CHAPTER FIVE: THE WAKE UP
" and it's another day waking up alone... "
Sometimes when you love someone so much, you want nothing but happiness in their life, you don't want anyone to hurt them or to make them sad.
You just want to give them the love and happiness they deserve.
Naaalala ko pa yung unang beses na nag-tama ang mga mata na'ming dalawa ni Christian.
We didn't even have to talk to understand each other.
Without realizing it, I fell for his bright innocent smile, his gorgeous pair of jet-black eyes, his dimples, and just him in conclusion.
Siguro noon, naisip ko na masyado pa 'kong bata para maranasan ang pag-ibig, na masyado pang maaga para isipin na mahal ko siya.
Pero sino ba naman ako para sabihin na may age-requirement ang pag-ibig?
It just happens.
We didn't know it's coming until it's here.
Alam ko naman na mahal ko siya sa simula pa lang, kaya nung tinanggap ko na yung katotohanan doon na nag-simula ang walang tapos kong 'iloveyou' sa kanya.
Lagi lang din siyang nakangiti sa'kin, sometimes tawa rin siya pero niyayakap niya rin ako.
Naiintindihan niya ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.
But I can't help but think that maybe if I have told him earlier, then maybe he wouldn't have fallen in love with another person, maybe he would've looked at me and focused on me.
Maybe, just maybe. But it's funny to me. Because I feel that even if I have told him earlier, he would still fall for Angelica.
He's only seen me as a friend, it's always been like that. And that fucking sucks.
Kaya wala na 'kong magagawa kung hindi maghintay ulet, sanay naman na 'kong maghintay.
This is like a test on how much longer can I take this pain inside me. A test where I don't win, I only lose or I break my heart over and over again.
Handa na 'kong masaktan dahil ito ang pinili ko para sa sarili ko. Maghihintay ako para sa kanya, alam kong kakayanin ko.
Pero mas masakit na malaman na umiiyak ang taong mahal mo, I cannot move on from it.
It was still painful, it was the worst sight I've ever watched in my whole life.
Kaya isa lang ang gusto ko, ang malaman kung bakit nga ba talaga sinaktan ni Angelica si Christian, I could tell that she likes him too, I've seen them together once and I could tell that there is something between them.
It's not just feelings, it's not it. So what is it? Bakit?
Why did you have to hurt him like that? I just want to ask her, that's it.
Nung tumunog na yung bell, lumabas ako galing sa classroom at hinanap si Angelica, alam ko na kaklase niya si Christian pero nung nakita ko si Christian na umalis sa classroom at si Angelica naman ay nasa loob pa rin, doon ko nakita yung pagkakataon ko.
"Angelica."
Huminto siya sa paglalakad at tumalikod siya para harapin ako, punong-puno ng kaba ang dibdib ko pero e'to ang gusto ko 'di ba?
BINABASA MO ANG
ALWAYS YOU ✔️
RomansaMargauxx's time has finally come when Christian--her first love and best friend, has finally fallen in love with her and is willing to pursue her after years of longing and numerous heartbreaks. Except, this time, she is more than confused with the...
