WILL BE BACK FOR US (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 9

CHAPTER 9

I don't speak because of what he said, am I still really that spechless now? drastically really changed in recent times.

I'm not going to lose to this man he thought ah. not because he's man, I won't fight him anymore he just thought that no, I'm not good because I'm bad.

"Mister, I don't care about your rants. You don't know me. Maybe I can do something else with you, so don't let me interfere with what I'm doing." after I said that I left him there and walked to the house.

I don't care about his reaction because it's not necessary, I was a little nervous earlier because of him. the strength of the beating of my chest made me pepti pepti with so much nervousness.

when i got home i saw them grandma in the living room sitting, who are they waiting for? me? or her grandchildren? before because I didn't see the car they used.

ano ba ang paki mo sakanila Tinsley? diba galit ka sakanila? diba galit ka dahil sa ginawa nila sa'yo? hindi mo kailangan maawa sakanila pinsan mo lang sila.

"Tinsley nandito ka na pala, nasan sila briella?"bungad sa akin no‘ng nanay ni briella na si tita ella.

"I don't know"I said and went upstairs then got dressed and put down my things there.

then I went out of my room and went downstairs, when I went downstairs I heard my aunt and grandmother talking.

"ma, kapag may nangyari sa anak ko baka kong ano magawa ko dyan sa anak ni Riella"sabi ni tita kay lola.

mukha ba talaga akong mamatay tao? ang ganda ko para maging mamatay tao tss, siguro alam din nilang pinatay ko ang kapatid ko kaya gano'n sila sa'kin?haha.

"h'wag ka ngang ganyan ella, nakita ko kanina bumaba si tinsley sa sasakyan ng iba kaya wag kang ganyan"sabi naman ni lola kay tita.

pretend you just never heard That Kaz, just pretend. just pretend you haven't heard.

I continued going down the stairs. Tita ella was surprised when she saw me, I ignored her and just sat on the sofa and then turned on the TV.

nilipat ko sa may balita 'yong tv hindi na ako nagtaka sa mga balita dito puro patayan na lang wala ba silang bagong balita na ipapalabas? puro sila patayan eh.

"kaninong sasakyan 'yong binabaan mo kanina tinsley?"Grandma suddenly asked me, I didn't turn to her and just answered her question.

"To my friend, of course, where else?" I said nothing to her.

habang nanonood kami ay bigla namang dumating sila briella, buti naman dumating na sila kasi nagugutom ako na sakakahintay sakanila.

"bakit ngayon lang kayo?" bungad na tanong ni tita sakanilang apat.

"ma, bigla kasing nag-aya si loan libre daw eh kaya hindi na kami nag dalawang isip pa libre eh." malambing nasabi ni briella sa mama niya.

I was just shaken then stood up on the chair and walked to the kitchen then sat next to Grandma, Grandma is always next to me when they eat they don't want me.

hindi ko naman sila mapipilit na gustuhin nila ako mas lalong hindi ko sila gusto no nakakadiri kaya sila, daig pa 'yong aso do'n sa maduming bahay iww.

The dirt they play like children, College but like children if they play tss.

while we were eating we didn't say a word no one tried to talk to us except for grandma she was the only one talking since before, she was just talking about her past life in first love.

I found out that grandpa was not her first love and until now her memory of her first love is still fresh with her, she obviously still loves her first love because of what she says.

grandpa was just in front of her but she didn't care if he got angry with her, I wouldn't be surprised if grandpa shouted at her. grandma really makes her look like she really loves her first love.

"Ma, tigil na ano kaba"aunt suddenly said to grandma but grandma didn't listen she just kept doing what she was doing.

"nagkaroon kami ng anak noon kaso kinuha, ikakasal na kami eh kaso parehas sila nawalang dalawa parehas nila akong iniwan"sadly she said.

That's why she doesn't seem to forget What happened then well, if I also can't forget That, Child and dear person? That's a difficult case. I won't love and have children because I'm going to die.

kumain na lang ako at hindi inintindi si lola na panay kwento parin at hindi ko inaasahan. na biglang hinampas ni lolo ang lamesa kaya mga kasama ko nagulat do'n ako din naman medyo lang naman.

"pwede ba mariella! tigilan mo na 'yang pag k-kwento mo! nakakarindi ka na, palagi si Timothy pano naman ako na asawa mo?!"sigaw ni lolo kay lola agad si lolang tumayo at inalalayan ko siya.

"Asawa lang kita pero hindi kita mahal akala mo ba nakakalimutan ko 'yong ginawa mo?! ha! akala mo hindi ko makakalimutan 'yon! ikaw pumatay sa anak at asawa ko! ikaw!"sigaw ni lola kay lolo agad naman umalis si lola do'n sa lamesa at ako naman sumunod sa kan'ya.

pumasok si lola sa kwarto nila ata ni lolo at ako pumasok rin nang makapasok ako puro larawan ng nakaraan, puro mukha no'ng dalawang tao lamang hindi na ako magtataka kung sino 'yong lalaki sa larawan.

It was him Timothy agad akong lumapit sa Nag-iisang larawan ni timothy, hindi ko alam kung anong itatawag ko sa kan'ya kaya timothy na lang hindi ko naman siya lolo kaya timothy.

"ang gwapo niya diba? sa sobrang gwapo niya madaming babae nabibighani sa kan'ya, pero sa'kin siya nabighi hindi sa ibang babae"saad ni lola habang nakaupo sa higaan niya.

kinuha ko 'yong larawan no'ng timothy nagulat ako ng makita ko sa malapitan ang mukha niya, bakit ko siya kamukha? bakit parang kamukha rin siya ni Achi at Arya?sino siya? at sino ako?

maganda si lola noong kabataan niya mayaman siya noon malas nga lang sa pag-ibig halata naman iniwan siya nang taong mahal niya eh, pumunta sa lugar kong saan tahimik ang lahat ng bagay.

"mahal na mahal namin ang isa't isa noon, hindi ko makakalimutan 'yong araw na pinagpaalam niya ako sa mga magulang ko na ikakasal kami, hindi dahil buntis ako non dahil mahal niya ako at tapos na namin maabot ang pangarap namin"wika niya medyo naintindihan ko naman siya kahit mahaba.

Maaring pinagtagpo lang talaga sila at hindi tinadhana? gano'n naman talaga diba? pero sabi ng iba tayo daw mismo gumagawa nang tadhana natin, pero hindi ako naniniwala do'n dahil kung tayo gumagawa bakit hindi naging sila lola at timothy hanggang ngayon?

bakit hanggang ngayon hindi niya parin makalimutan si Timothy? hindi naman siguro dahil pinili niya na wag na lang kalimutan diba?

"pinilit kong kalimutan si Thy at ang anak namin pero hindi ko kaya, ang hirap nilang kalimutan sobra"saad ni lola na ngayon umiiyak na.

agad akong binitawan 'yong Picture no'ng timothy at lumapit kay lola tsaka siya niyakap, hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon dahil umiiyak si lola.

"masaya narin naman siguro sila ngayon, baka gusto nilang maging masaya ka rin para sakanila"sabi ko kay lola habang yakap yakap siya.