I will always be there PART 1

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Monoma's POV

As I walk down the hall I feel so tired.
(Why did I get up so early?!)
I let out a groan and turn a into one of the hallways and sees purple hair.
"Umm hey shinsou kun. What are you doing here, alone?"
I ask as I walk over to him as he sits against the wall.
"Nothing..."
He mumble and I crouch down in front of him.
"You good?"
He simply shakes his head.
"W-what's wrong?"
I say reaching for his shoulder but he slaps my hand away.
"I did it again....I thought I was over it but. It just happened"
He say hiding his face in his knees.
I sit next to him as I hear him breath heavy but slowly.
"Will it be better if you told me what's wrong, or should I just shut up?"
I ask.
He looks at me slowly and a bit hesitant.
"I....I-I cut myself"
He mumble reaching his arm to me.
I pull down his sleeve and see a lot of thin pale lines on this arm and then I thin layer of bandage.
"Oh...."
I say as I follow the marks whit my eyes.
"Why?"
I ask pulling his sleeve back up.
"I-I don't think I should tell you...it stupid" I nod and just sit with him.
He looks down for a moment.
"I have never told anyone this. Keep it to yourself, Okay?"
He say giving me a killer look.
(Why can't I read this guy? What's his deal?)
I nod at him slowly and smile at him. "I won't tell, we are really similar you and I. So I know what you mean"
I say as I put a hand on my heart crossing over it.

"Even if we had the same past. We are still vary different people"
He mumble, I sigh.
"Well, true nobody is like me"
I say sarcastically trying to make him laugh.
He doesn't react at all.
"Don't relay on that 'mask' of yours. It doesn't suit you"
He say looking at me. My eyes widen in confusion and he sits up better.
"I mean. You are a good person, you really are. Try showing it sometimes"
I nod slowly and he looks down.
"You really wanna know why I do this to myself, then take it whit you to the grave, promise?"
I eagerly nod and look at him. Desperate to know if I can help in anyway possible.
"I-I'm.....I'm gay"
(Wait WHAT?!)
Is he coming out to me right now? Holy shit!
I look at him in shock and he looks away.

"I-I know it's stupid but, my parents always hated me after they found out so I never actually accepted it. Not even now!"
I still just glare at him and he looks back at me.
"Are you gonna make fun of me then do it now. You are freaking me out"
I snap out of my shock and lay a hand on his shoulder.
"I would never do that to you, you can trust me. This will stay whit me and I won't tell if you don't like it. I promise"
I see him slowly start smiling and mouths a small 'thank you' I chuckle and get up.
"We should get to class now...wanna go whit me we,are next door anyway?" he nods and I extend my hand for him to get up. He gladly except it and we walk down the hallway and make a little small talk.
"Well I leave you here, see you at training"
I say as we pass 2A's classroom.
"Yeah, oh and Monoma?"

"Yes Shinsou kun?"

"Thank you for listening"