It 9'o' clock in morning
The car was standing Infront of your apartment. The driver came out from the car and you greeted him, he opened the car door for you and you got inside the car
The car was filled with silence through the whole ride
You were sitting in the car like a lifeless person. You didn't know how much more pain have to come in your way, you already living your life like a lifeless person from past 4 year.
The pain Jackson had given you last time had not recovered yet fully but, does it hurt? you didn't know because the pain you had inside your heart was too much that now you didn't feel the pain of your outer body or may be now your were used to it.
you were used to get hit by this man you were used to torture physically mentally by this man. He did not leave a portion of your body where he did not mark you with his belt. From inside to outside he had totally torn you apart, which, never going to recover, the damage he had done to you could never recover.
Like everyday, You had wear a dress which fully hide your bruises.
but what if somebody could see it ? Let them, because may be they can see those bruises but they can't see what he has been doing to you from past 4 year.
You were in your own thought you didn't even notice that you reached to Seoul. The driver came out and opened the door for you. You get out off the car and marched toward the hotel
Yes, you didn't go to your home where your parents live
They never allowed you there the last time you were there,when everything was messed up and you didn't want to remember those days because those were worsed than your nightmare.You marched toward reception area. A middle age women came to you
"Anyeo haseyo ajumma"
You bowed to her she also greeted you. she was the one who was in charge to keep an eyes on yo. Whenever you came, Seoul. you always met her first
She lead you to your room. You entered the hotel room"There"
She pointed with her finger toward the corner of the room
"Your dresses, heels"
You nodded to her"You have to be ready before 6 in the evening"
You again nodded to her and
Then after she walked out to the doorYou saw the dress and you were happy that it can hide your most of bruises
It was 12pm and have so much time for the party. So you just laid on the bed relaxing your body but Suddenly you felt the rhythm of blood throbbing your temples and you knew what was coming next .
You marched toward the bathroom closing your eyes fighting off nausea, the pain was unbearable, your whole body started trembling.
You winced, brows furrowed tight with pain, your skull pounding, you tried to remain steady but you fell on the ground and in just a sec you saw the blood on the floor which was coming out of your mouth and nose.
You somehow took the support of wall and bend toward it, your body against the wall, you are shivering, trembling, tears escaping from your eyes. You clutched the skirt with both your palm to suppress your pain but,
it was no use
For more than 10 minutes you stay like that, steady not even moving an inch of your body.
After few more minutes you came into your sense get the courage to stood up while leaning and taking the support of the wall
You somehow get out of the bathroom taking the support of wall but now you had to walk without taking any support.You tried one step, two step and
"Thudddd"
You fell on the ground so hard
and the pain you felt was undescribableAfter few minutes coming to your sense again you tried to dodge toward the bed.
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6'o' clock in evening
You were ready wearing red gown, heels and makeup to hide your bruises and dark circle.
You looked at yourself in the mirror and you can see how skinny you look, like there was no muscles in your body.You get out off the hotel, a car came to you and you opened the car door and got inside it.
Your hand clutching the ring on your neck, you were shivering right now, goosebumbs all over your body. You really wanted the time around you to stopped now.
The car stopped to the venue
Driver came out and opened the door for you.
But you were in your own world not even paying attention to the driverBut then you get out of your thought
"Mam we have reached to the venue"
"Yes yes I am sorry"
You said with your cracking voiceYou get off to the car marched toward the venue it was so big, decorated with red golden lights and beautiful red and white flowers.
You entered the venue but before you could took a step further your phone rings and it was your mother
"Straight come to me"
You saw her, she was standing in front of you at a distance.
" Hmmmm"
You answered her and got behind her .______________________
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PAIN AND PLEASURE |KIM TAEHYUNG
FanfictionHe needs her, she needs him "That's all" A beautiful love story turned into hatred and after 4 years they meet again but this time he won't leave and she won't let him go.