His Sun Her Moon

Chapter Sixteen

Dodge fixes the door. Dodge casts a look at us. They seem to be talking through the mind link. I am so damn tired so drain to even care or ask what they are talking about. Zac holds me while I cry all of the hurt, the pain, the fear out of my body.

I must have fallen asleep while one of my dearest friends held me offering me comfort. I always prays to the gods I would never give the chance to ever see or meet their father. He is no one to take so lightly with that alone is the reason I am scare of ever meeting him.

I am so exhaust I don’t want to lose my baby. Michael and Maddox might not care about us but I do and I will not let them not being here hurt me anymore. I need to talk to Renee and Zac to come up with a plan. I know Joc and the boys will do what they can to help me survive this.

I open my eyes feeling the sun on my skin. I suddenly feel a light touch on my bare shoulder blades. I leap out of my bed. I let an oof sound out.

I snarl, “Get out.”

He smirks I gasp oh gods he is naked in my bed, “Are you sure you want me to leave?”

I huff at him, “Three fucking weeks you have not been here. I wait for you to calm down and come back to us. You are an asshole, Michael.”

 Tears fall down my cheeks, “You left me alone. You had broken your word to me. You had broke your promise Michael.”

“Little one.” Michael says softly, “No, Michael, I want you to leave now.”

He gets up from my bed. Gods he is perfect. My body earns for his touch. My body wants him to touch me. My heart is pounding in my chest. I take a step back away from him.

I hold my hand up, “Don’t come near me.”

“Please little one, don’t do this.” I tell him, “You did this not me.”

“I want you to leave and don’t come back.” I wipe my tears away, “I am not going anywhere Ilona.”

“You are being an major asshole.” He lifts his hand up towards me.

I flinch away from his hand, “Hey easy pet I am not going to hurt you.”

I walk back away from him. He can smell my fear. I know he would never hit me but I have never seen him lose his temper like that and that is what scares me.

“Ilona, I am sorry I should have never lost my temper.” He takes a step closer to me I let an whimper out.

“Look at me sweetheart.” I glance and looks down, “You know I would never hurt you.”

Tears falling down I whisper it, “But you did hurt me. You know me better than anyone. You know I was scare of my heart going broken by someone I gave it to. You had promise me you would never hurt me that my heart was safe with you. You broken your word to my dad for gods sake! You made me afraid of you I have never seen you so angry it had scare me! I am afraid of you Michael!”

He kneels in front of me, “I am so sorry little one. I am so sorry Ilona. I am so sorry my heart.”

He stops me from moving back, “Please forgive us.”

I slap him, “You left me. You left me! You broke my heart destroying it you had promise me you would never hurt me! You promise me you would never hurt me!”

I fall onto the floor. I cry hitting his chest. He lets me hit him. He does nothing to stop me. I want to hug him but he had left me for three weeks even after being told I was pregnant. I wait for him to come to me.

I stand up, “You need to leave.”

Maddox says, “We are not going anywhere mate. We are need here.”