I woke up early the next morning and left a note for Rozanda and Tionne because I still had to get the squad ready for the competitions that was now 2 weeks away in which I picked a new co-captain for the time being
We practiced again for four hours straight and then I left headed right home
Me-(Walking in the house) Baby, Ro, I'm back
Yall wanna go eat somewhere
Tionne-(Coming from the kitchen and greeting me with a kiss) Well actually my beautiful baby I made yall something special so come and sit
So me and Ro came and sat down at the table as Tionne brought us our plates in which everything looked and smelled so delicious
Well it did until Ro vomited everywhere
Ro-(Vomits)Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry(gets up and runs to the bathroom)
I ran after her with some towels and helped her to clean up enough for her to go upstairs and shower
Once done with Ro I went back downstairs to help Tionne clean up the kitchen
Me-(Sighs) Poor Ro, I really know she didn't mean to get pregnant, but I did constantly tell her to be safe
Tionne-(Pulls me close) Don't worry baby She will make it through this because she has us and she has your parents
Me-Yeah I know baby, and of course my mom will love having a baby around
Tionne-(Kisses me) Then cheer up beautiful, and let's go check on Ro
Me-(Slitely Smiling) Ok baby
So I got some salted crackers and some ginger ale and went upstairs to check on Ro
Me&Tionne-(Walking into Ro's room) Ro are you ok
Ro-Yeah just getting out the shower boo
Me-Ok boo, uhmm I brought you some more ginger ale with some salted crackers this time
I'm just gonna sit them on your side table ok
Ro-Ok boo, thank you
Me-Your welcome love, and we will be back to check in on you later ok boo, get some rest
Ro-ok boo, and I will
Me and Tionne went to chill in now our room and talked some more in which I was so glad her voice came back thanks to my peppermint whisky honey tea in which I made it for her twice last night which also helped her to get a full night's rest
It's breaking my heart to know that I was completely missing all the signs of what was really going on with my baby and realizing maybe that was the reason why she was putting up with Chanelle's cheating ass for so damn long
Awe my poor baby
Tionne-Uhmm baby(frowning)
Me-(Comes out of my deep thoughts, and looks at Tionne) Yes baby and why are you frowning at me
Tionne-Because I called your name like 3xs and you just totally checked out on me, are you ok my beautiful
Me-(Gives a slight smile) Yeah baby I'm ok, I was just thinking about some things is all
Tionne-(Kisses my forehead) Well beautiful do you want to talk about it(pulling me in her lap)
Me-(Straddles Tionne's lap instead) I'm just sad baby about not noticing what it was you was really going through and the fact that you were a victim of abuse and domestic violence by your father who was the one person you were supposed be protected by from any type of harm and danger trying to come your way in which all the harm and danger came from him it just completely breaks my heart and makes me wonder if that was the reason you stayed with Chanelle for so damn long
Tionne-(Wraps her arms around my waist while I'm still straddling her and kisses me) Baby please don't be sad ok because nobody knew anything except my mom which helped me to hide the bruises and pain very well because I could just blame it on the sport from practicing and working out
And my poor mom is so deathly scared of my dad because he was beating her and my brother too in which they took it so my dad wouldn't touch me
But once my brother got into the gang and stopped coming home and my mom got diagnosed with lupus it just all turned to me
And I figured since they were strong to take it for so long for me to protect me then I would be just as strong and just take it
And yeah I guess you could say that's one of my main reasons for staying with Chanelle for so long because I always knew she was cheating on me even before the party
But because I was so desperate for some type of love and connection I just stayed with her even if it meant sharing her
Me-(Pulls Tionne for a hug and sweet kiss) Well your with me now and that's all over and in the past even though I am still very sorry your beautiful heart, spirit, mind and body had to go through and deal with all of that
But baby I can promise you right now and right here that I'm going to love you and always protect you and work everyday on healing every hurt and broken pieces of your heart that your carrying deep inside and show you what true love is supposed to look and feel like
So I promise baby that you won't ever have to worry about me ever cheating or hurting you in anyway
I love you so very much baby and I know for sure that we are definitely truly meant to be
(Leans in and kisses Tionne very softly and deeply)
We instantly entered a very hot and heavy passionate make our session in which then I found myself pushing Tionne down on the bed and slowly undressing her as I begin to kiss her from her lips to her neck which I begin to gently suck and bite as she starts to softly moan
I then started licking my way down to her chest which I sucked on her sweet breast and nipples really turning her on as she started to caress my back softly with the tip of her nails letting me know she was really enjoying every bit of what I was doing to her
So I then started kissing her all over her stomach while I slowly begin to grind between her legs in which her body started falling deeper under my spell
I then gently entered 2 fingers deeply inside feeling her becoming wetter
I slowly moved them in and out while I again started to gently suck and now bite on her breast and nipples
Her back immediately begin to arch as she dug her nails in my back and her moans begin to become louder
Me-(Looks up into her eyes) That's right baby let it out
Let me hear how good this feels to you baby
Tionne-(Moans) Mmm yes baby it feels so damn good baby please don't stop
Oh baby I love you so much
Oh yes baby
Me-(Goes deeper with my fingers) I love you so very much too baby(kisses her)
Let me show you how much
I started again kissing her down her stomach all the way down to her inner thighs kissing her thighs so very gently and then right up to her ocean flowing sweet spot
Sticking my tongue deep inside her and slurping up all of her juices feeling her completely melt into my mouth
She then begins to let out some sexy whimpers as I begin to eat her out with sliding my fingers back deep inside
I can now tell she was softly crying from how amazing it was feeling and how I was making sweet love to her body
Me-Thats right baby feed yourself to me
Tionne-(Softly and sweetly crying) Ok baby, oh my goodness
She then begins to grip the sheets with one hand and my hair with the other hand and begin to grind her hips pressing her sweet spot even harder against my mouth which gave me the green light to bring it on home
So I begin sucking and eating her harder and fingering her even deeper and harder until her body lost complete control and she cummed so hard that she screamed and started flowing like a water fountain
Once she was done I sucked and licked all the cum off my fingers then licked every drop of her sweet juices up and then made my way up to her beautiful face and kissed her so deeply and passionately
I then laid next to her and pulled her close and just held her while she laid her head on my chest
Tionne-(Trying to catch her breath) Baby
Me-(Kisses her forehead) Yes baby
Tionne-(Tearing up) Thank you for that because I really needed that
I never had that type of love making happen to me before
It made me feel your love for me very deeply in everything you gave to my body
It was just so overwhelming but incredible all at the same time
In which my heart does tell me baby we are truly meant to be
Me-(Lifts her lips to mines) Yes are baby(sweetly kisses her)
We laid in bed and fell asleep with Tionne still in my arms and laying on my chest
When I woke back up it was 8pm at night and I looked down to see Tionne still sleep looking so beautiful in which I needed to go check on Ro without waking her up
So I slowly moved her on to the pillow on the other side of the bed and slowly got up
Once up I put on my robe and went to wash my hands and face and then went across the hall to check on Ro who was just sitting up in bed when I walk in
Me-(Sitting next to Ro) Hey boo you ok
Ro-Yeah just thinking about what I'm gonna do(turns towards me and grabs my hand) Za I think I want an abortion
Me-(Shocked) An abortion Ro, are you really sure about that Ro
Ro-Yes Za I'm really sure because I mean I do have so much to lose by keeping and having this baby
I mean look I have my title as co-captain of the #1 Cheerleading squads in the country which got me into my dream Ivy league school Howard University on a paid scholarship
I can't give all that up Za
I mean what life would I really have becoming a teenage mother
Me-(Sighs) Look Ro, I really get what your saying boo but you don't have to make such a huge decision about it tonight ok
I just want you to take some real time to think everything over and really be sure about what it is you really want to do
And regardless your decision we all will be here for you on whatever you decide ok boo
(Hugs her)
Ro-(Hugs her back) Ok boo, and thank you
Me-Your welcome(smiles)
Ro-Well boo, I'm gonna try and get some sleep but I do want to call my mom and tell about everything that has been going on
She has been calling me none stop though but I just couldn't bring myself to answer the phone because I really just really needed one more day
Me-I understand and it ok boo because we will both talk to her and I will let her know my parents are ok with you staying here
Ro-(Smiles) Thank you so much Za
You really are my bestfriend and I love you boo
Me-(Hugs her again) Awe boo your welcome and of course girl I got you for life and I love you to my RoRo(kisses her forehead)Ok now get some sleep
Ro-Ok, night Za
Me-Night boo
Rozanda got into bed as I left out turning off her light
I then headed back to my room and got back in bed with Tionne and pulled her back over to me and wrapped my arms around her and fell right back asleep
