Dawn.

Fluff Bumps

I entered home weirdly really calm and quiet. My heart isn't racing anymore. I can feel the warmth and I feel safe. I just don't care, it ended. I'm home. I want to sleep. I looked back at the door, the possibility that something might happen made me hurry and lock it also to use the chain lock. Dear God, I managed to go through the day but seriously I will have a heart attack if I faced one more thing. 

Why do I act so normal now? What do people do when the get attacked twice a day? D- I was dragged out of my thoughts as I noticed the note on fridge from Matthew. 

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Note:

I'll come back next week because I have work ... prepare yourself for a party when I come back. Please take the ring I love you.

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"Seriously? You come back to the house and you don't find me at such a late hour and that's all you do? Just burn in hell Matt" 

I really have to rethink things. What's making me hold back right now? True I had feelings for Matthew, but I don't feel it anymore. Why are we doing this? Why am I doing this? My head started to ache. I guess I can just think about it tomorrow.

It didn't take so long until I fell asleep I felt so tired after all what happened. It was too much for a day , I hope that  Karen was right. That Justin happened to be around and I just happened to run into him and that it just happened that he wants to approach and lastly it just happened that he saved me. 

I hope ... 

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I woke up because of the sound of knocks at the door. 

"Cel!! Are you in?" I can tell it is Karen "ah do you think she is asleep? I'm worried something may have happened to her." I heard Karen saying almost crying.

"Don't worry I'm sure she's asleep perhaps she is tired and didn't wake up" Chris said.

I rubbed my eyes and opened them. I'm on the ground? I guess I was just that tired. Gosh I feel so numb. My head is aching. I took more than I should to open the door. Just what's wrong with Karen?

As I opened the door Karen jumped at me and squeezed me between her arms or rather say she smashed me between her arms.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I pulled back.

She grabbed Chris and welcomed herself into the house then sighed. Chris looked at me apologetically and I nodded in response that it's okay.

 "Well it's a long story but to sum it up, after we realized that you left Karen called you several times but you didn't answer so she became worried, I told her we can go to your home to make sure you're fine and on our way, we found your phone on the ground and there was blood and traces of a fight so that's when she freaked out and ran to your house" Chris explained handing me my phone and making me get flashbacks from yesterday I can clearly remember how scared I was yesterday and how the whole thing was more like a long nightmare. I can clearly remember Justin Dawn.

"Where is Matthew?" Karen asked dragging me out of my thoughts.

"Who?" 

"Your fiancé." Karen said looking weirdly at me "are you on drugs? Do you drink?" She yelled holding my face and smelling me. She opened my mouth and looked inside. I don't know what the hell she was expecting to find, weed between my teeth? I rolled my eyes at her.

"God Karen no. I just woke up and I can't get anything right now" I clarified.

"Then just what happened yesterday?! Why did you even leave!" She asked.