WILL BE BACK FOR US (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 30

CHAPTER 30

I didn't expect what happened last night, I thought I was just dreaming, it's not true, I was slapping myself last night, because what happened may not be true. I remember last night Kluxter suddenly asked me for my number and he added me on his Facebook account.

hindi ko inaasahan na gagawin niya 'yon, mas lalo tuloy akong nahuhulog sa kan'ya, I might be obsessed with him but that won't happen I won't let myself be obsessed with a man.

I'm here now in the Dining area eating with Tita Zaria, Azrael left early so we didn't eat with him today, may pupunta daw kasi si Azrael.

maybe Azrael has a business again, aunt zaria didn't say anything else as long as Azrael left early. kakauwi niya palang may aasikasuhin kaagad siya, hindi ba siya napagod sa biyahe niya?

What do I care there? Azrael has his own life and world so I don't care about that anymore, meron rin naman akong sariling buhay at mundo kaya sarili ko nalang papakialaman ko ngayon.

"you know what Tinsley I don't understand my son at all" tita Zaria said while reading a new paper.

I also don't understand Azrael sometimes.

"why tita?" I asked her.

"he always likes this, because when he comes home to the philippines, he's always up early in the morning" Tita Zaria said.

She looks cute, nakikita ko lalo 'yong pagiging maganda niya ano kaya lahi ni tita zaria? gusto ko rin ng lahi niya ang ganda niya kasi, sobrang ganda niya talaga.

How to be her kaya? Maybe when she was young she was so beautiful maybe? Maybe she had many court her then? well, many also tried to court me, but none of them passed.

because they can't do what I'm asking them to do, they can't be gentlemanly and their d*ck is small unlike other guys, I like large not small.

I don't  understand why some of guy's are have a small d*ck? and why some of guys are have a large and long d*ck? Well I think pinagmanahan lang nila sa Parents nila? baka?

Nang matapos kaming kumain ni Tita Zar ay nagpaalam na ako sa kan'ya na aalis na ako kailangan kong maaga ngayon, dahil may announcement raw at may ipapakilalang bagong guro. I just found out from our gc because Yohan said, that gay is still gossipy, I mean he's a man.

Nakasakay ako ngayon sa kotse ni Tita Zar pinahatid niya ako sa driver niya eh, hindi ko alam kung bakit ito ginagawa ni Tita Zar hindi naman kami magkadugo mas lalong hindi niya ako kilala talaga.

Kinuha ko 'yong phone ko at tinext si Arya na hintayin niya ako sa labas ng gate dahil sabay kaming dalawa papasok sa room namin, I missed her so much.

Kung pwede ko lang sabihin sa kan'ya na kapatid niya ako kaso bawal talaga, I don't want her to know what really I am and how did I know that we're twin sister.

I'm still searching who are our real parents, I also asked other orphans if they knew anything about our parents, in case they didn't know either, they said none of them had adopted twin children. It's like I just want to give up, it's like I don't want to look for our real parents because if they love the two of us, they shouldn't have separated us, and I hope we've met them.

I don't know if I'm going to rely on them or I'm just going to give up when there's really nothing left, it's like Dad is just hoping for his first love even though there's really nothing left. I miss dad, even though I'm angry with them because they left me here even though they know I really don't want to be here.

I still don't understand, they should have given me a reason, not that they just left me here suddenly and then it seems like they just don't have it all, They left me with mom's family even though I didn't know those people.