PAIN AND PLEASURE |KIM TAEHYUNG

3.The invitation

"M....Mamma

M..am..ma

Please.... Let me go just for one t...time mamma... P..please....mamma

Just one time I have to meet someone m...mamma p..please let me go

Please....mamma....
Please...."

As you woke up, panting hard in the dimly lit room, clutching your pendent. your body drenched with sweat . It took you a while to realized where you were. Your heart pounding with all that adrenaline rush in your body . You closed your eyes and let more tears escaped. Mostly every night you had to go through this. you hugged yourself with both your hands .
You took a small bottle of pills from the side table, took a pills from it and gulped it down with a glass of water.

After few minutes you came to your sense
you took a glance toward the alarm clock and it was 4'o' clock in the morning.
And then your mind took a sudden recall moment, what happend to you yesterday and the pain in your body was still fresh. you touched, your bruises of your hand and let more tears escaped from your eyes. You cry harder recalling everything, he said to you. It can't be happend, the person you loved the most was going to marry your sister, but the most heart breaking thing was you have to be present their. you didn't know how you were going to face him after this 4 years, this 4 years you only missed him everyday, every second. The love you have inside for him that never goes away not even for a single moment.

You knew it that he was one of the most successful businessman of the Aisa
And crowned for the most handsome man in the world.
You know mostly everything what he was up to,
You bought every magazine that's interview taehyung. You read every article about him the news media, you tried everything to know about him. how he was doing in past 4 year.
Your apartment shelf mostly filled with magazines and articles about him.
And the things you bought for him on his every birthday to give him but  you could never going to give him.

You took a deep breath walking slowly toward bathroom, you stripped off your remaining clothes and stepped inside the shower. your hand against the wall, the water splashing down your back.

You came out of your shower marched toward the wardrobe took a simple comfy cloth and wear it.
You didn't go to sleep again because you were afraid, what if the nightmare haunts you again, so you took a magazine from the shelf and sat near the window and started admiring the photo of the person your heart always beats for.

It's 7'o' in morning
You took out the phone out which was still on your purse from yesterday.

You dialled the number and somebody picked it up from another side

"Hello I am miss Aera"

"Yes mam, what can I help you"

"Ummm I can't come to the school today sir"

"Okay" the voice came from another side
"But your payment going to cut for this day okay mam"

"It's okay sir I am okay with it"
And then you hanged up the call

2 week later

"Hii Area"

"Hyy rose"

"You know Aera this school should give some mercy on teacher. I really want to resign from this school, if I could get a good job as a lecturer in Seoul."

She said with her pouty face while sitting next to your chair and started reading some document about next syllabus

"One day you will rose, you are so intelligent and smart" you said with soothing voice and a smile on your face. She looked at you with mesmerising eyes

"But only for you , you are the only one who think like this Aera. But thanku so much Aera, you are the only one in this school I am friendly with, you are always there for to support me from the day I came here thanku so much for everything"

She joined after 4 month from the day you joined this school. She never wanted to teach and live in Asan she had big dreams, wanted to go Seoul find a job of a lecturer. She was applying it there for more than 2 years but there was no response from any university from seoul, may be because the university she had graduated with was not very famous.

You hugged her
"So do you really want me to get emotional"
And you both started laughing.

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You were heading toward your apartment after having a meeting, with the principles and all the Staff of the school, about the school progress.

You reached your apartment, opened the main door, jogged toward bed and sat on it and suddenly your phone started ringing. You saw the name which was flashing on your phone and your heart started beating fast, with all the courage and trembling hand you picked up the call.

"Hello"

"YN"

" Aa.....Anyohaseyo m....mamma how are you?" You asked

"I have called you to inform something, YN. You have to come to the Seoul for jisoo's birthday party, like every time driver will picked you up from your apartment and don't forget, it's your sister's big day. Don't you dare to be a trouble in the party and you already know how to act in our family party, so we a good girl and be prepared. The driver will pick you up on that exact day in the morning"

And before you could utter something the call was already disconnected .
After two days you have to go Seoul
After more than 1 year you were going to meet your family, your best friend and the most important after 4 year you will meet your love of your life. Your phone automatically slipped from your hand
"Get ready YN to face everything"
As you said this to yourself the tears automatically started escaping from your gloomy eyes as you know there was only hate you were going to witness in his eyes.

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