My Heart is Open ( An ADAM Levine Fanfiction)

Chapter 55

~Rosalyn's dream~

I love you Rosalyn Hemsworth, will you be mine... *Adam bursts through the door, punching Pharrell. LEAVE HIM ALONE! STOP ADAM! *Slap *Slap

~end of dream~

I run out of the bed to the bathroom. I sit over the sink and broke down into tears. These dreams keep on recurring over and over again these past few days. I want to tell Adam that Pharrell kissed me and I kissed him but the other half doesn't want me to tell, afraid of losing him. My attention is taken away from my thoughts to the door. Adam opens up the door.

"Hey sweetheart, what are you..." Before he could finish his sentence, he kneels down next to me and wraps his arms around my waist. "What's the matter sweetie? Are you pregnant again? I know we didn't have..." He was worried and confused.

Tell him Rosalyn! Tell Adam what happened last night! I bet he will understand! He loves you too much to be upset! Tell him the truth Rosalyn! TELL.ADAM.THE.TRUTH! I repeated it over and over in my head. I had to tell him. It is the right choice and I bet he will understand.

I looked into Adam's eyes and held his hands. "Adam please don't be upset with me." He looked worried.

"Why would I be upset with you, you didn't do anything wrong for me to be upset?" Adam replied. Tears fell down from my eyes.

"Sweetie, I did something very wrong and I wish I can take it back so badly."

"What do you mean Rosy?" Adam asked with concern.

"Adam, since your last guy's night, when you were like really drunk, I sent you to bed and the guys to the two spare bedrooms. After I left yours and Usher's rooms, I went to Pharrell to give him some medicine and water. He suddenly grabbed my hand and wouldn't let me go. I told him I had to get back to you but he told me he didn't want me to leave him. All of a sudden, he pulled me down on top of him and started kissing me." I stopped and cried. Adam was quiet. "I kissed back Adam! I don't know why I did? It started to get more intense between us! Then he started going for my pants but I told him no and pushed him off me. He was drunk Adam. I told him that I only cared for you and not him. I explained to him that I still wanted to be friends and nothing else. I never wanted to hurt you like this and I guess I did but Adam I never meant to do it. You know I would never try to hurt you. I love you Adam, more than anything in the world. Please forgive me babe." I looked in his eyes. His face had no expression. He was quiet. Silence surrounded the room. I looked back at him and...

*Smack
*Smack

I held onto my stinging cheek. Tears started flowing down his eyes.

"ADAM!" I yelped.

"Rosalyn why would you do this to me? With Pharrell!" Tears kept coming from his eyes. I tried to wipe them away but he pushed me away. "He is going to get what's coming to him. No one touches you Rosalyn, and no one kisses you except me. He is going to pay!" Adam was furious.

"Adam No! It was my fault not his! Leave him alone! All your anger should be on me and you have the right to be upset with me and I understand but don't take it out on Pharrell. Please...don't do this!" I begged. Tears falling down my cheeks.

*smack
*smack
*smack

He smacked again. My cheek started to bleed. Adam has never been this upset before and he has never smacked me in his entire life we've been together. I don't know what has become of him? He stormed out of the bathroom, grabbed the keys and drove away with the car.

Adam's .P.O.V.

Why would she DO this to me? With Pharrell, WHY PHARRELL? What's so special about Mr. Happy Pants with the Big Ridiculous Hat! What the Hell? I thought we had something special, more than anything in the world? Be together forever? I still want to be with her but why would she do this? We had a frickin child together and she repays me by going off to Pharrell! He is going to pay and she is going to get it when I come back.