing my face,and wiping my tears
Tionne-(Kissing my face,and wiping my tears)What's the matter beautiful (kisses my lips)
Me-(Smiles)I'm just happy,and thankful is all, nothings wrong now that I have you back
Tionne-(Looking deep into my eyes)
Are you sure(caresses my face)
Me-(Kisses her hand, and pulls her in for a kiss)Yes baby, I'm sure
I was just thinking about how everything happened, and how I'm happy we are back to being us, and back to being in love,and making love, and back to me having my bestfriend, and lover, and back to having my wife, and back to us being newlyweds
Baby I missed you,and this so very much(tears falling)I'm just so happy God heard my prayers and brought you back to me, because baby I would not be able to live this life without you by my side Tionne baby you are my heartbeat, and lifeline,and each time I felt you slipping away, I felt myself slipping away,
But I was not going to give up on you or myself, and that's why I kept on fighting, and praying because I knew you needed me just as much as I needed you,and now here we are,and I love you so very much,and won't ever let you go
You are for real stuck with me for life now
Tionne-(Deeply kisses me)And I wouldn't have it any other way my love, And I want to thank you baby for really being there for me because as I said before I know it wasn't easy,and I'm sure for you it was scary as hell, but I know you,and God had me,and just as hard as you were fighting to get me back to you
I was fighting to get back to you
I love you forever my Queen,now get ready because it's time for round 2,are you ready
Me- Definitely ready daddy(pulls her on top of me,and attack her lips with kisses)So fucking ready
Tionne-(Smirks)Say no more sexy
Now I need you to stand up because I got a surprise for you
Me- Oh really now,what kind of surprise
Tionne- Trust, you will find out soon as you stand up,now come on sexy ass
Me- Ok daddy(gets out the bed,and stands up)Ok where's my surprise
Tionne- Not yet beautiful, hold on
Me- Baby come on now, you know how I get
Tionne-(Giggles a bit)Yes I do know how you get(kisses me from behind)but trust me, you will enjoy it,now I'm going to blindfold you,ok
Me- Ok daddy(already getting turned on)
She then blindfolds me, She then took both my hands, and tied them behind my back
Me- Oh daddy, getting kinky are we (sexy tone)
Tionne- You have no idea sexy(smacks my ass)
She then walks me to the end of the bed, and tide each ankle to the bottom of each bed post, which made me stand with my legs spread wide apart
She then bent me over to where my ass poked out,and my head was buried in the bed
Tionne- Mmhmm(smacks my ass again) Now that's what I like to see, now my sexy, are you ready
Me-(Already horny from being tied up the way she had me) Yes daddy, I'm all the way ready for you
Tionne- Well, let's get to it
Next I felt her pour some warm oil all over me,and rubbed my entire body down as she let her fingers linger in places that made me become dripping wet, and making moan
Tionne-(Smirks) You already turned on for daddy ain't you sexy(slides her hand between my legs, and starts massaging my clit)
Me-(Moans)Mmmm ah, yes daddy, I'm turned on for you, come get it
Next thing I know is she grabs my hips, and slides deep inside me with the strap-on that already had me shaking
Tionne- Hmm, shaking already are we (starts kissing me down my spine)
Me-(Stutters) Ye-yes da-daddy
Tionne-(Cocky laugh) Daddy got you stuttering to, well, let's see what else daddy will make you do
She then goes in even deeper causing my legs to go weak as I moan a deep gutted moan that even shocked me once it escaped my mouth which put even more cockyness in her laugh as she watched my body give into her,and start doing things I never knew was possible
She continued giving me long deep strokes hitting places I never knew was there,causing me to lose my mind because I no longer had control of what was going on,and my body at this point was completely under her spell causing me to try,and talk but wasn't able to form words
All I could do was make sounds with pleasurable tears falling down my face
And then out of nowhere she slips inside my ass,putting the vibrator deep inside my pussy, and started stroking me deep both ways in which I begin to yelp because since I was tied up to the bed by my legs, and ankles, I couldn't run,and I knew then I was in trouble because it was no escaping the intensity of this orgasm
Me-(Screams!) BABY! BABY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME! OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS!
I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT!! AHH!
Tionne-(Goes deeper both ways,and harder)Yes you can, now give me that ass,and pussy, throw that shit back on me(smacks my ass hard)give me that shit
Me- Ah! Ah! Daddy! Oh my fuck!
(Throws it back on her hard)FUCK DADDY!(Cries harder from the intensity) SHIT!
Tionne- That's right baby, give it to me,
I want this pussy to explode because daddy bout to make you flood like the ocean (picks up the pace both ways)
I was stuck,and couldn't move,and my body was shaking so hard that the whole bed was shaking
Me- FUCK!!! I'M ABOUT TO CUM DADDY!! OMG!! FUCK!!
Tionne- Give it to me Zarriah, give it to me
Me- FUCK!!(crying) ITS CUMMING! ITS CUMMING!! AHH!
Tionne- Don't you fight it(pounds harder)Give it here now!(smacks my ass even harder)
Me- YES DADDY!!! AHH!!! I'M CUMMING!!(SCREAMS!)
I cummed so hard I bit my tongue, and my knees buckled under me as I was again flopped like a fish but only this time creamed, and squirted like a broken pipe, and ice cream machine
Me-(Still cumming)Uh uh uh mmm
I was not able to think or form any words
I could not move, my body was stuck in the bent over position until I stopped cumming, and then I went limp breathing super hard with my eyes still rolling in the back of my head
Tionne- Damn, that shit was sexy
(Carefully unties my arms, and then my legs,and ankles one at a time, and catches me)
Yep(smirks) I put it on you good (picking me up,and carries me to the bed,and lays me down)
She then cleans me up,and then the room,and then herself, and then comes and gets in bed, and pulls me on to her chest
I had finally stopped cumming, and was calm but couldn't keep my eyes open because she literally fucked me to sleep
Tionne-(Kisses my lips) I love you my Queen(sweet soft voice)
Me-(Barley can talk with closed eyes)
I love you too baby(whispering voice)
Tionne-(Laughs a bit)Guess I done put you to sleep huh
Me-(Shakes head yes)Need sleep please
Tionne- Ok beautiful(turns off her side lamp, and then reaches to turn mines off)let's go to sleep
Me-(Soft voice)Ok, I love you baby (pokes out lips for a kiss)
Tionne-(Kisses me) I love you too baby (pulls me closer to her)
And just like that we were out
