CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: OVER AND OVER
" now I can't keep you from loving him,
you made up your mind "
- The Weeknd (Out Of Time)
For once, I thought that I was doing something terrible.
Something forbidden but good, but amazing at the same time.
'Di ako makapaniwalang hinalikan ko siya, na ako ang mismong humalik sa kanya, I wanted to get to know him through this date and I really did it.
I crossed the line.
Great, what am I going to do now?
"You look good." sabi ko sa kanya paglabas niya ng dressing room na suot-suot yung binili kong shirt para sa kanya.
It was a tight navy blue shirt na bagay na bagay sa kanya, kita mo rin yung katawan niya at yung hugis ng dibdib at abs niya, dapat bumili na lang ako ng jacket kaysa sa shirt, grabe.
'Di ako makapaniwala rin na ito ang lalaking hinalikan ko at hinalikan din ako pabalik.
He was also half-naked when we made out inside, this is crazy.
This is a crazy fucking date, that passion, that intensity between us, and it all exploded with that kiss.
I can't help but feel something from this.
Something exciting?
"Thanks. Can we continue our date now?" he says, smiling widely.
Nakangiti siya, yung ngiting 'di na siya ninenerbyos, 'di na siya pinagpapawisan, he looks like himself again.
Yung Zayn na kilala ko, yung nakausap ko nung gabing yun, yung may gusto sa'kin, yung malandi, yung madaldal, siya yun.
Siya yung nasa harap ko ngayon.
His hand found its way to mine and held it as tight as he could, his hand was so soft and full of warmth for some reason and I can't help but smile like an idiot.
"Yes, we can." sagot ko.
It was so good.
It was one of the best dates I've been in at hindi dahil sa halik na yun pero ang saya lang, sobra.
Pumunta kami sa Ocean view tapos kumain kami ng ice cream, ilang ice cream sample rin ang sinubukan namin bago kami bumili ng malaking ice cream tapos kinain namin yun.
We also went to the famous Guilty Bite coffee shop, bumili kami ng mga libro na ipapabasa namin sa isa't-isa.
Binilhan niya 'ko ng Bridgerton, alam ko na may Netflix series na Bridgerton pero 'di ko pa yun nababasa, 'di ko nga alam na may libro pala yun.
I didn't expect him to read Bridgerton but he said he enjoyed it.
So I'm going to read it for him.
He loves romance novels and that's another thing that I find adorable about him.
We just really had fun today and it's just amazing.
He took me home and return to my apartment with a wide smile on my face.
It was so good, siguro ang tagal na rin kasi since the last time I've been on a date with someone.
But I don't know... it just feels different.
Siguro dahil lang din kay Zayn.
There is something about Zayn that just changes everything for me.
BINABASA MO ANG
ALWAYS YOU ✔️
RomanceMargauxx's time has finally come when Christian--her first love and best friend, has finally fallen in love with her and is willing to pursue her after years of longing and numerous heartbreaks. Except, this time, she is more than confused with the...
