Daughter Of A Queen

Ties

Rosalie P.O.V
Things were hectic, Freddie had live aid in a month and rehearsal was nonstop, i was finally allowed to go out now but it wasn't like there was a lot for me to do, considering I didn't have many friends. And I didn't have a boyfriend anymore, I missed him a lot, but I couldn't go back to him, I didn't trust him anymore, but I still loved him. It sucked. "Rosalie!" I heard Freddie call me from downstairs, holding Gus in my arms I walked down the stairs to see Freddie with his hands on his hips, I furrowed my eyebrows, did I do something wrong? He looked like a sassy mother hen, "yes papa?" I asked slowly coming down the last few steps. "Someone is here to see you," I looked past him and saw Hyde, he smiled sheepishly, "hi?" I tried to hide the shock off of my face, "hello! It's so nice to see you, what occasion do we have the pleasure of having you?" I said setting Gus down, and he immediately rubbed against Hyde's leg. Hyde reached down to pet him, "I was hoping we could talk?" I didn't get the chance to say anything because Freddie interrupted, "yes of course you can, Rosalie take him up to your room. If you'll excuse me I'll have some work to get to, please make yourself comfortable dear, let me know if you need anything." Hyde smiled, "thank you," Freddie nodded and left the room, "well, you heard the queen, let's go to my room," I stated clapping my hands. Hyde let out a bark like laugh and I led him upstairs, we made our way into my room and went inside, my radio was on and the song that was playing caught Hyde's attention. "Man I love this song," I turned it up, he started singing along, impersonating Micheal Jackson "When you're down and out, there seems no hope at all" I laughed, during the next verse before impersonating Cindy Lauper in a super high pitch voice, "Well, well, well, well let us realize Oh, that a change can only come" we both sang the next line together, "When we stand together as one, yeah, yeah, yeah" the chorus came on, 46 singers singing 'we are the world,' "I think it's sick man, all those people coming together to record a song," I nodded before adding, "especially so close to live aid," Hyde shook his head, "I mean it's crazy, all these celebrities, who probably have things to do, come together and sing for someone else. I shrugged "they all have their reasons," Hyde thought for a minute, "I feel bad for Africa man." I sat down on my bed and hugged my pillow, "my dad was born in Africa," I said recalling his stories, Hyde looked surprised, "no kidding," i nodded, "yep, Zanzibar, his name wasn't Freddie Mercury by birth either, his name was Forrukh Bulsara," Hyde didn't look like he believed me, "it's true!" I exclaimed, "he had it changed when I was about two, I believe, changed his passport and everything, it was when my parents were still engaged." Hyde looked at me confused, "engaged?" "My parents never married, I was a-um surprise if you will," I chuckled, "that was when my father believed he was straight," that seemed to strike Hyde, "Freddie's gay?" I nodded. Hyde fiddled with his rings, "if I tell you something do you promise not to tell anyone else?" I looked up, "of course," Hyde took a breath, "I think I'm gay too," my eyebrows rose slightly but I made sure I didn't show my surprise, "how do you know?" Hyde shook his head, "I don't know, it's just a feeling, I've kissed girls, a lot of them, and every time I do I try to feel something, but I don't and I hate it, I don't want to be gay!" I quickly pulled him into a hug and he held on tightly to my shirt, "sometimes we don't get to chose things, I didn't want my parents to split up, but it happened and now I have another amazing dad, and I wouldn't trade him for the world. At the end of something terrible is always something good," Hyde nodded into my shoulder and let go, "god my parents are so catholic though," I smiled slightly, "how did your dad come out?" That was a hard question, "he never really did," I admitted, "one night when I was supposed to be in bed I heard something and snuck out of my room, I heard my mom tell my dad that he was gay, I didn't understand what that meant at the time, I made a noise and my dad saw me and took me back to my room, he scolded me and yet throughout his scolding I just knew that life wasn't going to be the same, the next morning my mom was gone. He didn't say anything about it, he just changed the subject when I asked about her, ever since then there have always been publicity rumors about his sexuality, but he keeps it very private. So he technically hasn't come out to the public." Hyde nodded thinking it over, "I'm not ready, and my parents are most definitely not ready to hear it, I'm just gonna have to suck it up," I nodded, "thanks," he said smiling, I smiled back, "anytime," I said, then I furrowed my eyebrows, "what did you wanna talk about?" Hyde's eyes darkened, "I'm a messenger, Billy sent me, he wants to meet with you to apologize."
"No." I said interrupting him, "bu-"
"No." I repeated, more severely. "Ok that's fair." He said dropping it, there was a knock on the door, I stood up and opened it seeing Freddie standing there, "Betee your Aunt Dominique is here so I think it would be a good idea if Hyde left?" I perked up at the mention of Dominique, I hadn't seen her in ages. I turned to Hyde, "my aunt is here, I'm so sorry can you come back later, or maybe I can call you," Hyde immediately stood up, "oh no worries honey I'll call you," I smiled, "thank you so much," I mouthed and he walked out of my room, "I can let myself out, go see your aunt," Hyde kissed my cheek and started to the door. I looked at Freddie, "Papa he's gay." I said in shock, "oh I know dear," Freddie said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, "you knew?!" I asked incredulously, "of course dear," he said shrugging it off, "how?" I was bewildered, Freddie put his finger to his lips and lead me down stairs, I saw Dominique sitting on the living room couch, she looked pale, sick, and skinny, way skinnier than normal, that worried me, she wasn't naturally a big girl so the fact she was losing even more weight. "Rosalie! Darling I've missed you," she said quietly, I bit my lip, she even sounded sick and exhausted. "Hi Aunt Dom" I said smiling slightly trying to keep a happy face in this awful situation. Freddie led me to her and I gave her a hug, I barely touched her, I was scared that I might break her. "How are you?" I asked and she took my hand and kissed it. "I'm alright dear, these past few months have been... difficult, but I'm getting through it." I nodded in understanding, "how is treatment?" I asked, "brutal," she replied, "I mean look at me," she smiled trying to play it off as a joke but I didn't smile, "are you going to do the surgery?" Her smile fell, "I don't know," she admitted, "I'm worried that if I do it will mess with me, and I want more babies." Roger day next to Dominique, "we'll be ok," he reassured, and I didn't know if he was trying to convince me, himself, or Dominique that. I nodded and I felt a hand massage my scalp through my hair, I recognized it as Freddie's and accepted the comfort gratefully. "How's Felix?" I said changing the subject, "is he excited for his first year of school?" Dominique's face brightened up, "oh he is so excited, he can't contain himself ," I smiled, that was Felix, "you should bring him over sometime, I miss him," Roger laughed, "oh Rosie girl of course we'll bring him he hasn't seen you in absolute ages, he's going insane!" Freddie laughed, "more than usual?" He asked and that caused all of us to laugh. "Are you excited for live aid?" Roger asked me, I nodded my head vigorously, "oh yes, I cannot wait," Roger nodded, "I am too, we have quite the show." Freddie put his hands over my ears, "no spoilers." He said causing me to giggle. Brian suddenly walked in the room, he started talking to Roger about something I didn't understand. The phone started ringing, Freddie leaned into my ear, "Betee please go answer the phone," I  looked up at him with the form of a pout on my face,  "but Papa, I want to talk to Aunt Dominique," Freddie rose his eyebrows slightly, "Rosalie" he reprimanded gently, I continued to plead with my eyes and his face grew a little more serious, "Rosalie," he repeated a little more sternly this time. "Now or you will spend the rest of the day in your room with a sore bottom." I huffed slightly but got up to do what he asked, "thank you," Freddie said kissing my cheek. I noticed Dominique look away trying to pretend she didn't hear what had just happened, even though it was obvious she had. My cheeks flushed in embarrassment. I quickly left the room and picked up the phone, "Hello," I said into the phone, "hello darling," it was my Aunt Kash, she sounded like she had been crying. "Are you alright?" I asked tentatively, I didn't know if I could handle any more bad news. "Er- not really love, I found something out," I didn't want to intrude but she had spiked my curiosity, "what is it?" Kash hesitated,
"Rosalie I can't have children,"

Oh my goodness, I am so sorry, I'm back I promise, wow that was longer than expected, I'm so sorry again, it was a really busy month, I've had a lot happen and I did not have like any time to write, but I've missed it, I think I'm going to write live aid next so that's exciting! Thank you all for your love and patience, I really appreciate it! I love you all so much and am so beyond grateful to have you guys, and as always I love you Freddie Mercury❤️