Daughter Of A Queen

I want my mom

Rosalie P.O.V
Sneaking out was a lot easier than I thought it would be, it was at least a lot easier than it was with Freddie. Maybe that's because Mary is just stupid or something, I mean I literally just walked out the front door here, and with Freddie I had to climb down the tree. As I was walking down the block I traced my fingers on the cut I got from that tree, I was pretty sure I was going to have a scar from that. Freddie thought so too, and he told me that it would serve as a reminder to never sneak out again or he would go much harder on me. I visibly winced, If I got caught I would be in so much trouble, not only would I have snuck out, again, but I would be doing it while staying with Mary. God he would kill me, but I was too furious to really care at the moment. I knew that what I was doing was wrong, but I was still so mad at Freddie for leaving me behind with Mary, that I was willing to do anything to get back at him. And if Mary got in the cross fire, then so be it. I looked up seeing Hyde's truck, I jogged the rest of the way there getting in the car shivering. "It's cold outside" I said as Hyde laughed, he gave me a hug, and I buckled up. "So how far is this?" I asked as we pulled out of the neighborhood, Hyde shrugged, "like 10 minutes," I nodded, we were going to a bon fire, apparently it was an American version of a camp fire, I wasn't entirely sure while it was necessary, but it sounded fun. "Whose all going to be there?" I asked pretending not to care, I just hoped I knew someone there so I wouldn't be alone. "Not a lot of people, although I have a friend there that I think you'll like, I'll introduce you." Hyde waited a moment before his eyes got wide, "OH, and there will be this really cute guy there, his name is Matt, so you have to do me a solid and put in a good word for me okay?" I laughed slightly nodding, "yeah I can do that, but if I find anyone I'm interested in you have to do the same deal?" Hyde nodded crossing his heart, "I swear it" he said as if he was taking an oath and I laughed. We pulled up to a house and Hyde parked out front, there were a few cars but not a lot. I got out of the car pulling my jacket tighter around me, Hyde lead me through the side gate and we were met with a massive backyard and an even bigger fire, was this even legal?? If the police showed up that would put me in even deeper waters with both of my parents. A tall, handsome guy walked up to us, "Hyde! So good to see you!" He said giving him a hug, "Matt!" Hyde exclaimed with just as much enthusiasm, he turned to look at me widening his eyes ever so slightly, I got the message. Matt turned to me, "its so nice to meet you, Rosalie was it? Hyde has told me so much about you." I nodded, "the pleasure is all mine, i too have heard many wonderful things about you from Hyde." Matt smiled and I could see the slightest bit of a blush forming on his cheeks before he cleared his throat in an attempt to hide whatever was showing. I smiled in satisfaction, he totally liked Hyde. "Well make yourselves comfortable, if you need anything at all just let me know," Hyde smiled again, "will do," I followed Hyde over to the fire, it was much warmer than any other boring camp fire. It was quiet for a minute before, "Lindzey! How are you doing man?" I turned to where he was facing to see a girl who looked about my age walking toward us, she had strawberry blonde hair and wore glasses. She was... very attractive. That confused me. I thought I wasn't into girls after Heather kissed me. Was I actually into women, this girl I'm front of me, I think her name was Lindzey, she definitely made me feel the way a guy did. Well shit so what was I? If I was into women why did it feel so wrong when Heather kissed me, god this was confusing. I wanted to ask Freddie about it but I knew that if I did he would find out about me sneaking out, which would be very very bad. "Hey mate!" Lindzey said and I raised an eyebrow, that accent certainly wasn't from around here, if I had to guess it would either be an Australian accent, or a New Zealand, however I wasn't going to guess because I did know that both got offended when they were compared to the other. Hyde gave her a hug and pulled back, "this is my friend Rosalie. Rosalie, this is Lindzey" I held out my hand to shake hers, "it's a pleasure" I said politely, Lindzey took my hand and turned it kissing the back of it. My heart stopped. "The pleasure is all mine love." Oh my god.

Freddie's P.O.V
It was almost one o'clock in the morning, Jim and I had just gotten back from an extremely late dinner and we were ready to flop into bed and not wake up until noon at the earliest. Until the phone rang. That was concerning. The only person who would be calling would be Mary or Rosalie, well I mean it could be the boys in the band but I had literally just seen them so I doubted it. I immediately picked up the phone, my sleepiness leaving me as I heard Mary panicking on the other side. "Freddieimsosorryimsuchaterriblemothericsntbelieveiveletthishappenpleaseforgiveme" I raised my eyebrows, "woah woah woah, Mary my live calm down for me, one word at a time," my concern grew even further as I realized that she was crying. "Oh god Freddie I'm so sorry, I can't believe I let this happen!" My thoughts were immediately going to the worst images possible, some of them surprised me and how awful they were. "What happened Mary?" I asked trying my best to keep my breathing even and stay calm, which was getting a hell of a lot more difficult. Jim poked his head out of the Lou, and when he saw the sheer distress I was in he stood by my side. "Freddie, Rosalie is gone. I don't know where she went, there aren't any signs of a break in, it looks like she just walked out the front door!" My anxiety calmed but not by much, most of it was replaced by anger. The gal of that girl, I specifically told her not to cause Mary any trouble or I would punish her greatly. Well, I had warned her. When I got back the consequences of her actions were going to catch up with her, and I was going to make sure they stuck this time around. Mary spoke again, "David is out looking for her now, but god Freddie I'm so sorry!" My respect for the man grew significantly as I heard he was looking for my child. "It's alright love, don't work yourself up stress is bad for the baby, I'm sure she is fine, at least until I get my hands on her. Wait until morning and if she still isn't back we will get the police involved, I don't think there is any foul play involved especially if there was no sign of a break in." I could hear Mary start to breathe easier which I was relieved for, I was also appalled that Rosalie would do such a thing to her mother knowing that she was pregnant, god what kind of child did I raise? "I promise that I'm not upset with you Mary, this was not your fault, if anything it is mine, we will work this out okay." Mary agreed, "I'm going to wait for her, I'll call you when she gets back." I nodded, "I'll be here."

Rosalie's P.O.V
What a night. I had really hit it off with Lindzey, I even got her number too! Hyde and Matt disappeared thirty minutes into us being there which left me and Lindzey with plenty of time to talk and get to know each other, and she was very interesting. She was in fact from New Zealand, and had moved to Britain about a year ago for her dads new job, she tried very hard to keep her accent as she was very proud of her heritage, and I was right in the fact that she did hate Australia. God she was pretty. I was swooning head over heels for her walking up the porch and into Mary's house, what I wasn't expecting was Mary with a tear stricken face looking very mad. Shit. "Where were you?" She asked furious, I shrugged, "out," Mary shook her head, "do not do that shit with me Rosalie. You have no idea how worried I was about you." My face showed visible confusion. "Worried? About me? Oh please if anything you were worried that if you lost me Freddie wouldn't keep you around anymore and then you couldn't have any more of his money." Mary stood up. "How dare you say that to me! You know that isn't true!" I scoffed, "yeah sure it isn't, that's why you've stuck around him all these years isn't it? Not because you have a child or anything, or else I would have seen you more, no not even that, I would have seen you at all." Mary took a deep breath, "I know I haven't been the best mother," I scoffed loudly "but I am trying now, doesn't that count?" I rolled my eyes, "trying now doesn't make up for you abandoning me for years."
"I didn't abandon you" I cut her off, "then what do you call that?! What do you call living 15 fucking minutes away from your child but still never coming over to see her, or write a letter, or even using the bloody telephone! I never saw you! Hell I thought I had made you up for a portion of my life. That you were some figment of my imagination, because what kind of mother won't even fucking call!" I had tears streaming down but I didn't really care. Mary stood looking at me in shock, she too had some tears falling down. "So you can preach to me about how you have changed and want to be a better mother, but it won't change anything and it definitely won't make me forgive you!" Mary shook her head throwing her hands up in defeat asking angrily, "Rosalie what do you want from me?!"
"I want my mom!" I cried out. Mary's face turned shocked. "I always have. And you were never there and I can't trust you to stay mom. I can't, so I don't even want to try to make a relationship with you, because I'm just worried you will leave again." I wiped my eyes sniffling loudly. I hadn't admitted that to anyone, not even myself. Lucky Mary. I turned around, "forget it." I said storming out of the house. I heard Mary call my name but I started running, I ran as fast and as hard as I could, and I didn't stop until I reached garden lodge. I was finally back at home.