My Girl

part 28

I opened the cell door and she willingly walked towards the chains. Suicidal fucker. I shook my head. "I'm sorry.. but you'll be dying the same way Victoria did."

I took my dagger and pushed it into her back as she fell to her knees. He had to hold her in her final moments like I did with Victoria. So they can have thay conversation that ripped out my heart. I picked her up and gently placed her in the cell next to him.

"No! Please! NO! HELP! HELP HER!" The man screamed. I tried to show no weakness. But I couldn't help but cry. Those exact words were what I screamed as my girl passed out in my arms.

"Your a very lucky man." I spat, "getting to see Gabriel Armani cry." I turned away from him. Trying to control myself from breaking down again.

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It had been a month. A month since I last felt pure joy. A month since she was took from me. Her funeral was last night. I couldn't have Luca and Enzo look at her whike in that state. She had loads if blood loss so would be horribly pale even with makeup. That'd mess them up for life. So it was a close casket. I got to say my final goodbyes as they lowered her into the ground.

I haven't slept one blink since everything happened. I was exhausted. I tried sleeping. I really did. But when she wasn't there... I couldn't. Not without the constant tossing and turning because her long, luscious locks were in my face. Without her scent. Without her head on my chest or getting a dead arm because she's been laying on it for so long.

I was in a depression pit. As some call it. I struggle to get up everyday and even eat. Some days I cant. And thank god for Ruby promising Victoria to help look after the boys because they woukd be dead by now. I've been thinking about that therapist, Poppy. Who I met in the airport. Maybe I need a therapist. So that brings me to now.

Dialing her number into my phone.

"Hello this Is Poppy. How can I help you today?"

Must be her work number.

"Uhm.. hey.. its Gabriel.. from the airport?" I spoke between sniffs. I've been crying all night.

"Oh hello! You decided to get an appointment?"

"Yeah.. I suppose.."