"Did you just...."
"Talk? Mhmm."
"Oh my god. You don't even know how freaking beautiful you are! It kills me."
I let out a small scream as Anthony crashed into me, his arms wrapped around my waist as he lifted me from the ground and spun me around with his head nuzzled into the crook of my neck. I squealed, my feet finally being a placed back on the ground with only a few seconds of a steady balance before his lips crashed onto mine.
"What do you want to do today?" He asked, his forehead head pressed to mine after our lips were no longer connected.
I bit my lip, glancing around. "I dunno."
"You want to see your friends, don't you?" I nodded at this question.
"They're only staying until Friday and it's Wednesday," I sighed.
Anthony stepped back for a second, staring at me.
"A-are you going to go with them when they leave?..."
I looked down at the ground, my eyes stinging a bit. "M not sure"
Anthony sighed, nodding his head before turning and walking away from me. I cringed, standing there alone for a minute before clunking downstairs. I slipped my converse on at the door, grabbed my parka off the coat rack, and walked out with my hood over my head.
Tears streamed down my face as I walked down the sidewalks.
Why was everything so hard for me?
Everyone else seemed to have it so easy, then there was me carrying around this heavy life with all these twists and turns...
I loved the fact that no one who passed me could tell I was crying due to the rain that was dotted on my face, anyways.
I finally came to the large hotel, it just happened to be at the same time as the four boys I came for were walking out. I wasn't aware it would happen, but when I saw them my legs when week and I started to fall down on the ground with my head in my hands before Luke grabbed me.
I was basically hyperventilating, my heart was racing and I felt like there was no more air for me to breath. I attempted to push away from Luke, but he was holding me tightly.
"Shhh, Bella. What's going on?" Ashton asked, placed his hand on my back.
"What's not going on," I choked out, going limp in Luke's arms and letting my head rest on his chest.
Luke lifted me up, his hands supporting my thighs.
"Let's bring her upstairs."
I cringed, "I'm eighteen and you guys still treat me like I'm a little girl."
"Shhh, no more talking."
I sighed, shutting my mouth and letting Luke enter the hotel. I shivered slightly, due to the wet rain on me and the air inside the building.
We went upstairs silently, finally entering there room where Luke sat me down on the bed and the boys climbed on with me, due to it being such a large bed it wasn't too much of a tight squeeze.
My head was still pressed to Luke's chest, but I chose to kept my eyes closed. One of his hands held my cheek well the other was on my back.
"What happened?" Ashton asked quietly.
"Everything," I mumbled back, finally letting my eyes flutter open. "Everything." I repeated again.
