sarah paulson character - one shots

call me wilhemina(Wilhemina Venable)

Info: You have been in Outpost 3 for 6 months and you are a grey. The leader, Ms Venable, assigned you as her personal grey and you have liked her ever since. You are too scared to tell her about your feelings but maybe you don't have to.

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I was pulled out of my day dream by the purples evacuating the dining room. I rushed over and helped my other grey friend, Mallory, carry the plates to the kitchen. I noticed Ms Venable staring at me as I attempted to balance the mountain of plates. I thought I saw her smiling at me but paid no mind as she was probably just mocking me. Me and Mallory eventually got to the kitchen and began washing the endless amounts of plates and glasses. "Uh god, we are gonna be here for ages." Mallory said looking at the next pile of glasses that were brought through by another grey. "Yep, honestly I don't understand why we are grey's? We are just as worthy as all of them." I spoke feeling fed up of the endless bad treatment. "I agree, but there's nothing we can do about it. We should stop talking about it before Venable or Mead hears us." I nodded in defeat and finished washing the dishes with Mallory.

After we did the dishes, I said goodnight to Mallory and made my way to Ms Venable's room. I walked through the dim corridor which was isolated away from everyone else. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳. Eventually I got to her door and took a deep breath while smoothing my dress down. I knocked lightly and heard no response. 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘥𝘰? 𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘳? 𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳? My thoughts were racing. "Boo." Ms Venable whispered right next to my ear and I screamed while jumping away from her. As soon as I saw her face and the smirk that had inhabited it, I took a deep breath and smiled at her. She smiled and unlocked the door with her key. She entered the room and I followed after her, not making a sound.

"So what can I do for you today, Ms Venable?" I stood next to the door with my hands behind my back. "I would like you to talk to me, Ms (y/l/n)." I pulled a confused face as she sat on a leather armchair and crossed her legs. "Please, take a seat." She gestured for me to sit in the chair in front of her with her head tilted and her eyes fixed on mine, not even blinking. I didn't hesitate to sit, rubbing my now sweaty palms on my knees. "How are you feeling, (y/n)?" I snapped my head from my feet to her eyes as she has never used my first name. "I'm...fine, Ms Venable. Thank you for asking, h- how are you?" She lightly chuckled and seemed to blink for the first. "I'm ok sweetie, and please 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙖 when no one's around." I blushed and nodded my head up and down. "Words, dear." She squinted at me as if trying to tease me. "Yes Ms- Wilhemina." I gulped and felt my cheeks burning.

"So I heard you talking to that girl earlier, Mallory is it?" My eyes opened wide and I gulped quite audibly. "Um I- yes, but it's not what it sounded like-" She hit her cane on the ground and I stopped talking and just looked at her, my mouth slightly open as I breathed faster. "It's exactly how it sounded, (y/n). Don't ever lie to me as I will find out about it." I exhaled and relaxed my shoulders. "Yes Wilhemina, I understand." I felt my eyes get wet because I felt bad for lying to her. I watched the fire dance in the fireplace until Venable talked again. "Anyways, do you want to know why you're a grey?" I turned to look at her and she continued to speak but for once she wasn't looking at my eyes. Instead she was looking at her hand that gripped her cane and she looked slightly nervous. "So I could stay close to you." I tilted my head in shock and confusion. "What do you mean?" She took a deep breath and looked back into my eyes, with worry in hers. "After I read your file, I was intrigued. I wanted to know you better," I looked at the floor in surprise but also happiness. I felt my heart beating fast in my chest and my stomach was doing summersaults. "And after all this time, I- I think I have feelings for you."

Her voice sounded soft so I looked up and met her gaze to see her crying. She closed her eyes and the tears violently fell down her smooth cheeks. I rushed on my knees in front of her. "It's ok Wilhemina, don't cry it's ok." I wiped her tears away with my thumbs and we looked into each others eyes. "Wait- You don't hate me?" I laughed and caressed her cheek as she grabbed my forearm in shock. "No Wilhemina, Of course I don't hate you. I actually, feel the same." I moved my eyes to the floor but Venable's hand gripped my chin and lifted my head. "Really?" I nodded then spoke. "Yes." She smiled happily for the first time and I bit my bottom lip at the sight. "Can I kiss you, Wilhemina?" She answered my question by crashing our lips together. The kiss felt desperate and passionate but it was amazing. After the kiss ended we spend the night together and I finally felt happy about being a grey and grateful for the opportunity.

a/n - ok so i know so far they are all just kissing but idkkk ahh. can u guys let me know what kind of thing u want for the next one shot pls? thank u for reading hope u enjoyed!! ((: