Peaky blinders angel- Completed

Mistaken snow

Finn is 18. Rose is still 5 as I mentioned in description. Work the others out for yourselves

Finn pov

I had to watch rose tonight. I didn't mind so much. But polly had banned us from using drugs around rose. She didn't really like the alcohol around her incase she drinks it but we always watch ourselves. And we aren't stupid. We don't just leave snow lying around. Isaiah was coming around which meant we would be using snow tonight. I just had to make sure rose didn't get any. Which can't be so hard. She is constantly by me so I know if she eats something.

Rose was sat on my lap whilst Isaiah set up the snow on the table. She didn't look the slitiest bit interested of what we were doing. Thank god. So she just sat on my lap chatting away as she does.

Me and Isaiah were high off our heads. But i could still take care of rose. I knew what I was doing and wouldn't let any harm come to her. We set the snow up and Isaiah went to use the bathroom. The phone rang and i went to go get it. It was John checking in on rose. I told him she was fine and that I was perfectly capable of looking after her. I had done it many times before. I hung up and walked back into the kitchen.

I stopped dead in my tracks. Rose was on the floor hardly breaking with blood coming out of her mouth like she had already coughed it up. I rushed over to her and picked her up. Then I noticed the white powder around her mouth. Shit I thought. I looked on the table and it was gone. She wasn't breathing properly and her eyes was closed. She was holding her stomach in pure pain and she tried to breath. She vomited but all that came out was dark blood. I shouted Isaiah and we both rushed to the garrison where the others were.

I immediately handed rose to Arthur who looked confused. Once he looked at her face he quickly put her down on the table and kept hitting her back. Getting her to cough. But it wasn't working. All that was coming out was blood. Butbwe needed her to cough up the snow. Pol stood with tears in her eyes as did the rest of us. Everyone was panicking but no one could do anything but hope she coughed. She was beginning to turn blue from lack of oxygen. Arthur was crying and still getting her to cough.

After painful minutes and about 10 seconds until death, rose coughed up the snow. She almost instantly started crying and was still coughing. John picked her up and hugged her. She vomited right next to John. So he hugged her again and kissed her cheek. Aunt pol took rose from John and took her home. Me and Isaiah sat down in the garrison whilst my brothers gave us hell. It's not like we didn't deserve it. Everyone was crying from when we thought she was dead. Even Tommy.

"NO FUCKING DRUGS AROUND ROSE. WE TOLD YOU. BUT YOU DIDNT LISTEN. IF YOU THINK WE ARE LETTING YOU TO BABYSIT ALONE, THEN YOU ARE FUCKING MISTAKEN. BE THANKFUL SHE DIDNT DIE. HER SURVIVAL IS THE ONLY THING STOPPING YOU FROM BEING HOMELESS RIGHT NOW YOU STUPID GIT" Arthur yelled at me. I deserved it. I almost killed my sister.

We walked home and found no one downstairs. Everyone rushed upstairs and saw polly stroking roses sweaty hair. She looked terrible. Her skin was pale and extremely sweaty. She looked practically dead.

"I have called a doctor. He is on his way" polly said not looking at any of us. Polly stayed with rose whisky we went downstairs and waited for this doctor. After 10 minutes, he finally showed up. We lead him into roses room and he told us to get her to hospital immediately otherwise she wouldn't survive the night. So that's exactly what we did.

Arthur carried rose to the car wrapped in blankets with a bowel for when she vomits. She sat on his lap in the car as he heldher and whispered soft words to her. When we got to the hospital, they wouldn't let us in the room. So we sat and waited for 4 hours. I began to sob loudly at the thought of losing rose. John sat next to me and hugged me. He told me not to blame myself. Apparently they all do drugs infront on rose. I was just the unlucky in which this occasion, she tried some.

After many hours of waiting and many threats from Tommy and polly, the doctor finally let us see her. She was still asleep and looked deadly pale. She had an operation which is why it took so long to see her. But the doctor said we won't know If she is OK until she wakes up. If she wakes up.

I sat holding her hand for 4 days. Ada came back from London as soon as she heard and visited rose in hospital. And finally, she opened baby blue eyes. She looked pale and wasn't smiling.

"My tummy hurts finny"

"I know darling. But you will get better. It will just take time"

She began to cry so I kissed her forehead and gave her a hug. At the moment, Tommy walked in and rushed over to rose. He was asking alot of questions but rose just kissed his cheek and hugged him. Tommy calmed and turns out, all he needed was a hug.

The next day, rose left hospital. We were all being cautious around her. I apologised to her but she just said that it wasn't my fault. It was hers. I obviously told her to not be silly but we agreed that it was a join accident. Arthur had carried rose out the car and into the house. She was asleep and wrapped in blankets. So she just sat on his knee on the sofa, asleep. We had all missed her so much. We hardly spoke to eachother whilst she was gone.

None of us ever did drugs infront of rose again. Ever. Even when she grew up and learnt what they were, we were all still cautious. We were used to it and didn't get ill from snow. But since rose and been ill, whenever she tried snow, she would cough up blood no matter what the age. So she stayed off it. I am just grateful she made it. I truly thought i had lost my baby girl.

A/N

It is currently half past midnight and I have been awake for 24 hours. So I will probably wake up tomorrow and think "wtf have I written" but fingers crossed, it is alright. 1155 words.