WILL BE BACK FOR US (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 51

CHAPTER 51

It seems like I just want to lock myself in my room now but I look immature, then. I can't do anything I just need to maybe accept all of that.

I don't expect them to say everything and even more I don't expect them to know my children. kaya naman pala kasi palagi may mga weird na bagay sa kwarto ng mga anak ko na hindi ko naman binili, sila pala ang bumili noong para sa mga anak ko.

I don't understand them, why do they have to hide that from me for 10 years? aren't they connected? why aren't they looking for me right away? ahh maybe because we were moving around then, nothing permanent.

"We have a Family Dinner today, do you want to come? "Azrael asked me.

"Nope, I'm busy. "That was my response to him.

What am I going to do there at Family dinner? magmumukmok? 'Besides, I'm still not very accepting of everything, and I don't want to accept that either. Ayaw kong magaya sa kanila ang mga anak ko, lalo na si Klaus ayaw kong magaya siya kay Azrael.

Or either sa Daddy niyang manloloko na hindi nakuntento sa Isa, Bakit ba ang bitter ko ngayon? akala ko ba nakamove-on na ako sa nangyari noon? Pero parang ngayon mukhang hindi pa rin.

"Come with Us, it's our Family Dinner so you should come so that the rest of our relatives can meet you. "Tito Zael suddenly replied or should I say Daddy.

I remember when I went with Azrael to go home when his aunt and suddenly poured Juice on me, so I was wet then. That old lady, I don't remembered her name.

"Besides, they also want to get to know you, especially your Aunt Zabriel, your mommy's sister."Daddy added.

Ohh, I remember na kung ano name noong babaeng iyong si Zabriel. Hindi ko makakalimutin iyong ginawa niya sa akin noon. Akala niya ah, babawi rin ako sa ginawa niya sa akin.

"Fine, sasama ako basta kasama ang mga bata." sabi ko 'tsaka lumabas ng bahay namin at pumunta kila Sasha.

Well, kukunin ko iyong mga bata doon baka kasi nagugutom na mga iyon. Nakalimutan ko nga pala silang pakainin kanina, sigurado akong gutom na ang mga iyon.

Nagdoor bell mo na ako, at si Sasha mismo nagbuksan ng gate para sa akin. Napagkakatiwalaan naman itong si Sasha kasi naging Batchmate ko rin siya noong nag-aral ng Law, we both lawyer. nasa ibang firm nga lang siya.

"How's it? Do you feel better when you talk to them? "Sasha asked, she also knows something about my past, especially about my son's father.

"No, I was nervous when I heard all that. and Also it's hard for them to accept. and also I talked to him earlier. "That was my response to her.

"Still love him huh? Are you still bitter until now? "Sasha said with a smile so I looked at her.

Bwisit na babaeng ito, Palibhasa palagi nalang problemado palagi nalang akong Pinagtitripan niya.

"Why you? Still love him? Still love Travis?" I was going to tease her, but suddenly the expression on her face changed.

Naaapektuhan pa rin siya kay Travis? Ex Husband niya nga naman iyon kaya maaapektuhan talaga siya, sino bang hindi paapektuhan kung Everyday palagi kang hinahunt ng nakaraan mo? tss.

"No of course! Baka! I still hate him for being asshole! hindi ko siya mapapatawad, lalo't nakita ko siya kanina." bigla nagbago ang ekspresyon niya at naging malungkot.

Itong babae talagang ito, palagi nalang binabanggit ang salitang 'Baka' ni hindi ko nga alam kung ano Ibig sabihin noon eh. Pero nabanggit sa akin dati ni Sasha na isa siyang Japanese.

Baka nga iyong sinasabi niyang 'Baka' ay isang salita ng mga Japenese. Ayaw ko rin naman malaman kung ano ang ibig sabihin noon, parang bad na salita iyon eh.

"So, nakita kaba niya?" I gently asked her.

Baka nagkita sila 'no? tas nakipagbalikan sa kanya iyong Travis na iyon, 'tsaka iyong Pangalang Travis parang pamilyar sa akin eh. parang narinig ko na before.

"No, nagtago kaagad ako noong makita ko siya" sabi niya at napakamot sa batok.

Abnormal talaga siya, well kung ako rin naman sa kan'ya gagawin ko rin iyon pero hinawakan ni Kluxter iyong kamay ko, At alam kong plano nila iyon plano nilang magkita kaming dalawa.

I don't care, Basta ayaw ko na siyang nakita pa ulit. Baka kapag nagkita pa kaming dalawa ay masapak ko na siya sa mukha niya, bitter lang talaga ako.

"sa susunod magdala ka ng payong ah? para naman matakpan 'yang mukha mo at para hindi niya makita." natatawa kong sabi sa kan'ya.

"sa susunod rin mag mask na rin ako para hindi niya ako makilala." sabi niya.

Parehas naman kaming natawa sa sinabi niya. Sana nagawa ko rin yung ginawa niya, pero nga lang kahit anong gawin ko mukhang hindi ako makakatakas pa.

Pumasok nalang kami sa loob ng bahay niya, nakita ko naman sila Klaus kumakain ng tanghalian. Salamat nalang talaga dahil, Nand'yan si Sasha.

"Nandito na mommy niyo." sabi ni Sasha at naglakad palapit doon sa mesa.

sumunod naman ako sa kan'ya.

"Hey, Later aalis tayo kaya huwag niyong busugin mga t'yan niyong dalawa." biro ko kila Kreiya.

"Tarantado ka." sabi sa akin ni Sasha.

Natawa nalang ako dahil sa sinabi ko, at pati sila ay natawa na lang din. May ibang bagay rin talagang totoong nagbago sa akin, hindi naman ako noon masyado madaldal na ganito. siguro nahawa na rin ako kila Sasha at Chantal.

Tatlo kaming magkakaibigan, Pare-parehas rin may pinagdaanan sa buhay. Palagi rin kami magkakasama noon. Minsan nga naaalala ko sakanila sila Arya at Yohan, pero hindi ko naman kinokompara sila kasi hindi sila magkakapareho.

Nang matapos silang kumain ay umalis na rin kami roon at umuwi na ng bahay, Nang makarating naman kami sa bahay wala na roon na tao siguradong umalis na sila.

Pinaakyat ko na sila sa mga kwarto nila, para makapagpahinga na rin sila. Habang nandito ako sa may sala ay bigla akong may napansin na sulat roon sa may maliit na mesa.

Agad kong kinuha iyong sulat at nagsimulang magbasa.

Dear: Tinsley Kaz Montano.

If you are reading this, it means that I am gone. I know we're not that close but, I considered you a real child, I considered you mine even though you're not really mine. Yes you were just adopted, your mommy adopted you in the orphanage but do you know? You are the one I want to be a child because no matter what happens in your life you always resist, I love you Tinsley.

I have Cancer Tinsley. I only have a few days to live, My baby I haven't seen you. what do you look like now? maybe you're beautiful? Do you look like maybe Zaria or either Zael? Do you remember that woman in the Picture you saw? that's Zaria. The daughter of the woman I love I took care of then. That's what I told myself when I found out the truth, Honestly I was happy.

Be happy Tinsley Kaz Carson, no matter what happened just keep fighting and stop running away because there is nothing you can do to run away. I love you my daughter.

Hindi ko mapigilang huwag umiyak dahil sa sulat, iyong Sulat ay galing kay Daddy. Hindi ko alam pero nasaktan ako noong nabasa kong wala na siya, na patay na siya iniwan niya na ako. Since then, he has also been my ally, I was just drowning in resentment then.

Binitawan ko nalang iyong Papel, ayaw ko na ulit mabasa iyon. Masakit kasi, sobrang sakit.
I can't. From then on, he loved me even though I wasn't his child. I am really the daughter of the woman he loves Zaria my mommy Zaria, she is Daddy's first love but mommy end game for Daddy Zael.

"Ang unfair mo talaga earth kahit kailan." sabi ko sa sarili ko habang umiiyak.

This is me again, crying again. It's not bad to cry, sometimes I always show that I'm strong but sometimes I'm always weak, losing courage.

But now? maybe because I know everything, I will be strong in what happens in my life.